Lysander von Ascania
Bard of Korriban
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Lysander remained seated, hands resting on his knees, absorbing Revna's words. The boy felt a subtle tension, but it was the kind that came with facing a harsh truth. Still, his head nodded slowly, acknowledging her insights about promises. The words themselves sounded like they were of good intention, but the Sith woman’s piercing gaze appeared to hint at something else. Something he didn't entirely understand. Here on Korriban, far from home and the life he once knew, it felt like the layers of him being naive were peeled back. He’d always been guilty of wanting to be a perfectionist, sometimes forgetting to reflect on the actual journey itself.
After another moment of contemplation, he pushed up and stepped across the small space that separated them. He wasted no time in folding himself into the lotus position; the posture was familiar and grounding. Now his legs were crossed with purpose.
Shifting slightly in his position, his brows knitted together as her words echoed in his mind. The prospect of learning to conceal his presence so soon was intriguing, and even surprising; though, it wasn’t due to her ability to teach as a Sith, but rather the honesty of being aware of his own uncertainty. While growing confident by the day, the tides of certain emotions had become relentless.
Either way, he nodded once more, this time thoughtfully, conveying respect and signaling he was ready for the challenge before him. “Well, I usually try to find a quiet place,” he said, his voice steady. “But I’ve grown to dislike meditating outside in nature. It can be.. distracting at times. At least for me.” He rubbed the back of his neck; a hint of unease crept into his once composed demeanor unexpectedly. “For the last two months, I've started meditating with the lights dimmed.. or even turned off.. as if eliminating the light can somehow erase the distractions.” He shook his head while the corners of his lips lifted upward. “It probably sounds complicated, doesn’t it, Lady Revna?”
He then began to take slow and deep breaths, inhaling through his nose, and then exhaling through his mouth. It didn’t take long for Lysander’s shoulders to relax, all lingering tension beginning to ease. Lifting his gaze back to the Sith woman, he continued. “During these times I just try to reflect solely on my purpose.” His voice was softer now as familiar images surfaced in the mind’s eye. “My thoughts never aligned with the Jedi Code.. even from the very beginning.. it was always about defeating my peers at the Jedi Temple, proving myself against them in competition.” A casual shrug followed. “Everything to me is a competition. It gives me.. inspiration.”
A small stretch of silence followed. “I don’t recite any mantras or anything like that. I just whisper to myself that I’m the best.. unbeatable. That way, I can truly believe in myself no matter what challenges I face.”
Of all things, it would be curiosity that broke through the meditative state that once enveloped him. The intrigue was clear in the boy’s emerald orbs, and eagerness was evident in his tone. “What about you? How do you meditate?"