Hound from the Underground
The mutt's grin was met by a laugh from Yuri at her quip. "Safe to say Junkfort wasn't a win for ya." He quipped, taking a sip from his bottle. From the look of things, he was taking his drink easier than she was. They still had time, Christophsis was still a distance away and he wanted to learn a bit more from his companion.
She wasted no time in regaling him with some of the antics and adventures she got up to before leaving her home. A knowing laugh or grin escaped him as she elaborated on the details, a lot of it reminded him of his own troublesome choices he made until recently... and still made to this day. But as her stories continued, Yuri's grin began to waver as he mulled over her words. He was... shocked... by some of it. But what shocked him more was the fact that he felt this way to begin with. That her actions appalled him to some degree.
But no judgement would be cast.
How could he? He was no better than her. He was a Mandalorian, a literal killer trained from boyhood to wage war on the galaxy. The amount of people he killed over the years easily numbered in the dozens, most certainly more than that. Hundreds. Her actions paled in comparison to the destruction of the Wardog's son.
It begged another question that he couldn't answer.
Was he struggling to voice the question weighing heavy on his heart because she deserved better? Or was he scared to ask the question because she was him? Because she was just a mirror, a reflection of what could have been if he made slightly different choices. If stuff beyond his control just played out a little differently?
He could have lived the exact same life on Coruscant, if his biological mother just made a different choice on that fateful day. He could still have lived the same destructive lifestyle he was living just a few short years ago, if he didn't decide it was worth changing. To be better. His own life followed so closely to hers, the prospect terrified him.
But it also answered the question for him.
He was afraid to ask Vara a question he yearned to voice, not only because she was a mirror of himself... but also because she did deserve better. She didn't need another killer in her life, at least not one like him...
The smile had long since disappeared from his eyes as she concluded her story. "Silent breath, roaring fury." He muttered, his vacant gaze directed out of the viewport for a few long moments as he downed the last few sips of his bottle. He finally turned to look at her once more, rising with a hand gently gripping her shoulder. "I hope your soul can smile again, cuyan'ika." He spoke gently, lost in her crimson eyes for a moment.
The question will have to be buried with the other regrets.
"Scoot over, I'll take us down. Just pay attention to what's happening." He finally instructed, the gentleness in his eyes buried as he gestured to the co-pilot's seat.
Vara Rasha
She wasted no time in regaling him with some of the antics and adventures she got up to before leaving her home. A knowing laugh or grin escaped him as she elaborated on the details, a lot of it reminded him of his own troublesome choices he made until recently... and still made to this day. But as her stories continued, Yuri's grin began to waver as he mulled over her words. He was... shocked... by some of it. But what shocked him more was the fact that he felt this way to begin with. That her actions appalled him to some degree.
But no judgement would be cast.
How could he? He was no better than her. He was a Mandalorian, a literal killer trained from boyhood to wage war on the galaxy. The amount of people he killed over the years easily numbered in the dozens, most certainly more than that. Hundreds. Her actions paled in comparison to the destruction of the Wardog's son.
It begged another question that he couldn't answer.
Was he struggling to voice the question weighing heavy on his heart because she deserved better? Or was he scared to ask the question because she was him? Because she was just a mirror, a reflection of what could have been if he made slightly different choices. If stuff beyond his control just played out a little differently?
He could have lived the exact same life on Coruscant, if his biological mother just made a different choice on that fateful day. He could still have lived the same destructive lifestyle he was living just a few short years ago, if he didn't decide it was worth changing. To be better. His own life followed so closely to hers, the prospect terrified him.
But it also answered the question for him.
He was afraid to ask Vara a question he yearned to voice, not only because she was a mirror of himself... but also because she did deserve better. She didn't need another killer in her life, at least not one like him...
The smile had long since disappeared from his eyes as she concluded her story. "Silent breath, roaring fury." He muttered, his vacant gaze directed out of the viewport for a few long moments as he downed the last few sips of his bottle. He finally turned to look at her once more, rising with a hand gently gripping her shoulder. "I hope your soul can smile again, cuyan'ika." He spoke gently, lost in her crimson eyes for a moment.
The question will have to be buried with the other regrets.
"Scoot over, I'll take us down. Just pay attention to what's happening." He finally instructed, the gentleness in his eyes buried as he gestured to the co-pilot's seat.