The energy from the Kyber crystal was getting softer and softer now, the energy
Warren was sharing with it not being enough to sustain it. He felt the Force warming his body as it flowed through him,
Master Abarosis contributing whatever he could from beyond to help
Warren. It would never be enough to save the crystal, but it would be enough to show it mercy.
There was a gripping at his chest, like he was
supposed to do something, anything, to help. He couldn't though. What was happening was out of his hands, out of anyone's hands. The Force worked in its own ways, even through things such as the crystals that Jedi used in their lightsabers. The Force was in everything, and it was at the end of everything. Try as he might, the Selonian was no miracle worker, and he could not save the life force of the crystal from draining.
"It's hard to let go, Master." Warren choked through tears, the pure empathy the crystal felt reflecting back to him, giving him a touch of every moment, every joy, every sorrow the kyber crystal had known. It was
truly beautiful what this cave had provided for the Padawans that came here, what these eons had provided for the many Jedi Orders that had risen and fallen over time. It all was hitting him at once, and he was
so sad to have to watch it end.
Warren turned back to where
Master Abarosis had been before, only to see his vestige had disappeared.
"Master?" he asked again, this time a tinge of fear cracking through the emotions. Where had he gone? He couldn't leave
Warren too- how would he get back without his guidance? The entire situation was overwhelming for the Padawan. Why was this a trial? Why would they want to subject their students to this? He couldn't let himself panic again. This was far too important. He took a deep breath, slow and steady, and reached out once more with the Force. He couldn't see his former Master, but he could feel him. The familiar warmth still cutting through the frozen cold.
"I trained you well, my Padawan, but it is time to let go. Take a piece of this place with you, but not too much. Your path belongs to you, not just to the Jedi." The voice was loud, clear, as though
Abarosis stood beside him and everywhere at once.
"You will be a great Jedi, a better one than most. You only need to trust yourself, and trust the Force." This time his voice felt more distant, like it was already slipping away.
"I will be with you, watching with great interest. This will not be the last time you hear from me, but live for yourself, not for me or for anyone else." And just like that, the warmth he had felt was gone, replaced by a flash of green light that almost blinded the Padawan.
Looking back toward the crystal, its light had dimmed significantly. Its final moments were here.
Warren couldn't help but feel the bitter-sweetness of it. Out of all the Padawans that had come through here in the many millennia this cave had served the Gathering, he was the one to see it through to its end. At least
someone had been there to honor the guardian of the cave. The Jedi Padawan focused on the teachings of the Order, of letting go through the Force, of the beauty of returning to where you came from. He thought of
Master Abarosis and how attachment without loss was selfish, and that if you truly cared for something, letting it go was part of loving it. Those thoughts grounded him, and the Force around
Warren and the crystal settled, forming a quiet nexus of energy.
The next few moments passed calmly, and
Warren felt the instant the crystal gave out. The Force recoiled like a wound for a heartbeat, before settling again into balance. There was no true sense of death, as with all things in the Force, something remained. Where the crystal had been lost, there was still a faint presence lingering in the air, connected to what had just transpired in the cave.
Warren's paws reached forward, his touch drawing a response from what remained. The faint glow gathered, growing warmer, before a small fragment cracked away and settled into his paw. Where the great crystal had been blue,
this piece carried a trace of green within it, forming a soft teal hue. To the Padawan, it felt like a final gift, from both the guardian crystal and from
Master Abarosis.
Warren closed his paw around the crystal and sat in the silence for a moment. He had done it. He had completed the trial. Now all he had to do was find his way out.
Now unclouded by the fading presence of the crystal,
Warren found his path through the cave far more easily than before. The winding corridors felt familiar, reminiscent of the Narrows on Selonia, and he moved through them with growing certainty. When he finally emerged, he was relieved to see the others gathered outside. The trial had left him drained, emotionally and physically. On top of that, the dryness of the cold had taken its toll on his fur and skin.
"I...have finished my trial, Master Ryiah." The usual curiosity behind his eyes was gone, replaced by a fatigue far beyond his years. He slumped down by the fire, hoping to warm himself before they departed.