WolfMortum
OOC Account

The Chimaera,
Stardestroyer, Imperial II Class.
Ever since the battle of Atrisia, everything had changed. Not only had the Jedi of the Galactic Alliance been placed on the opposing side of war for Veiere, blurring the line between what was morally acceptable within the lightside of the force anymore but so too had Kay Larr been kidnapped from Commenor that day, the scream that he heard through their bond in the Force leaving him to abandon the fight and the fallen who he had come to call upon as a brother, regardless of their alignment to the Force itself...-Veiere had never truly recovered from the darkness that had consumed his life and threatened to break him down.
No longer could he find himself comfortable within the walls of the Jedi establishment, for he struggled with his own ideologies and having lost faith in what was once a firm and dedicated Jedi Order, now split into sects across the Galactic chart. Naturally, this wasn't to say that he didn't still hold friends within the Silver Jedi Order, but more his inner conflict and inability to remain where he felt compelled to step out, to fight for what he believed in.
Commenor remained a mess politically, though few saw it behind the mask that [member="Lady Kay"] had learned to wear so well. His priorities there had not changed yet he had informed her that he would step away from time to time. Now was such a time, a place within his head that fought against his insecurities and doubts, such thoughts that he dared not to show before others. Those within the Jedi Order all went through times such as this, to which they would seek the safety net of meditation and reflect in on themselves searching for the light of the force that they might find resolution in the quiet. He had tried this several times already and yet for some reason, he could not escape the guilt that had built up around him. Had he abandoned [member="Ryn'Dhal"] to die as he had Cyril Grayson, had his longing to help Kay Larr left him blind to help others that needed him so. Gripping the hand railing that lined the viewing platforms open wall, he stared out into the black of space blanketed in stars and felt the rise of frustration weighing down on him.
His plight was not a matter of keeping the Darkside at bay but rather keeping himself in faith to the will of the Force. The more he questioned himself, the harder it became to lose himself within the veil of life that flowed through all things around him, his concentrated waned and the past seemed to take on such a larger focus than the present. In the moment, he found himself thinking back to the battle of Mimban and Deneba, the Jedi Conclave and later the rendezvous he held with Cyril before the flames of war overtook Atrisia.
Soon enough, he found himself on the move, leaving the bridge of the flagship leaving the command to the Admiral, Vikras Ansion. The Command deck lay beyond the Bridge itself, a place of meeting for the higher Officers, the Admiral and of course Veiere himself. To either side were rooms with lined the hexagon shaped deck, all facing the table within the center that acted as a hologrid beneath the flat surface, the overhanging emitters lighting the room with the clear blue image of the Galactic map charting all known and documented worlds surrounding the Core.
Veiere moved in stride, his eyes searching for the former quarters of the previous command of the Chimaera, the belongings of Cyril Grayson having been stored, packed within shipping crates until a time that Veiere had found himself willing to manage them. He knew nothing of Cyril's family, having only heard whispers of a past love that his brother had lost to the Dark Side of the Force, the irony in that was that Veiere too seemed to be going through a very similar situation to date.
He entered the room and slowed to a halt, looking around the crates, their lids clamped shut though not sealed indefinitely. Perhaps it was the guilt. Veiere knew that he could change nothing by revisiting the past, yet to sate his own grief, he had decided to enter none the less. By some fool notion, he wondered how much of Cyril's past experiences coincided now with his own and whether or not the differences they held before would have remained the distance between them today with all Veiere had seen and gone through now...
He took his time. There was much to go through.
Crate after crate, belongings of Cyril's from his era with the Jedi and then rather disturbingly coming across some of the gear he had adorned during his time under the One Sith. A part of Veiere always suspected that Cyril's claim in infiltrating the One Sith hadn't actually been a lie to save himself the admission of being lured in by the Dark Side and failing to repent from it; yet for all his brothers hardships, that stone cold self righteousness of Veiere's had been lost to him now too. How many other battles would we have faced together now, under the same banner I wonder, were you still alive old friend....
And it was here that Veiere happened upon a curiously shaped object, an item of great value to those outside of the Jedi Order, yet most importantly, of greater significance to Veiere. He had not discovered this before and now found himself looking down upon the holocron in disbelief. Had this been the Holocron they had been searching for together so long ago? Cyril and his allies had began to look for any and all informative objects that might serve to help restore the traditions of the Jedi Order to the Galactic Republic, working alongside Veiere as they had tried to help save the Republic from it's imminent collapse...
"What do we have here then..."
Veiere muttered to himself, turning away from the wall of crates and moving further into the open space in the center of the room, his hand extending out with the holocron nestled in his palm, closing his eyes and calling upon the Force that it might fuel the object back into some form of life and reveal to him the nature of the device.
[member="Cedric Grayson"]