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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

The bond between Srina Talon and Aether Verd was perhaps no more evident than within the confines of the MIV Ironsides, built with techniques and materials from both nations; it was, by all means, a declaration of intent—this was her reward for service. An extension of the contract signed between the Sith Empress and the Mandalorian Empire, both a measure of favour and a tool that ensured those who served were equipped to handle the tasks that awaited them. It was no wonder that so many were quick to accuse the Empire of being a puppet of the Sith Order. They were wrong, of course, though admittedly only by a measure of distance. Mercenaries served; the Mandalorian Empire made no claims to the contrary.

They were the greatest mercenaries in the Galaxy; it was only natural that they would find contractors willing to pay the price. Whether that was in credits or other services and goods, such as the Iron-Eidolon Class Battlecruiser, was merely a matter of details.

Itzhal Volkihar strode through the open doorway, his steps muffled by the layer of Mandalorian Steel beneath his feet. The training room he'd chosen was on the smaller end, with few of the technological advancements that blessed the larger training fields. In truth, it was little more than a rack of weapons arrayed against one wall and a circle painted in the centre of the room, closing off what would serve as a battle circle in the future.

It was simple, elegant and exactly what he desired in the moment.


 


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MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace
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The MIV Ironsides gave her the creeps.

Initially when she boarded with everyone, she hadn’t noticed anything amiss. Adelle knew its history, knew where the ship had come from and who had made it, but it had seemed like a normal ship. And then something changed. She’d been checking on her Jai’Galaar Basilisk, making sure it was secure, when something hissed. But when Adelle looked around, there was no one nearby.

And her morbid curiosity that had served her so well among the Jedi and CorSec became her undoing.

The hiss led to a strand of Dark Side energy and the more Adelle followed, the more she found. Whispers followed her now. Phantom movement in the corner of her eye haunted her. And soon enough, everywhere, the scent of ozone and jasmine.

Srina Talon.

Her presence had been bad enough to bear in the hall of the Mand’alor’s fortress. It was everywhere now.

She had to check with someone to make sure she wasn’t imagining things. The first person she recognized as someone who might understand was Persephone Halcyon, running around the medbays like the queen of a hive. Adelle hadn’t even got her question out halfway before Halcyon finished it. The other Healer shuddered, confirmed what Adelle felt, and went back to work with an ominous “Ignore it if you can.”

Stillness was a cage right now and running was out of the question on a ship like this—too many Mandalorians using the gym to deal with the pre-fight stress. So when Itzhal had offered to spar, she accepted.

He stood in the middle of a painted circle on the decking, tall and broad-shouldered, a beskad in his hand. Adelle hadn’t met him often but he carried a quiet authority and a strong moral sense. It reminded her of Father’s better qualities.

“Hope I didn’t keep you waiting long,” Adelle said, walking over to the weapons rack and drawing her own beskad. She’d forged it under Warpriest Prime’s direction, the first thing she’d ever hammered out of metal. Prime had kept it from turning out poorly but it echoed with her own presence. A sword she could feel.

Adelle grabbed a guard to place on the live edge, turning the beskad into a blunted weapon. It would still hurt, still bruise, if it landed a hit, but it would not be lethal. After all, the whole point was to keep themselves sharp but alive, ready for the fight ahead.

And in Adelle’s case, distract her from the creepy as feth ship.



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Mandalorian Iron weighed heavily in the palm of Itzhal's hand, fingers wrapped firmly around the handle—adorned in tightly woven fabric moulded to the base of the grip. History danced across the thick muzzle of the riccasso, the silhouette of figures in beskar'gam with weapons raised towards the tip of his blade, while those who toiled along the sharpened edges of his crossguard formed the foundation of the blade's protection. With a tilt of his blade and the glimmer of light from the ceiling above, the patterns of familiar buy'ce's lurked amongst the tide of greyscale, and just as quickly vanished as he flicked his blade from left to right in the early stages of a faded memory.

Flowing through each manoeuvre with tightly controlled adjustments of the blade in hand, the Morellian moved carefully, working the memory slowly to the forefront of his mind, as he swayed around the presence of a phantom foe. A swipe of his blade, cutting from the left shoulder to the right hip, parted the air with a swoosh that coincided with the arrival of Adelle. His boot clattered against the floor, transferring momentum into a blow that would have cut from groin to neck, and into a sharp elbow that bought time for the decapitating strike.

Adelle strolled towards the weapons rack, an almost nervous energy crawling over her skin as she drew a beskad of her own, the handle moulded to her grip as she searched for a guard.

"Just enough for a short warm-up," He responded, flicking his blade to the side before it returned to its sheath.

With a soft sigh, he stretched out his arms, rolling his shoulders as he brought them back to his sides, then tilted his body to the left, keeping his arm pressed against the stretch of the leg, then releasing the tension, before he replicated the movement to the right.

"Had to make sure I hadn't forgotten everything," he drawled, attempting to banish the scrunched shape of his sparring partner's shoulders, and the slight twitch of their buy'ce that always seemed to end with their gaze plastered on the walls.

They seemed unsettled, unusual as that seemed from what he knew of Adelle, though he was well aware their acquaintance was a short one. Resilient as beskar, and yet flowing like the tide of a river. Quietly, he admired the way she'd continued even after the loss of her planet and people. Not everyone was quite so able to move on.

"But, take your time to get ready, we can figure out how we want to run this in the meantime."


 


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“Just enough for a short warm-up,” he’d said. He assured her to take her time, but she knew time was limited. A countdown continuously ran down in the back of her head, fighting for her attention with the ghosts that seemed tied to the ship.

Adelle arched her brows at him, a teasing look on her face, before she remembered she was wearing a helm. “Then you have me at twice the advantage.”

She pulled the buy’ce off, the seals hissing as she did. The recycled air felt better but the scent of jasmine and ozone in the Force was far stronger. The echoes of that gravity in the Dark Side pressed in again, and she found herself staring at nothing while she beat them back.

Adelle shook her head and placed her helmet aside before she began moving through the warm-up her clan had taught her, loose, wide swings meant to stretch muscle and feel the balance of the beskad. The weight of a physical blade was still something she was adjusting to: a lightsaber’s blade had no weight, but the hilt possessed a slight gyration. It meant split-second adjustments could be made whereas a beskad had to commit to the motion. Timing had to be precise. But the momentum was harder to stop and deflect than a lightsaber. Pros and cons.

Rolling her neck and shoulders, Adelle approached the edge of the circle. “How do you want to do this?”



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Striding around the border of the circle, Itzhal pivoted to a stop, transferring the weight of his covered blade to land against his shoulder with a dull thud that resonated through the beskar pauldron. His eyes narrowed behind the visor, keenly tracing over the flexed muscles of his sparring partner's shoulders and the vulnerable curve of their exposed neck, the clawed marks embedded in the fragile flesh of their cheek.

"Rule number one: put the buy'ce back on," He ordered, lifting his free hand to point towards the discarded helmet.

If he mumbled about both children and Jedi's strange desire to walk into combat with their hair flowing down their backs, well, it was fortunate that the seals on his helmet suppressed audible leaks. Idly, he glanced at his gauntlet and the control system for his vocalizer; currently deactivated with a flicker of eye movements that were practically second nature at this stage in his life.

"I'd recommend a point system; one for the limbs, three for the head and torso, five for gaps in the armour, assuming a clean exchange. In the case of two blows connecting, then the individual with the higher target gains a single point; no points are gained in an equal exchange. A disarm counts as three points, unless it's followed up with a five-point strike, which overrides the initial strike. Avoid using the crossguard to strike, and be careful of the neck; shock-gel should handle lesser blows." He tilted his head in thought, "How's your grappling?"


 


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MIV Ironsides
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“Rule number one: put the buy’ce back on.”

Adelle glanced back at the helm she’d set on a shelf then looked back at Itzhal with a sharp stare that said: Really?

“Yes, buir,” she deadpanned. He started listing off a points system. When he mentioned points for striking the head, she slammed her buy’ce back down. Was he actually serious? Adelle whirled around, eyes flashing, as he continued explaining the way the system would work. No, he was completely serious.

“My grappling is fine,” she bit out, “but as a Healer, I’m vetoing head strikes. We’re on our way to Yaga Minor right now and you want to risk concussions? Beskar can stop most blunt force trauma but that’s the thing—most of it. We are not going to be aiming for each other’s domes.”

Adelle muttered under her breath as she yanked the helmet on and approached the ring. "I keep the buy'ce on, since that bothers you so much, and we don't hit the head. Deal?"



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Without even a pause to acknowledge the mocking address, Itzhal continued to lay out the point system that had been a common stipulation in his own time, though with the concealment of his visor, he did concede to an amused roll of his eyes and a slight curve of his lips. How long since someone had been willing to joke like that? He shook his head faintly, dismissing the echo of familiar lines and the hiss of a re-sealed Buy'ce, moments before Adelle slammed her helmet back into place, finished with her unfortunately rational rant.

For a second, he stared at her, his reflection glinting in the sheen of her visor. No discussion about the merits of kinetic gel or the essential techniques of impact absorption would shake her unwavering stance; if he were fortunate, perhaps his efforts would be in vain, dismissed once again with an assertion of the same deal. It seemed far more likely, however, that he would ultimately lose her to the cold, clinical judgment of a medic identifying a patient dangerously set on a self-destructive path.

"Deal," he accepted, shifting his weight with a tilt of his shoulder that allowed the beskad to skim across the angled slant of his pauldron and fall to his side, muscles clenching to stall its swing.

Slowly, he stepped backwards, conceding more of the ring to his sparring partner as they approached, until he stopped around one quarter of the way across the diameter of the circle. "We'll keep grappling to a minimum then, five seconds or less for holds. I don't know the exact specifics of force-enhancement, but I'll leave how you wish to use it up to yourself; there's little point in handicapping yourself when you'll be using all those skills on the field."

Stretching out his free hand, fingers splayed outwards, the slight deformation his crushgaunts created was barely noticeable; it had to be, otherwise it wouldn't be worth the significant strength it provided, not when he needed the dexterity to whip out his pistols or swipe his sword in intricate flurries, then again as he glanced Adelle's way, there was an amusing simplicity to just battering things out of the way. Best not, though, he could already hear the potential complaints.

"For the moment, we'll treat the spar as if we're both using unsheathed beskad's," He intoned, settling back into the easy cadence of words repeated time after time. "If we have the energy left, we can consider whether we want to, then simulate the difference between fighting an opponent with a beskad versus a standard vibroblade, as seems likely for the Diarchy forces."

With a tilt of his helmet, a slight nod, Itzhal offered a simple, "I'm ready when you are."


 


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MIV Ironsides
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He didn’t argue the deal and accepted it. For a brief moment, Adelle thought he’d push back—like many of her clanmates. When the word “Deal” left his helmet, Adelle let her chest relax a bit. The ship had her on edge enough. She didn’t need to be worrying about potential serious injuries as they were literally headed for war. There’d be enough for her to do in the medbays soon enough.

Itzhal explained the grappling rules, five seconds max for holds. Reasonable. He left Force enhancement up to her judgement. She settled on ‘maybe’: while she was reasonably sure she’d have her full reserves back by the time they exited hyperspace, there was a risk she wouldn’t have recovered. Especially with the Ironsides being what it was.

Adelle stepped into the ring as he stepped back, making room for her. She still rolled her neck and shoulders, a restless energy inside the marrow of her bones, it felt like. His rote recitation told her he’d done this a thousand times. Likely, he’d beat her if she didn’t use the Force. Which was fine. Her goal wasn’t to win—it was to move.

Something Itzhal probably would have a lecture for.

He inclined his head and offered a simple invitation. Adelle took up a wide stance, placing her off-hand on the pommel of the beskad for better stability and maneuvering. Keeping the blade between her and Itzhal, she advanced slow, the Force around them settling into something she could follow.

She took a few experimental swings, testing his guard. His height and experience gave him the firm advantage here. Adelle was going to have to rely on speed and the Force, tainted as it was by the nature of the Ironsides.

Voices that weren’t there whispered next to her ear.

Kriff this ship.



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Itzhal extended his right arm with a deliberate flex of the muscles running down his limb, the stoppered edge of his blade resting just above the cold surface of the floor below, one hand on the hilt, set to control the next movement. He stepped forward, guided by the length of his sword, one foot in front of the other, angled towards the point of his outstretched main hand, his knees bent, ready to move.

Transparisteel gleamed in the light, a figure clad in metallic blue and silver, standing out against the bleak monotony of the dull beskar-lined walls. Her image grew more defined with every step that closed the distance between the two duelists. Itzhal stared back, an assortment of jet black plates embellished with a crimson frame, reflected in turn upon Adelle's visor. Subtle twitches of her shoulders and neck were replaced by a cautious demeanour, her hands occupied with the weight of a blade and the razor-sharp focus required in the moment.

Ethereal thoughts slipped away, the worries of the world beyond forgotten, the only thing that mattered—the clash of blades.

The distance between them closed. Itzhal's hand twitched—the barest of effort—carrying his blade from right to left, slapping aside the first blow with a clack from the training guards. He stepped forward, transitioning from a cutting guard to a quick, slicing cut across chest height that ended with another clash of blades, which gradually settled into a tempo of exchanges, with measured footwork from both parties as they attempted to reach their preferred distance.

"You've received training," Itzhal noted, inhaling through his nose as he retreated from their last foray with the uncomfortable memory of the last time he'd fought an individual with a preference for vibrodaggers; they'd been a nimble bastard, old scars twinged beneath the synthetic layers with remembered pain.

Bringing his left hand around to grasp the lower-hilt, Itzhal stepped forward with his left foot, twirling the blade with a flourish that brought it from below his hips to head height, intending to slap aside any rushed guard, milliseconds before he brought it back down with a twisting cut from right to left, shoulder to hip.

 


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MIV Ironsides
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The spar began and Adelle stepped into the flow of the Force. Itzhal proved himself to be every inch a competent sparring partner: intent behind every strike, controlled delivery, precise footwork. Adelle quickly abandoned trying to use the spar to drill beskad-fighting techniques into muscle memory and began to use a mix of Mandalorian and Jedi styles. Makashi for precision strikes and economy of movement, Soresu when she needed to defend, Djem So to counter. But control required all the training she’d received from her clan alor. A beskad had weight all along its length, unlike a lightsaber, and had momentum on its swings.

Itzhal commented on her experience before swinging in quick succession. Adelle executed a guard and deflecting the blade, feeling the next swing even as Itzhal’s wrist started turning for a different angle. She caught his blade and pushed it to her right, away from her center, and lunged forward with her sword quickly, hoping to take advantage of the split-second she had before he recovered.

“I have,” she said, taking controlled breaths. Her endurance in fighting with beskads was nothing compared to when she fought with lightsabers but she was getting better. Alor Skirata’s a firm believer in weapon proficiencies. All of them.”

Movement in the corner of her eye tried to divide her attention. Adelle gave a subtle shake of her head, clearing the phantom motion from her mind.



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Mandalorian Iron tore through an arm's width of space in less than a single heartbeat, displacing the air with a swift swish—an avalanche of steel descended upon its target. It should have been unstoppable. In a way, it was. The blades connected with a sharp, rattling clash of wills, the unstoppable force against the shifting current. Adelle didn't so much stop it as reroute the momentum, bending beneath the weight, her guard shifted to an angle, bleeding off speed as Itzhal's beskad scraped down the length of her blade with a tortured wail.

The weight in his hilt shifted, pushed down the easier path.

Muscles committed to the motion strained in a desperate need to reverse their course, yet ultimately, the blade had already decided upon its motion as the tip skimmed over the floor. One hand slipped from the grip of the old, weathered hilt, dismissed for a far more important task, as Adelle turned defence into offence with the work of a moment.

Imprinted in the floor, leather treads pressed down, while his other foot twisted away from the blade that rapidly closed the distance. His own blade continued on an arc that had just begun to skim the tip of the beskar-plated floor, as he himself reached out, fingers brushing over the side of his fellow warrior's crossguard as he guided the blow, skittering against his chest-guard at an angle that tarnished the paint, but would have failed to tear through the plating beneath.

Then, he leaned back, neck chambered for a headbutt that never triggered, held at bay, before his blade returned with a blunt slash of the flat-edge that pushed Adelle's blade to the side as he disengaged again.

Running his fingers against the shape of the previous scrape, a faded line from left to right, he acknowledged the former-jedi's words with a tilt of his head, "A smart woman. Perhaps, we'll share notes sometime."

Did she notice the way her kin drifted towards the familiar, Jedi techniques adapted to the use of a weapon uniquely different from the flowing blaze of contained plasma that was popularly known as a lightsaber? He imagined so. Then it was only a question of whether she had taught the lesson yet.

"I believe that counts as three to nil in your favour," He conceded, before stepping forward once again, starting slowly but building a rhythm as he flowed into a succession of cuts, testing the range of motion, and how much power she could supply at angles that on a lightsaber would be a deadly flick, yet with a beskad would mean nothing without the force to amplify it.


 


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MIV Ironsides
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“She’d give you dinner and as much time as you’d like if you told her that exactly,” Adelle said, as Itzhal noted the point she’d literally made. His approach was deliberate but his strikes now came harder, building into a pattern and pace she had to match. Redirection was harder but Adelle knew she wouldn’t win in a blade lock, however brief it was.

Her greatest strength was patience, learning not the pattern of blows but Itzhal’s choices with strikes. Her greatest weakness was committing to her own attacks. The beskad demanded it, its weight demanded commitment to the strike. Committing gave it speed and made recovery more possible. However, Adelle had been trained with the understanding that the opponent’s weapon was always lethal: a lightsaber would always cut through most armor and all limbs.

She could see when an opening happened. But it took passing by two opportunities before she heard her alor screaming in her head to strike back.

Adelle blocked a strike aimed her shoulder before launching her own attacks, trying to balance power and speed with control. The first aimed at Itzhal’s shoulder and a second aimed at his side.



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

Momentum flowed through Itzhal's blade, a constant threat chipping away at his opponent's guard, probing for weakness hidden amongst the patient bearing of her deflections. Adelle was quick and competent, but it was clear that for all her experience, the beskad was not her favoured weapon. His strikes forged the pace, a slow build that marched onwards—it could not be denied, only weathered. He would accept nothing else.

One exchange flowed into the next, a lesson in tell.

Mandalorian Iron scythed through the air, a sharp cut that had to be parried, left unpunished in the counter as Itzhal pivoted around his first strike and the momentary gap before the dance continued, "I'll keep it in mind, one never knows what they're missing."

His boots tapped their way across the ring in a spiral around his opponent, a test of their guard with each flurry that followed; fast, precise and most importantly, committed to the strike, as every movement carried the threat of a hit. A feint was not an exaggeration of his blows; instead, it was an adjustment, the twist of the hilt that turned a slice to the right shoulder into a slash across the arms, dangerous because to ignore would be to allow the first strike to commit, while the latter left only a blink of the eye to react.

The second time an opportunity passed, he noted it, a frown concealed beneath his visor.

Hesitation was death.

The third time, he made it so.

Another diagonal slash, replicating his original avalanche strike, provided the opportunity; he committed to his plan, not the strike itself, but to the chain of events that followed as blades clashed, a change in tempo as Adelle shifted from defence to offence. The first, he parried with a step back to bleed momentum, metal scraping down the length, before they detached and twisted into the second blow, a rapid lunge that might have caught him off-guard, if he hadn't prepared for the opportunity he'd exposed, a hand released from his hilt, reaching up to try and grasp the inside of her elbow as he bounced his blade off there beskad, hopefully, into position for a stab, the tip of the blade driven towards their raised armpit.


 


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MIV Ironsides
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Precognition flashed with her second strike, a phantom pressure of his hand on her elbow a moment before he reached out. Adelle let go of the beskad with her right hand as he grabbed the elbow and flung it up. When the blade of his beskad lunged in, Adelle flicked her wrist and brought her blade up to deflect the point away from her body.

Something cackled in her ear.

Adelle disengaged and stepped back, holding up a hand. “One sec.”

They were loud, these not-voices. Motion flickered in the corner of her eye and she snapped her head instinctively to look. But nothing was there. Adelle worked her jaw, breathing hard from the spar, and shook her head.

The scent of jasmine, petrichor, and ozone stirred faintly in her helmet.

Adelle started to pace but it wasn’t working. Moving meditation had been her go to to find calm, to center herself in the Force. It’s why she’d agreed to a spar in the first place, figuring that it’d help settle the restless energy she felt before a battle. But now it was backfiring. Centering herself deeper into the Force meant becoming more aware of what the ship was, and peeling back the veil of illusion that had been deliberately placed on it.

She felt worse than before.

“Sorry,” she said, swinging the beskad at empty air, mostly to just move. Whispers crawled past her ear and she shuddered. “I can’t concentrate right now. I concede the match.”



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

In the dwindling moment of opportunity, with Itzhal's hand wrapped around Adelle's elbow, he saw the potential of his strike; the flash of steel rushing towards her exposed armpit, opposed only by a quick flick of the opponent's blade. In the end, it was only a spar. His wrist flexed with the blow—swift and prepared, as was often the case when facing a force-sensitive. Yet there was a jitteriness to the blow—the external dampers attached to his crushgaunts reducing the impact. Another step back changed the range of the fight as he transitioned to a high guard, the skittering clatter of steel on steel, coinciding with his release of her elbow.

Itzhal shrugged their weight around with thoughtful concentration, measured breaths signalled by the gentle rise and fall of the beskar plates upon their chest. He did not rush. He did not push forward. He merely waited, a silent sentinel on the edge of an experience that he could not quite understand.

As long as he was needed, he would be here.

Sometimes, that was enough.

Her boots clacked with a metallic ring against the surface below their feet, muffled by the treads that stamped across the training ring from side to side, wearing a space into the metal, before the former Jedi pivoted into another stride, which in turn was quickly aborted to be replaced by another twist. A prey animal skittering away from threats in all directions, only to stumble into the next, until they were lashing out when even that couldn't contain the frantic energy throbbing through their veins.

"There is no need for apologies," Itzhal spoke, his voice steady and measured as if he could carve the words into reality. "The offer was made and accepted honestly; it is the nature of hindsight for problems to be obvious once they've made themselves known. We have tried, we have failed, now it is merely a matter of finding the right step."

Sheathing his blade with a twist of the handle and a smooth adjustment of the scabbard attached to his utility belt, Itzhal prowled along the edges of the ring, far from the energetic swipes of his fellow Mandalorian.

"Can you describe what it is that plagues you?"

 


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The older Mandalorian stood at the edge of the sparring ring, beskad sheathed, posture sure. Steady. Composed. A stark contrast to everything Adelle felt and did. It strangely helped, knowing there was a constant in reality to anchor her perception. Adelle stopped and took a couple deep breaths, blowing out through her mouth, in an attempt to settle herself.

When he asked his question, Adelle rubbed the back of her head out of habit—the helm preventing the usual sensations she was after. She popped the guard off her beskad and sheathed it, before lifting her buy’ce off her head. The first breath brought in an almost overwhelming amount of jasmine. Adelle huffed out through her nose, eyes and teeth clenching shut as she tried to tune it out.

“Not without potentially making things worse for you,” she said after a moment. The particular combination of scents that marked Srina Talon was far stronger, but she could feel recycled air on her face. “It’s the ship.”

Adelle rubbed at her nose, unable to completely stop smelling the tang of ozone, the earthy petrichor, and cloying jasmine. “The Sith Empress had a hand in this ship’s construction. When she did… whatever it was, she put failsafes in place.”

She had to be careful with how she explained this. Her own curiosity had caused this; she didn’t need to make it unbearable for Itzhal.

“It’s like watching a magician or illusionist perform sleight of hand tricks. If you know how the trick is done, you see it every time you see the performance, instead of seeing the ‘magic’ of it. I felt something strange in the Force and snooped around—I was trained as an investigator in my old Order. I saw how the trick was done.”

Adelle ran a hand through her hair and crouched down. Something whispered behind her but she didn’t react beyond a suppressed shudder.

“I can’t undo it,” she said, looking up at Itzhal. “I’m usually able to meditate while moving. It’s why I agreed to the spar. But meditation lets me sense the Force more clearly. So it let’s me see the trick with all its edges made sharp. Those edges aren’t real, I don’t think, but I’m getting phantom sounds and sights.”

She finally just sat on the floor, one leg bent with an arm resting on it. It probably looked more relaxed than she really felt. But between the restless energy she usually felt keenly before a battle or spar and the incessant hauntings, Adelle felt tired.

“I don’t know if any of that makes sense.”



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| Location | MIV Ironsides, Hyperspace

The blank glare of Itzhal's visor concealed his expression, shrouded in the blue haze of his HuD and the information that was almost always at hand; his lips twisted with a slight twitch at the corner of his mouth. His fingers, weathered and roughened from years of duty and hardship, curled tightly around the slender handle of his beskad. With a hushed command whispered inside his Buy'ce, the crushgaunts encasing his hands lay dormant, their power silenced, yet his knuckles turned white as bone as he squeezed the handle tight enough to crush a windpipe.

It would do little to help in this fight.

What significance did the might of his sword arm or the precision of his blasters hold when faced with a presence utterly indifferent to the tangible world around him, a threat that Itzhal himself couldn't even sense—a lack of insight that seemed as much a gift as it was blissful ignorance.

Was the chill that seeped deep into his bones, lurking beneath the supposed warmth of his bodysuit, truly the cold of hyperspace? Was the burning emptiness that settled in his chest at the thought of the Diarchy and their pretence of civility belong solely to him? Was the heavy sense of resigned acceptance that enveloped him regarding the Empress's failsafes entirely his own burden?

Did it matter in the end, now that the thought was placed, but nothing else had changed?

"A tainted gift," Itzhal tasted the words, letting them linger in the air like a bitter aftertaste. Was it truly ever a surprise?

Blue eyes sharpened with the cold light of clarity, roamed the dimly lit chamber. Each surface crafted from Mandalorian Iron, tarnished with the truth that had always lurked beneath the surface, concealed only by the dark lustre of what should have been rightfully theirs—stolen goods, returned with an insulting offer of service that applied to their creed in a way that their Mand'alor would have always accepted. It was a slight that would not easily fade, no matter how it was dressed up. Another grudge added to an ever-expanded list of grievances, endless in practicality.

If only Itzhal could direct his resentment toward the man who had accepted such a ridiculous offer, things might have been simpler. Instead, he found himself tangled in more complex emotions. Aether, the man in question, had never shied away from articulating the stark reality of his vision. It was raw, unyielding, and at this moment, it presented the best glimmer of hope for the fractured pieces of Mandalore to finally come together as one.

Itzhal strode across the training circle, his steps whisper-soft in the hushed quiet of Adelle's exhales. Only a few feet from her seated form, he stopped, his boots in line with her outstretched leg. With a methodical step that crossed the rest of the distance, he dropped to one knee, one hand propped against the beskar plate for support. Then, he reached up with both hands, lifting the Buy'ce from his shoulders, before it settled in the crook of his arm as the other hand dropped back to his knee.

"You speak sense," he assured her, his voice measured with warmth that he didn't entirely feel. "In life, some things once seen cannot be unseen. The first death you ever see, the first kill you ever make, and yes, I suppose the first time you see behind the magician's trick," he smiled then, a faint thing with a gleam that just barely reached his eyes. "I cannot perceive the world as you do, perhaps in time, but that is not a matter I wish to consider for the moment. In the meantime, know that I trust you. So, I ask you honestly, are you safe here?"


 


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The first death you ever see, the first kill you ever make.

Adelle’s ears rang with the words and for a moment she forgot about the ship, forgot about the training room, forgot about Itzhal. She was back on Coruscant, working as an enforcer for Krayt and carrying out his will in his region of Coruscant’s underworld. The first death she remembered seeing and the first kill she ever made were one and the same. A teenager only a few years younger than her had hotwired one of Krayt’s airspeeders and took it for a joyride. Scavengers had torn it apart after he had abandoned it. She remembered feeling nothing. Not when he begged, not when his girlfriend screamed, not when Krayt punished her for being slow about it.

Itzhal’s voice broke through the ringing. He trusted her. He asked if she was safe. Adelle blinked and searched his weathered face but in spite of the smile, he wasn’t mocking her or what she felt.

“Safe?” she echoed. “As far as I understand what the Empress has done, yes. Perfectly safe. Will I be sane after this? Maybe but what I’m experiencing will stop when I get off this ship.”

She hoped.

“In spite of the inherent Darkness, Empress Talon had been considerate with her gift. Kind, even, as far as Sith go. This ship—” Adelle stopped herself and chose her words carefully. “What she did was at personal cost to her. More than that, she knew it’d be uncomfortable for anyone to sit with no matter how short a ride it might be. The magic trick was for our benefit. I was just dumb enough to go poking around.”

Adelle ran a hand through her hair again. “Lesson so fething learned. If I had a decicred for every time a personal investigation backfired, I’d have two decicreds. Which isn't a lot but still.”



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Knelt in front of his fellow Mandalorian, Itzhal Volkihar lapsed into a soft silence; he did not offer pointless platitudes, nor did he suggest any obvious answers to the problems that haunted Adelle, devoid of the understanding that now served both as her only tether and the anchor that chained her to the dreadful horrors of the ship. He possessed no silver bullet, no simplistic solution to the complex reality that existed outside the boundaries of fairy tales. In the end, he was only a man.

His smile remained unwavering as he listened intently, a calmness woven into his features that spoke of years of patience and understanding for all that his emotions buckled underneath a tumultuous wave of concern and care. How could he not feel the sliver of worry that slipped into his chest when she spoke of the peril that she'd stumbled across? This looming threat that cared not for the constitution of their bodies, but rather the sanctity of their minds, endangered as they were by a grim threat that offered a fate in many ways worse than death.

Considerate, kind, generous—these did not seem fair words for one who had reduced his ally to a frazzled mess struggling to differentiate between what was there and what she could sense. No, he imagined, given the opportunity, the words he would use would be less kind.

Slowly, the former Jedi began to falter, running slender fingers through the tresses of her hair as she spoke of the mistakes made. Each word was a brick laid on a familiar trail of disparaging comments and belittlement that was starting to form a cobblestone road.

"Curiosity can be a dangerous trait," Itzhal agreed, his voice sharp and dangerous, wielded like a scalpel. "That does not mean, however, that it is not a valuable one. I can assure you, in my line of work, I've had more personal investigations lead me into danger than I'd like to remember, but those times when my hunch was right, well, some outcomes make all the suffering worth it."

The buy'ce slotted in the crook of his arm did little to hide the way his cold blue eyes roamed over the weathered lines of strain that marked the edges of his ally's eyes.

"So if you'd be so kind as to listen to an old man's rambling, then ignore that lesson and replace it with this one. If you find yourself in a situation that looks like it might backfire, even if you doubt it, then make sure you have some form of backup nearby," he paused, the thoughts twinkling away behind his eyes as he looked towards the doorway of the sparring chamber. Maybe he was foolish enough to suggest something. "I heard that a few Mandalorians were preparing countermeasures for the Diarch's forces' sensitives, might even have a crate of Ysalamiri from the Gravesong War if that would help the situation."


 


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Those times when my hunch was right, well, some outcomes make all the suffering worth it.

Adelle looked away from his sharp gaze, clenching her jaw. She was still trying to figure out if investigating what had happened on Coruscant really was worth it. True, she had killed Krayt and ended his part of the experimentation. But it had come at an incredibly steep price. Her own sanity and health, very nearly her own life, and the lives of so many innocents.

"So if you'd be so kind as to listen to an old man's rambling, then ignore that lesson and replace it with this one. If you find yourself in a situation that looks like it might backfire, even if you doubt it, then make sure you have some form of backup nearby," he paused, the thoughts twinkling away behind his eyes as he looked towards the doorway of the sparring chamber.

Her mouth twisted into a wry, sad smile. She did that, once. Although it hadn’t been her choice—her friend Astra and his partner Prahnk hadn’t given her one. They’d gone down with her to Coruscant’s lower levels to help her investigate what Krayt was up to.

She had come back alone.

“Ysalamiri, huh?” she said quietly. Cutting herself off from the Force would be a two-edged blade. On the one hand, she’d feel blind, or deaf, or crippled, and she wouldn’t be able to attempt meditation before they entered Diarchy space. On the other, she might escape the phantoms that harried her now. ‘Might’ being the keyword.

Adelle forced herself to unclench from the neck down, forcing the muscles to relax. “Couldn’t hurt. I’ll be a bit clumsier until I leave their reach but clumsy would be an improvement.”



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