Aren endured approximately three seconds of being tickled before abandoning any illusion of dignity and attempting to shove him away. The effort was only partially successful, mostly because Omen had spent a while developing an almost supernatural resistance to consequences whenever they originated from her. By the time she escaped the worst of it, her hair was even more disheveled than before, and she looked thoroughly unimpressed by the entire experience.
Which was unfortunate. Because she was smiling. "You are impossible." The accusation lacked any real force.
Settling back against him, she let out a long sigh and rested her head against his shoulder while she considered the question more seriously than she had expected to. The future had always been a strange subject for her. Not because she never thought about it, but because for so much of her life, planning beyond the next problem had felt unnecessary. There had always been another job. Another project. Another crisis. Another machine that needed fixing. Somewhere along the way, she had gotten used to measuring her life in smaller pieces.
Now she found herself thinking in years. Decades. The realization still felt strange.
"My future wants aren't particularly complicated," she admitted after a while. "I want a home that stays ours for more than a few years. I want somewhere people can't casually shoot at us. I want a workshop that isn't constantly being rebuilt because somebody decided explosions were a form of communication." The corner of her mouth twitched faintly. "I want to wake up next to you without immediately checking whether you've accidentally adopted another project while I was asleep."
Her fingers found his hand and intertwined with it automatically, and after a brief pause, she added, almost casually, that yes, eventually she wanted children. The admission came far more easily than she would have expected; there was no dramatic revelation, no uncertainty lurking beneath it, just a simple truth she had quietly accepted somewhere along the way.
"I want all the normal things I spent years pretending I didn't care about." Her gaze drifted toward the window again. "Birthdays. Family dinners. Arguments about whose turn it is to clean something. Kids tracking dirt through the house and blaming each other for it. The sort of boring things people never appreciate until they don't have them."
The smile that followed was smaller. Softer. "And honestly, the shop isn't even part of that list. That thought seemed to surprise her enough that she sat up slightly.
"The shop matters because I like the work. Not because I need it." Her expression grew thoughtful. "If I wanted money, money stopped being a problem a very long time ago. I can build things. I can slice systems. I can get into places I probably shouldn't be able to get into." A pause followed. "Technically speaking, I could probably fund half your accidental cities by myself if I really wanted to."
Silence settled between them as Aren blinked and slowly turned her head toward him. "...I feel like I may have said too much." The realization arrived all at once, immediately followed by a desperate attempt to recover. "Not that I do that." Another pause. "Regularly." A third pause. "Widespread financial institutions are remarkably vulnerable." The moment she heard herself, Aren groaned and covered her eyes with her free hand. "Forget I said any of that." Which, unfortunately, was exactly the sort of statement guaranteed to ensure Omen remembered every word forever.
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