The Man in White
Enemy of Flames
Wearing: Civilian garments
Armed with: Sword of the Resistors (Green Bladed Lightsaber)
Standard Ventilators (Recharging Commando Pistols)
Came to Coruscant in: Shell of The Resistors (Defender Class Corvette)
Objective: talk with
Starlin Rand
The Defender Class Reproduction drifted lazily into the Atmosphere of Coruscant,close to the Jedi Temple, days after
Laertia Io
had bombarded Gihinnom rather than let it escape, killing almost it's entire compliment of passengers including the forces she was ostensibly aligned with. She would go on trial at some point, but not yet.
As horrified as he was at her act, which confirmed to him her insanity had completely gotten the better of her, a part of him wondered if he would ever have the nerve to do something like that just to try and win. Laertia advocated Total War against foes like the Maw. The problem was, Laertia was trying to work with people who didn't believe in total war to win.
Laertia Io scared him because there had been so many points during the Gulag Era that he had nearly gone off the deep end trying to bring a stop to Phyre and her lethal rampage. Points where he had almost done stuff like that, only to stop himself at the last moment because he knew he would never be able to take it back. Even when he was still with Jen, she would often catch him awake, staring into the ceiling at night, silently wondering if his hesitance to go the full distance had allowed Phyre's vicious slaughters to go on even further than they might otherwise have.
On the other hand, he deeply pitied Io, once he had learned the whole story. The poor woman had never stood a chance, mentally speaking.
Such a waste...he had thought to himself in the days since Kerest. Losing such a powerful, talented, and most horrifyingly, well intentioned person, in her own way, to madness and destruction, to eternal enmity with a Jedi Order he knew in his heart wouldn't learn from this disaster, that was a tragedy. Laertia had been on the verge of being a champion of the Order, flawed though she was. And then she had cast it all aside, defied the Jedi. Told them what they were doing wasn't just wrong, it was evil. And he could tell she believed it, and that was even more horrifying to him. Because part of him thought she had a point...
In his opinion, the Order hadn't been told that to their face enough in history by their own. And perhaps that was what made the feud so bitter on the Jedi's end of it...they weren't facing an enemy opposing them on the basis of greed for power, or wanting the Dark Side to triumph. Laertia didn't care about any of that. She was simply fighting them so savagely now out of moral disgust at their choice to fight the Sith.
She believed she was bringing them to justice.
Zabka knew her frustration, more than he would ever dare admit out loud.
How many times had he nearly rebelled during the Plague? Too many. Trying to color in the Jedi margins while battling a beast like Darth Phyre had caused him some permanent anxiety issues. He'd held off the nervous breakdown for as long as he could. But after the Plague ended he had retired, and spent the next twenty years or so a nervous, stumbling drunken wreck. Than he was just a plain homeless wreck for the twenty after that. Phyre had put him through some chit. And so had the Jedi, he admitted only in the most blood soaked parts of his memory.
Ironically, it was Xiphos's brutality towards the Jedi that had brought him out of hiding, forcing him to journey forward and encounter Starlin, his son, who he had left over too many enemies on the verge of finding him, and too many personal demons...
Zabka wasn't here on Coruscant as anything but a screw up. He loathed Syd for being more of a parent than he (and she was an even WORSE screw up!). He didn't know how to make it up. Maybe he couldn't. Should he even try?
He settled on the landing pad of the busy city planet he had hid for years on. It felt funny, being back here after re-announcing his presence to the Galaxy at Lao-Mon, where he had gunned down dozens defending Starlin.
He hadn't made or even prepped food, because he wasn't sure Starlin would want to eat anything from him. He still dreaded the inevitable run in with Jen. She might be pissed enough to actually shoot him.
Would he let her?
Zabka sent out a transmission to Starlin's comlink (Don't ask how he got it.) He had arrived as he said he would, and waited for Starlin to show. He suppressed an anxiety attack as he waited on the open hatch of his blue starship for Starlin to arrive. He would have gone to where Starlin was but he feared it would have been awkward...
Armed with: Sword of the Resistors (Green Bladed Lightsaber)
Standard Ventilators (Recharging Commando Pistols)
Came to Coruscant in: Shell of The Resistors (Defender Class Corvette)
Objective: talk with

The Defender Class Reproduction drifted lazily into the Atmosphere of Coruscant,close to the Jedi Temple, days after

As horrified as he was at her act, which confirmed to him her insanity had completely gotten the better of her, a part of him wondered if he would ever have the nerve to do something like that just to try and win. Laertia advocated Total War against foes like the Maw. The problem was, Laertia was trying to work with people who didn't believe in total war to win.
Laertia Io scared him because there had been so many points during the Gulag Era that he had nearly gone off the deep end trying to bring a stop to Phyre and her lethal rampage. Points where he had almost done stuff like that, only to stop himself at the last moment because he knew he would never be able to take it back. Even when he was still with Jen, she would often catch him awake, staring into the ceiling at night, silently wondering if his hesitance to go the full distance had allowed Phyre's vicious slaughters to go on even further than they might otherwise have.
On the other hand, he deeply pitied Io, once he had learned the whole story. The poor woman had never stood a chance, mentally speaking.
Such a waste...he had thought to himself in the days since Kerest. Losing such a powerful, talented, and most horrifyingly, well intentioned person, in her own way, to madness and destruction, to eternal enmity with a Jedi Order he knew in his heart wouldn't learn from this disaster, that was a tragedy. Laertia had been on the verge of being a champion of the Order, flawed though she was. And then she had cast it all aside, defied the Jedi. Told them what they were doing wasn't just wrong, it was evil. And he could tell she believed it, and that was even more horrifying to him. Because part of him thought she had a point...
In his opinion, the Order hadn't been told that to their face enough in history by their own. And perhaps that was what made the feud so bitter on the Jedi's end of it...they weren't facing an enemy opposing them on the basis of greed for power, or wanting the Dark Side to triumph. Laertia didn't care about any of that. She was simply fighting them so savagely now out of moral disgust at their choice to fight the Sith.
She believed she was bringing them to justice.
Zabka knew her frustration, more than he would ever dare admit out loud.
How many times had he nearly rebelled during the Plague? Too many. Trying to color in the Jedi margins while battling a beast like Darth Phyre had caused him some permanent anxiety issues. He'd held off the nervous breakdown for as long as he could. But after the Plague ended he had retired, and spent the next twenty years or so a nervous, stumbling drunken wreck. Than he was just a plain homeless wreck for the twenty after that. Phyre had put him through some chit. And so had the Jedi, he admitted only in the most blood soaked parts of his memory.
Ironically, it was Xiphos's brutality towards the Jedi that had brought him out of hiding, forcing him to journey forward and encounter Starlin, his son, who he had left over too many enemies on the verge of finding him, and too many personal demons...
Zabka wasn't here on Coruscant as anything but a screw up. He loathed Syd for being more of a parent than he (and she was an even WORSE screw up!). He didn't know how to make it up. Maybe he couldn't. Should he even try?
He settled on the landing pad of the busy city planet he had hid for years on. It felt funny, being back here after re-announcing his presence to the Galaxy at Lao-Mon, where he had gunned down dozens defending Starlin.
He hadn't made or even prepped food, because he wasn't sure Starlin would want to eat anything from him. He still dreaded the inevitable run in with Jen. She might be pissed enough to actually shoot him.
Would he let her?
Zabka sent out a transmission to Starlin's comlink (Don't ask how he got it.) He had arrived as he said he would, and waited for Starlin to show. He suppressed an anxiety attack as he waited on the open hatch of his blue starship for Starlin to arrive. He would have gone to where Starlin was but he feared it would have been awkward...