The Baddest Schutta She Knows
Location: Mannan, Shalora Beach
Kayla planted her board nose-up in the sand, feeling the ocean swirl around her ankles.
Above her, the sun blazed bright enough to singe her shoulders and make sweat tickle down the small of her back. She tipped her head back anyway, letting the light soak warm her face.
A swell rumbled beneath her feet, the next wave coiling itself like a spring around her ankles. She could feel the sand melting around her feet, sinking in as the water went out. She felt herself drifting off, at first just focusing on the sensations, and then, she felt herself being lost.
Her grin broke through before she could halt it: salt on her lips, brine in her hair, heart pounding like a drum. Time froze for a moment, but she felt it inching closer. The stillness, the heartbeat away from exhaling out.
And then it came suddenly, and all at once-that pull.
Not the push of the water or the crash of the waves. Deeper. Quieter. A familiar whisper, warm at the edges, curling under her ribs and tugging at her pulse the same way an undertow swiped at a swimmer's legs. She knew what it was.
The Force, and something else.
She'd grown up feeling it just like this, a warm embrace in the midsts of cold; her mothers curse called to her still. An all too familiar voice spoke: Just, let go. Drift deeper down. I'll guide you, Kayla. You only need to trust me….
She almost laughed at how ridiculous this was. To just surrender to the current, instead of trusting her muscles, her breath, her battered board.
No.
She'd learned to keep it at arm's length. Because she couldn’t trust it. Because she'd seen what it had done to her family. Done to her. It cost too much. Asked too much. It made everything you dependent, hooked, unable to shake free. Like hooking yourself up to an IV, becoming so reliant on it, the more you took in, the less control you held.
She flexed her toes in the sand and pictured the Force like water beneath the deep reef; comforting, alive, but could drown you if you let it. She let the mental image die, and wither.
She felt the hold of her guardian slip, and reality slowly crept back in around her. She was no longer capitvated by this universal energy. It fled from her.
"I don’t want your help." She spoke to the presence. Or maybe, she was just talking to herself. Regardless, it left, and she was left on her lonesome again.
She soon became aware that she was the only surfer here at current, as she gave a look around. Surely she wouldn’t be surfing alone….would she?
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