Cyberjunk
// Ketaris
The last time she’d set foot on Ketaris, she’d nearly thrown a chair at the King. In the time that had passed, she had not become any less temperamental.
Krayiss had plunged Yula into a depth of guilt she’d never felt. Zaavik’s savage departure had affirmed one of her worst fears; that she was useless to protect those she loved. Even—no, especially—when she actively tried. Fear of failure kept her from acting, and when she finally did, she’d been useless.
Yula was only good at taking care of herself.
Reaching out to Enlil was yet another selfish act. For as long as she’d known him, the King lived his life for other people, lacking in self-interest. Part of her felt like she had no right to present herself to someone whose morality outpaced her own by leaps and bounds.
And yet, here she was on Ketaris. Waiting in a vestibule after putting in an official request to see the King, the Grand Vizier of the New Imperial Order. The didn’t feel as bitter on her tongue even as she made her appeal, not this time. She was distracted. It had been a long time since they’d met, things could change. The Order had been very active.
Restless as ever, Yula raked the fingers of one hand through her hair. Still long, still dark, styled so that it fell over her left eye. Or what remained of it—the eyeball had been removed, the lid permanently closed with a few sutures. A vertical scar, fresh with tinges of red, ran from lid to chin. A visible badge of her failure. If it hadn’t been for her wonky eyesight, she’d have scaled the building and gotten this over with sooner.
Leaning back, Yula sunk down into her seat. Maybe she should leave—this would be too hard. Maybe she’d disappoint him. Enlil was one of her closest friends, so she remained. She had to see for herself that he was alright.
Enlil