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Private The Line Between Order and Trust




VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace

He could see the struggle at first from the first shock of surprise. The unsteady movements she demonstrated, then the feel of familiarity that came shortly after.

She began to fight, and so did the fish.

As she pulled and reeled then acquired her rhythm he spoke to her.

“Fishing is an excellent way to learn how to fight for your food. You have to be hungry enough to pull it to you, and your will has to be stronger than what you are pulling in.”

He walked to the edge of the dock as she reeled, he could see the fish struggle and fight. Sure he could have used the force to pull the fish in, but that is not fair to the creature or to her or to himself. He would not rob her of her first catch. He would however help guide her.

He stepped behind her, his hands gently holding the underside of the rod, showing her the motion, guiding her to a more smooth transition.

“You're doing great. Keep it up, you've almost got it.”

The fish broke the water, flailing its tail splashing droplets in all directions.

“Almost…”


 
The resistance sharpened as the fish fought harder, the pull traveling cleanly through the line and directly into her hands. Seren adjusted as she had been taught—leaning, reeling, and easing—as she searched for that fragile rhythm between control and allowance. While her technique wasn't yet perfect, she held her ground, her focus too anchored in the line's immediate tension to fully process his words about hunger and will.

When he stepped in behind her, his added guidance steadied her motion, smoothing out the rough edges of her form. Her grip adjusted instinctively under his touch, and her movements became more fluid as she followed his corrections without resistance.

"…Understood," she murmured, her voice quiet and her breath controlled as she continued to reel.

Suddenly, the water's surface broke with a violent splash. The abrupt movement caught her off guard, and a small, involuntary squeak escaped her as cold droplets struck her arm and face. Her shoulders tensed for a heartbeat at the unexpected sensation, but she didn't let go; her grip held firm, and her stance remained unbroken. She recovered quickly, exhaling softly as the initial surprise faded into a faint hint of breath-laced amusement.

"…Noted," she added, her lips curving slightly despite herself.

The fish thrashed again, though its resistance felt more frantic than strong as it drew closer to the dock. Leaning back once more, Seren reeled with newfound confidence, following the smooth motion he had guided her into. Her movements were less rigid now, more controlled, as she watched the silver flash beneath the surface.

"It weakens," she observed quietly, her tone carrying the satisfaction of understanding a new skill in real-time. With one final, steady pull and a measured turn of the reel, she brought the fish to the edge of the dock, her amber eyes focused and intent. "…I have it."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace

As soon as she reeled the fish to the dock, Varin moved. Not hurriedly, but with intent as the fish thrashed and plopped on the dock, desperately trying to get to water.

His large hand wrapped around the body, holding firmly but not tight as he folded the sharper fins downward so they did not have the chance to stab him.

“Very well done.”

He spoke with a small bit of excitement in his voice.

“Now, we remove the hook.”

His fingers moved delicately towards the hook lodged in the fish’s mouth. A firm tug pulling the metal loose and out.

He held the fish over to her.

“Take a look at what you pulled in.”

The tail thrashed a bit more before a calmness came over its body. Every now and then a twitch or a jolt of movement signifying the creature still had some fight.

“The next part is not the most pleasant to most who fish for their first time, but.”

He paused for a moment.

“This is our bait for actual dinner. I will extend this offer to you.”

He looked her in the eye.

“I have a sharp knife in my box. I can cut this one up, or if you want to, you can cut him up. No need to be picky how it's done but, the bloodier the better.”

He waited quietly and patiently for her answer.


 
Seren stilled as the fish hit the dock, her glowing amber eyes tracing its frantic thrashing with quiet intensity. Up close, it was different. More immediate and far more real than the rhythmic pull on the line. As he removed the hook and held the creature out, she hesitated, her gaze narrowing as she studied the small, plate-shaped fish.

Its scales shimmered with iridescent shades of deep olive and vibrant blue, highlighted by a distinct, velvety black spot on the edge of its gill cover. The belly glowed with a warm, sunset-orange, contrasting with the dark vertical bars running down its sides. It was a beautiful thing, yet its desperate movements were a messy departure from the grace of the hunt.

"…This is what I was fighting," she murmured, her nose wrinkling at its lack of composure. "It is considerably less elegant than the casting—and significantly more unpleasant."

A final twitch from the fish made her pause. She looked from the creature to the man, her posture straightening as she reconciled the necessity of the act. "You said this is for food. Then it should be done properly. Show me."

She stepped closer, tracking every movement of the blade and every point of pressure with clinical focus. Though a subtle flinch escaped her at the first cut, she did not look away. "Noted," she whispered, committing the grisly mechanics to memory. As he finished, she met his eyes with a return of her usual poise, despite the lingering distaste. "I will do it next time."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace

He gave her a slow nod as he retrieved his knife.

“looks can be deceiving with fish. Their whole body is basically one big muscle, the pull makes you think they are much bigger than they really are.”

He ran the knife a few times over a small whetstone, grinding down the dull portions of the blade sharpening it further.

“Like I said, it's not pretty, but it is necessary.”

He made a swift incision across the spine behind its head. Quick and instant. Nearly painless. The thrashing stilled.

After a quiet moment, Varin muttered a quiet soft prayer in the old tongue of High Sith.

He took a slow breath as his eyes closed. His voice came to her softly.

“I take hunting of any kind seriously. One thing my Father taught me is, any life that gives itself to you deserves some form of respect and thanks.”

His eyes slowly opened as he looked over to her. A soft smile on his face. He then looked back at the fish, knife moving with adept ease as he started cutting the meat into chunks.

He remained silent as he went through the small ritual before the bait was finally prepped.

He pulled back his rod, reeling it back then looked back at her.

“Let's see if the next one will be dinner, I'll help you cut this next one up.”

He offered her a small smile as he picked up one of the pieces of meat and placed it on his hook.


 
Seren watched with a stillness that mirrored his own, her glowing amber eyes tracking every motion, the rhythmic scrape of the whetstone, the shift of his shoulders, and the cold, sharp intent of the blade. When the cut finally came, swift and final, she didn't flinch, but she did still. Her gaze remained fixed on the fish as the thrashing ceased, her expression tightening not out of fear, but in quiet acknowledgment of the reality before her.

Then came the prayer.

She remained silent, allowing the weight of the ancient High Sith words to settle around them. It was a side of the hunt she hadn't considered, the deliberate, measured respect for a life given. She flicked a glance toward Varin, studying the unexpected softness in his features, before her attention was drawn back to the clinical ease with which he sectioned the meat.

"…I understand," she murmured at last, her voice low and reflective.

As the task shifted to her, she looked down at the prepared pieces of bait. There was a pause, long enough to be telling. Her fingers hovered over a scrap of fish, her mind clearly negotiating with her body before she finally committed. When she did, she picked it up with the tips of her fingers, her nose wrinkling in a more visible display of distaste as the texture registered.

"…This is considerably worse," she breathed, a flicker of genuine discomfort momentarily breaking through her poised exterior.

Still, she didn't falter. With a measured, if slightly reluctant, resolve, she brought the meat to her hook. It was a small, delicate hook, ill-suited for the ragged chunk of bait, but she worked with a stiff sort of focus until it was threaded through. The moment it was set, she pulled her hand back with a sharp, reflexive twitch, flexing her fingers as if trying to shed the sensation of the slime.

"…It is secured," she said, glancing from the hook to Varin. She took a moment to steady her breath, her voice returning to its usual calm, even if her expression still carried a trace of lingering discomfort.

"I see the necessity," she added more quietly. "Even if the process lacks…elegance."

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace

Varin let out a soft breath of amusement as she baited her hook. His eyes shifting briefly to her as he took his place on the dock overlooking to much deeper waters.

“Unfortunately, there is not a lot of elegance to this kind of pass time. Well, not in action.”

He took a deep breath.

“The elegance lies in your surroundings. The sound of the world and its rotation in cycle.”

He fell silent for a moment, his eyes closing as the breeze came in.

“The feel of wind, the sound of waves. It's meditative.”

He looked over at her pole, her hook baited and ready to go. His fingers gently pulled the baited hook closer to him so he could inspect it.

“This looks secure enough.”

He looked over at the water once more than back to her hook. He loosened his fingers letting the hook fall loose once more.

“Now we can try to catch dinner.”

He faced himself back to the horizon. His eyes scanned the water, deciding where he wished to cast.

His gut directed him to a small spot a good way out into the water. His shoulders set, his breathing slowed and his arms brought the rod back and in one fluid motion he cast the hook forward to where he pictured it would be.

The hook sailed much further than his last cast, the wind pushing the hook lazily into a slow sideways arc before it finally made contact with the water.

The bobber was a bit harder to see. A tiny spec in a vastness of blue. His finger gently rested on the line as he waited.

“Something tells me we may have luck there.”

He looked over to her, eyes flicking over the horizon once more, admiring the view.


 
Seren listened as he spoke, her attention drifting between his words and the quiet stretch of water before them. She could hear what he meant. The wind, the waves, the rhythm of it all. It was present, undeniable in its own way, woven into the moment whether she chose to engage with it or not.

Whether it was meditative in the way he described, she was less certain.

Her glowing amber eyes flicked briefly toward him, studying the ease in his posture, the way he seemed to settle into it so naturally, as though the world itself had slowed to match his breathing. Then her gaze returned forward, thoughtful but unconvinced, not rejecting the idea, simply not sharing it yet.

"…I can see the appeal," she said, measured and polite, her tone even.

There was a brief pause, her fingers adjusting slightly along the rod as she considered her next words.

"I am not certain I feel it yet," she added, more honest this time, though still calm, observational rather than dismissive.

Her attention shifted fully to her own rod.

She refined her grip with more intention than before, shoulders aligning as she settled into a stance that was no longer unfamiliar, only unperfected. There was less hesitation in her now, replaced by a quiet focus that had begun to take root through repetition rather than instinct.

Her gaze flicked once more toward where he had cast, noting the distance, the way the wind had carried his line, the subtle arc that had extended his reach. She did not try to replicate it exactly. Instead, she absorbed it, adjusted for herself, and let the motion become her own.

"But I will continue," she said softly.

She drew the rod back, breath steadying as she moved through the motion with more cohesion than before. The cast followed in a smoother arc, not flawless, but deliberate, the line carrying farther than her previous attempts before settling into the water with a softer, more controlled splash.

The bobber steadied.

Seren watched it, her expression composed, though more engaged now than before. After a moment, her fingers returned lightly to the line, not gripping, not interfering, but listening in the only way she currently understood how.

The sensation was still unfamiliar, but no longer confusing.

She could feel the difference now, the subtle movement of the water translating through the line, small, shifting pressures that rose and fell in patterns she was only beginning to recognize. Her focus narrowed, not to the horizon as he had described, but to this single point of connection between herself and what lay beneath the surface.

"…This part I understand more," she murmured, quieter now, her voice carrying a thoughtful clarity.

Her posture settled, not relaxed in the same way his was, but controlled, intentional, every movement now measured rather than reactive.

"It requires attention," she continued, her tone low, almost reflective, as if she were defining the experience in real time rather than simply participating in it. "Not force. Not instinct alone. A kind of…awareness that does not rush the outcome."

She did not look at him as she said it.

Her gaze remained forward, fixed on the water, on the faint, living tension in the line, as she held herself in that space between action and restraint, learning not just how to cast, but how to wait.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace​

His gaze flicked to her for a moment then back to the ocean beyond. A small breath escaped him before he responded, something akin to a huff or a laugh. Quiet and breath-like.

“I won’t fault you if you do not end up feeling what I do.”

He paused for a moment, slightly bobbing his rod to simulate small life at the end of his hook to draw attention.

“It’s different for everyone. Some people do it to meditate, some for escape and others just for necessity. But, I am a firm believer that everyone should know how to fish at least.”

He slowly reeled back, causing more motion for his bait. When she cast her line again, he noticed the smoother transition, and her pose was more confident, though still a bit uneasy. A small tug at his lips pulled before he looked back at the small ripples and waves.

“Feel free to make your rod move in small motions. It helps simulate easy prey.”

He was quiet for a moment. Lost in thought, not necessarily to the hunt itself, but in a time of reflection.

“My…”

He hesitated for a moment before he slightly shook his head, letting out a deep sigh.

“My mother used to take my sister and I fishing while Father was busy.”

His gaze scanned the waterline at the horizon.

“And when she couldn’t attend she would send CC with us.”

His voice was quiet, soft. Full of distant memories. Another breath escaped him as he smiled.

“One time Nier and I went by ourselves. We were out for hours, just casting lines and waiting.”

“She caught her first fish that day, and me being the big brother I wanted to help, so I took my boots off to trek into the water to grab her fish before the damn thing tried to pull her in.”


Another smile as he chuckled to himself.

“Big enough to feed a banquet. We would have trophied it if I hadn’t thrown my boots onto a small ground nest of stinging flies.”

He gently reeled a bit more.

“As soon as I noticed what happened, I dropped the fish and took her up in my cloak. I was probably stung close to eighteen times, but she didn’t have a single blemish on her.”

He cleared his throat quietly before he looked over at her.

“That was her first ever cast. Before that, she was too young to fish, but we brought her to learn anyway.”

He looked up and down the dock, his gaze carefully scanning each board.

“Luckily for you, I don’t see a stinging flies nest.”


 
Seren listened as he spoke, her attention shifting between the subtle movements of her line and the quiet cadence of his voice. The suggestion to move the rod drew a small adjustment from her, her wrist giving a tentative, controlled motion, testing the effect rather than committing fully. The bait responded with a faint, lifelike pull through the water, and she noted it without comment, folding it into what she was learning.

His story, however, held her attention longer.

There was something in the way he told it, not just the events themselves, but the weight behind them, the ease with which memory softened his tone. Her glowing amber eyes flicked toward him briefly, studying that shift before returning to the water, though her focus was no longer entirely on the line.

When he finished, a quiet pause settled between them.

Then, faintly, the corner of her mouth lifted.

"Eighteen stings for one fish," she said, her voice calm, though there was a trace of dry amusement threading through it. "That is a considerable price for a lesson."

Her fingers adjusted again on the rod, giving another small, deliberate motion to the line as she considered his words.

"Though…" she continued, a touch more thoughtful now, "I suspect she would remember it far more fondly than you do."

A brief pause followed, her gaze drifting slightly, not to the horizon as his had, but somewhere more inward.

Then, after a moment, she spoke again.

"On Alderaan, there were stables not far from where we lived," she began, her tone even, though quieter now, as if the memory required a different kind of space. "My brother and I were not meant to be near them without supervision."

A faint shift in her expression, something just short of a smile.

"We did not find that instruction particularly compelling."

Her gaze returned briefly to her line, her hand giving another subtle motion before continuing.

"There were small creatures kept there, not the mounts themselves, but the animals that stayed near them. One in particular decided it did not wish to remain where it was."

She paused, as if replaying it.

"My brother thought it would be simple to guide it back," she said, a faint note of dry humor surfacing, "which turned into us attempting to contain three of them at once."

Another slight movement of her rod, more natural now, her attention splitting between past and present with surprising ease.

"We failed," she added plainly.

A quieter breath followed.

"One ran through the main corridor, one overturned a feed bin, and the third…" a small pause, "…decided I was a suitable obstacle to climb."

The faintest hint of amusement lingered now, restrained but genuine.

"We were found shortly after," she finished, her tone settling back into its usual calm. "He accepted responsibility."

A brief glance toward Varin.

"Though I suspect he enjoyed the chaos more than he admitted."

Her gaze returned to the water, her posture steady once more as she resumed her quiet focus on the line, the story lingering between them without needing anything further.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace​


The silence held for a moment before she spoke. His attention flicked over to her, noticing the slight smile on her lips as she spoke. It drew a quick little chuckle from him.

“We lost the fish too, but my concerns were elsewhere.”

Her next statement drew a longer silence from him. A slow breath as he thought on her words.

Yeah…she would have…

The thought was immediate, intrusive before she spoke again, her voice pulling him from whatever muck was trying to build within him.

Her description of the recount made it seem like he was there. The stables, the smaller creatures. They sounded familiar to him. Smaller animals that used rougher terrain for defense or to relieve boredom. His attention remained on her as she spoke. A soft smile pulled at his lips when she mentioned one of the animals not wanting to stay in captivity, an escape artist of sorts. Every person who has cared for livestock has always had that one creative critter.

She mentioned the chaos that then turned into three creatures running wild and dancing circles around them. Even going as far enough to climb on her. A small laugh escaped him as he bobbed his line.

“Cattle tend to keep life interesting, that is for sure.”

Another small laugh escaped him before he paused.

“What were they like?”

He looked over to her.

“Your family.”

“You don’t really talk about them much.”



 
Seren's hand stilled slightly on the rod at his question.

Not enough to lose the rhythm of the line, but enough that the shift was there if one was paying attention. Her glowing amber eyes remained on the water for a moment longer, as if weighing whether the answer was worth giving.

When she did speak, her voice was quieter.

More distant.

"I have not kept in touch with them since I left the Jedi," she said, the words measured, controlled, as though they had been considered long before this moment.

Her fingers gave a small, absent motion to the rod, more out of habit now than focus.

"They do not know," she continued, her gaze lowering slightly, following the faint pull of the line rather than meeting his. "As far as they are aware, I am stationed somewhere quiet. An archive. Research."

A brief pause settled between the words, not heavy, but deliberate.

"It is…easier that way."

The line shifted faintly, and she adjusted with it, though her attention was no longer entirely on the water.

Another moment passed before she added, softer now,

"They would not understand."

A slight breath followed, barely audible.

"Especially my brother."

This time, her gaze did lift, but only briefly, not fully meeting his before returning to the quiet motion of the water, her posture settling back into its composed stillness as if the admission had been something set down and left there.

Varin Mortifer Varin Mortifer
 



VARIN MORTIFER


Equipment: Durum Mantle | Black Blade of Chandrila | Eye of The Dragon | Heavy Sith Mace​


He noticed the stillness, the quiet not only in her voice but in her posture. The question had struck something and he could tell. With that reaction alone from her, his attention was then on her. The way she explained how her family would not understand, and how she had not kept in touch with them, it must have felt like further torture knowing they are alive and well but unable to speak with them.

“I…think I understand.”

He spoke quietly, matching her tone. Speaking of family always held two outcomes, a mourning quiet or an excited energy. Varin had never seen an in between and the ladder was quite rare.

“Is your brother a Jedi?”

The curious question escaped him before he could catch it, but he was sure that even if he could catch the question, he would simply let it flow regardless. He did not know a lot of Seren’s family life, and he was genuinely curious.

He felt a slight tug on his line, a curious nibble, nothing more before it went slack once again, he bobbed the rod a couple more times before reeling back in. The slow trek of the bobber towards him and the trail it left had his eye, but not his full attention. Usually she would have his full attention, if he was not trying to catch dinner.

After the hook had made his long journey back to him and lifted from the water, what dangled was but a lone clean hook.

Some sneaky fish had taken his bait.

A slow exhale left him as he inspected the hook, walking back to the fish chunks, he hooked another piece and stood back in his spot, eyeing the water once again to find a better place to cast before he set his posture and pulled his shoulders back, with a heavy release his line shot forth towards his new cast spot with a smooth arc and a quiet splash.

“Sneaky guys.”


 

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