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Private The Long Way 'round

Kai'el Brat "Guardian of the Light"




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Braze took his time in the shower, letting the heat wash the day away. When he stepped out, he dressed in soft, loose silk and satin before retreating to the galley. There he prepared a hot meal of noodles for himself, Jasper Kai'el, and their prisoner, Okuma Milogen.

He settled into the observatory, sinking into the great plush U-shaped sofa that looked out into the endless void of space.

Jasper had been able to get the cockpit working again earlier with spare materials from the cargo bay. That was enough to ease Braze's mind, if only a little. Still, questions lingered. Had Kyric and Leos made it to Veridia? Were Ko Vuto and Loomi safe? He pushed the thoughts back, blew gently on his noodles, and took a bite.
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
Jasper let out an exhale as he wiped a bead of sweat from his brow. The new window was air-tight and ready to go. It passed the seal test, but boy was it a pain to get put in. It was a huge ship, so that was no surprise. He had to call in a few favors to get the proper equipment to even get that taken care of. It was a good distraction. The cockpit had been sealed off so that he could work, and now that it was air-tight again it began to re-pressurize and fill with oxygen. The Jedi Master took a moment to look over his handy work before setting off back into the depths of the ship. He'd enter into the living room, where Braze seemed to have emerged from the shower.

"Cockpit is pressurized again," he informed his student. "Just waved off the tow-ship. We... shouldn't have any trouble getting around without assistance."

He sat down next to Braze and let out a sigh.

"Sorry," Jasper apologized. "I... can't help but feel I've let you down. I try my best to solve problems before they happen... but with this I felt like I was behind at every turn. The longer I took... the more pain you were in."

Not to mention that they'd been sent on their way in a rather cold manner.

"I've... spoken to Tirin," he muttered. "They'll have the Temple prepared for you. That boy you sent arrived, he said. So did a young woman who said you helped her. Good work, bud."

Even with a metaphorical gun to his head, he still went out of his way to help others where he could. That was something Jasper could be proud of at least. Even as he lamented his own failure. It was bittersweet. He shouldn't have been put in that scenario, but he did the best he could to help when it mattered.

Something to show Jasper he hadn't done it all wrong, at least.


 
Kai'el Brat "Guardian of the Light"


Braze set the bowl down carefully, the steam curling up between them. His fingers lingered against the smooth ceramic for a moment before he slid it across the table toward Jasper, pairing it with a glass of water.

"It's not your fault… and I don't blame you," he said, voice low but steady. The words hung in the air, a little too gentle to be casual, a little too heavy to be brushed off.

He picked up his own spoon again, stirring through the broth more than eating, the scent of herbs and spice carrying upward. "I'm kinda… anxious," he admitted, the confession quiet, like he was trying it out just to see how it sounded outside his head. His gaze dropped briefly into the bowl before he forced himself to take a few more bites.

Those pale jade-green eyes lifted to Jasper, searching. "How is Cole?" Braze asked.
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
"It's okay. I... we'll do our best to explain everything to Ko..." Jasper assured. "It will be better when you get it off your chest... even if that winds up being how you part ways. I want to say everything will be fine... but I don't know."

He couldn't bring himself to lie and say he was certain that Ko would forgive him. Between a misinterpretation of Braze's assignment as a Jedi Shadow and now Okuma asking him to kill Ko and Braze complying, it was hard to say if Ko would ever be able to move past that. Jedi weren't supposed to hold grudges. People held grudges.

Braze bringing up Cole was a good excuse to change the topic.

"Little dude is good," he mused. "He's still really quiet. Even babbling isn't super loud. It's... strange. I expected him to cry more. He doesn't really cry at all. M says he looks grumpy a lot. He does kind of have a resting grumpy face. We had to leave Sacorria when the Core fell. I think the home will be fine. It's pretty remote. I think it's been hard on everyone..."

At least Refuge was far enough away from all the chaos. He could build something for more than just his family there. He was going to make a safe haven, one he'd defend with his own two hands.


 
Kai'el Brat "Guardian of the Light"


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"That's... good. " Braze offered softly. " Don't like the noodles?" He asked suspiciously eyeing Jasper.

"I trust you can feed our... Lost sheep?" He asked lightly... Truth be told he just was thankful for a break and time away from Okuma.

He moved to take a sip of his soup. Braze didn't hate Okuma... not really despite everything that had happened. If anything... he pitied the man.

He set the bowl aside and sighed relaxing. "I feel bad about Ko.... But I'm more anxious about meeting my... relatives. We were on veridia before... He came back injured... I presume he might have hurt people there too... W.... what do you intend to do with him?" He asked softly.
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
"Oh, yeah, I'll eat," Jasper sighed. "Sorry, I'm just a little fuzzy right now."

He paused for a moment as the mention of Okuma came up.

"Well... his actions may not have been malicious, but he was very willing to use you for his own gain," he decided. "Even if he was a product of the Silver Jedi's failings, that doesn't change what he's done. I'm not sure if I have the clarity to decide what happens to him. Whatever punishment he receives I'll leave up to Master Tirin."

Jasper was trying his best to be impartial. That was a very difficult thing. To say Okuma had caused harm in his pursuit of profit was an understatement. The atrocities he had committed could not simply be swept under the rug. That was purely honest, detached from what Jasper wanted.

And what he wanted was not pleasant.

"I'll feed him in a while," Jasper decided. "Try not to worry about him for now."

He paused before speaking again.

"If anything... I hope meeting your parents again will feel nostalgic," he mused. "You told me a lot about the memories you had before that... thing stole your mother from you..."

Jasper was happy that Braze could get that closure. Even if he wasn't a child anymore, it was better late than never. Even so... Jasper wondered what role he'd play now that his family was in the picture. Would it change how Braze saw him? He didn't think so, but a part of him wondered if it might be better that way.

Maybe in some way he stole the place of someone else. Someone he could have returned to their rightful place.

Perhaps he was getting in his own head.


 
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Braze moved to lean against Jasper. "Maybe... but you're my family now. " Braze chirped softly before nuzzling Jasper's shoulder. " Thank you for coming... " He sighed softly. " I kinda just want to sleep for a whoooooole day ... maybe a day and a half. " He offered lightly. " What are we gonna do when we get to Veridia? You're not gonna try and join the 'war efforts' down in the core are you? I'll be honest... I don't wanna do that any more... I kinda want us to just... live for a little ya know?"
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
Jasper couldn't help but beam when Braze said he was his family. It helped ease some of his stresses.

"When we get to Veridia, we're gonna start with helping you fix your head," he assured. "Make sure you can't be used against your will ever again. I'm sure that will give you some time to rest."

And then the topic of the Core came up.

"I'm done with the Core," Jasper stated. "I... can't keep throwing myself at every war that blows its way. I'm just a man... one who is wildly out of control when it comes to the safety of the Core Worlds. People are fleeing the battle. I've decided I want to focus on building somewhere for them."

The Master withdrew a hologram projector, a small fob. He activated it, revealing the diagram of a planet with a ring structure around it.

"I found a place... it's near Veridia," he explained. "People seem... drawn to it when they're fleeing crisis. There's a blackhole near the system that makes it a real pain to travel to. The people there call it Refuge. I'm going to build something there. I should have focused on building instead of warfare, just like I said I would after the Maw. Even now... lost of folks are headed there to get away from everything. I'm... going to defend this place. It's going to be something special. I can feel it."

He was sure of it.


 
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"That sounds like a noble pursuit... and a more peaceful relaxing one. " Braze assured. He moved to pick up his bowl again. " I'd like to do that... I didn't like the feelings it was giving me... I think I understand my self a lot more now though... Hard to explain... I just felt like... I had a need... to do the order... like I physically felt ill... You know what I want to do?" He offered lightly.
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
"Relaxing... maybe," Jasper shrugged. "I've begun to realize I may be playing statesman more though. Negotiating alliances, organizing defenses... but if it makes a better place for people to go to than it's worth it."

Jasper finally took a first bite into his noodles, rolling up a few while being careful to not drip anything into his beard.


"What is it that you want?"

 
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Braze lifted another bite with his chopsticks, chewing before speaking.

"Sounds dreadfully boring… but if that's what you wanna do, I'll support you," he said simply. Setting the sticks down for a moment, he added, "I want to build a new tree house. One with rope webs."

He picked up the chopsticks again, giving Jasper a small, expectant look.
 
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Kai'el Brat "Guardian of the Light"


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"I picked a nice spot out that's up near one of the cliff sides over looking the ocean. " Braze added lightly. " You're not afraid of heights right?" He asked passing Jasper a smarmy grin. "I have lots of big plans for this one... I'm just not sure what to call it. Got any fun ideas? I was hoping on asking Phy to come see it. "
 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
"Phy might like that," Jasper decided. "She's quite fond of architectural design. And no, heights won't be a problem. I'd be a terrible pilot if that was the case."

Suggestions for a name. It was gonna look out over the ocean, he said. That brought a few ideas to mind.

"Mmmm... maybe something like the Crow's Nest, or Lookout Landing," he mused. "That's just what comes to mind. I've never been good at coming up with names for things on the spot."


 

Mud Duck
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Lightsaber, Refuge
"The boy you sent to Veridia, yeah?" Jasper recalled. "Saw a picture of him on your... oh, right."

Jasper paused, taking out the mirror-like device and handing it back to Braze. It was still in good shape, clearly well cared for. Of course it was. It was all Jasper had for a time to link him back to his student.

"I think that it's better for a student to find you," he decided. "That speaks to motivation. A motivated student is molten steel, just waiting to be forged. Even so, forging is a labor-intensive process. It often rejects certain molds, carries imperfections and pockets of air that need to be smoothed out. In many ways your at the mercy of the metal, no matter how skilled you are."

A gentle smile appeared on Jasper's face.


"Maybe it becomes unclear along the way who is forging who."

 
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"I think it works both ways," Braze offered simply, a faint shrug in his tone. "A student belongs to their teacher, and their teacher belongs to the student."

His jade eyes flicked toward Jasper, curious. "Did you know any of those Jedi?" he asked. He'd never met the three Jasper had brought along to find him, and his question carried the plain, unvarnished interest that always colored his words.

After a beat, Braze added almost absently, "We've got a good few wayfarers about… maybe we could make our sect the Wayfarers' Conclave, or something like that." The idea tumbled out with the same casualness as if he were naming a treehouse.


 

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"Just one. Jand Talo," Jasper recalled. "He was from my generation. Pragmatic... sometimes cold. That's more his culture than anything else. The Nagai are known to be that way. The others I didn't know. Not really a surprise... it feels like everyone I know is leaving to some degree."

Jand was at least understanding of the situation that lead Braze to where he was. That was all Jasper could ask for. All things considered, the ultimate outcome could have been far harsher.

Even so...

"I like that idea," Jasper mused. "There's an old temple on Refuge that might make a good outpost. Rakattan I think. Had to go through and remove a bunch of old artifacts. I've sort of been looking to bring together Jedi out here anyways. Nothing super centralized... but something to provide some kind of support."


 
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"Raka-what now? I'm not sure I'm familiar with that," Braze offered simply. "Unfortunately… everything changes in time, I've come to learn. For better or for worse."

He looked down at his bowl, frowning briefly, before reaching up to draw aside a small section of his long white hair. With nimble fingers, he began weaving a thin braid. Slipping a hand into the sleeve of his night robe, he produced a few tiny bands, the sort he usually used to secure his Padawan braid or other decorative braids, and bound the delicate microbraid at top and bottom.

That same hand disappeared into his sleeve again, this time pulling out a small pocketknife. He opened it with a soft click, cut the braid free, and tucked the blade back out of sight. Turning gently, he lifted Jasper's arm and nestled against his side, guiding the larger hand around himself. He turned Jasper's palm upward in his own.

"You know," he began, voice quieter than usual, "there's an old story I learned from my father, long ago… about a mighty king. He summoned his wisest counselors and told them: 'I want a ring made, one that will help me in times of great distress. I want it to bring me peace when I am sorrowful, but also remind me of truth when I am overjoyed. The ring must hold a message that is true in all times, in all situations.'"

Braze shifted, brushing the fringe of white hair from his face before looking up at Jasper with somber jade-green eyes. "The wise men debated for days. They argued over verses and philosophies, but nothing seemed eternal enough. At last, they returned with something simple."

Working delicately, Braze bound the bit of woven white hair into a small ring. "On the ring," he continued softly, "they inscribed only this: 'This too shall pass.'"

He took Jasper's hand with surprising care, slipping the woven ring onto his left index finger and pressing it snug against the knuckle.

"The index finger on this hand," Braze explained, "is for purpose, for guidance, for the things you point toward when you lead others or yourself. By wearing it here, it's a reminder that both pain and triumph are fleeting. When you're lost in sorrow, you'll know it won't last forever. And when you're at your highest peak, you'll remember to stay grounded."

Slowly, he let Jasper's hand go, his eyes lingering on the tiny white band. "It's not much," he murmured, "but it carries the truth. Everything… good or bad… will pass. And that's what makes every moment of life worth holding."
 

Mud Duck
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"It's not much," he murmured, "but it carries the truth. Everything… good or bad… will pass. And that's what makes every moment of life worth holding."

"When did you get to be so old," Jasper chuckled.

He let out a sigh, holding onto the ring. He didn't rebut a word Braze said. It was true, after all. Jasper had lived that experience with his own two hands. The highs and lows of countless other lives intertwined with his own. Had he been lucky to be a part of them? Or did he struggle to exist without them.

Jasper didn't care to answer this question. It simply was. No answer necessary.

"Change is good," he stated. "Life would be pretty boring if we all stayed the same, yeah? What is anything worth if it lasts forever. That's what a Sith can't understand. achieve immortality and at some point you'll have it all. But everyone you know will be dead and gone. You won't have anybody. I used to think that's how I'd be. Not for lack of trying, but somehow I just never seemed to get the memo when my allies decided to check out of this reality. You lie awake and think about how nobody could ever replace the people you've lost. And you know what, you can't. It's not fair to the new faces you meet to assign them to be someone's replacement. Even so, that doesn't devalue them, or their own personal journeys."

A gentle smile came to his face.

"This to shall pass," he echoed. "One day Jasper Kai'el will just be a name you remember. Nobody really knows when something like that will happen. I hope though... I hope that what you find after me enriches you just as much if not more than I striven to do every single day as your teacher. Maybe you can remember me... let me help you a little longer. Even if I won't actually be there."

From there, though, a more playful grin came to his face.

"I'll tell you what, it'll be a cold day in hell before I do go," Jasper assured. "I'm a bit too stubborn for my own good."

Besides... he had unfinished business.


 

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