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Several days had passed since Aria had made the decision that self-training would prove fruitless so long as she remained as she was - that to be a Jedi Master, first she had to make sure that she was still a Jedi. This was more than a question of her emotional stance; if the one who'd trained her hadn't been a Jedi himself - which he hadn't, and Aria was still bitter on that matter - then she herself felt unfit to claim the title. That, and she otherwise felt that the two halves of Aria Vale, Jedi Knight were separating, thought what else this was owed to she remained unclear.
It was probably her fault, to be fair. Ever since her Knighthood, Aria had relaxed her caution of Darksiders so totally that she had even begun to seek out their history. She'd told herself it was research, and that was what it had felt like - but all the times she'd run into and engaged with Sith and Dark Jedi alike; those she couldn't call research. It hadn't seemed like a danger. She was a Knight, after all; the rank certified that she was a Jedi, that she had reached a new level within the Order. But as it turned out, it had been, perhaps not obviously, but enough that Aria had become so casual in her approach to the Dark that perhaps she herself was losing hold of the Light. Then it remained that she was totally to blame for having been oblivious to Connor's fall. Aria wasn't sure whether she believed that had she caught wind, she'd have been able to change his mind, but it still stung to think of how happy she'd been not to realise what was going on until it was staring her in the eye.
But now it came time to fix what had gone wrong and to recover her Jedi persona. After some thinking on the subject of whom she could trust with the task, Joza Perl had come to mind; though she knew the Master to have had some discrepancies of her own in the past, she felt that the Zeltron's roots were in the Light and with the Jedi Order, whereas it did indeed, however much it hurt, make more sense that Connor's had turned out to be with the Dark Side.
And so Aria had asked to meet the Silver Master inside the temple grounds, hoping that Joza could help put her back on the right track. She wasn't sure how such a thing would come to pass; she only prayed that somehow, in some way, it would.
[member="Joza Perl"]
It was probably her fault, to be fair. Ever since her Knighthood, Aria had relaxed her caution of Darksiders so totally that she had even begun to seek out their history. She'd told herself it was research, and that was what it had felt like - but all the times she'd run into and engaged with Sith and Dark Jedi alike; those she couldn't call research. It hadn't seemed like a danger. She was a Knight, after all; the rank certified that she was a Jedi, that she had reached a new level within the Order. But as it turned out, it had been, perhaps not obviously, but enough that Aria had become so casual in her approach to the Dark that perhaps she herself was losing hold of the Light. Then it remained that she was totally to blame for having been oblivious to Connor's fall. Aria wasn't sure whether she believed that had she caught wind, she'd have been able to change his mind, but it still stung to think of how happy she'd been not to realise what was going on until it was staring her in the eye.
But now it came time to fix what had gone wrong and to recover her Jedi persona. After some thinking on the subject of whom she could trust with the task, Joza Perl had come to mind; though she knew the Master to have had some discrepancies of her own in the past, she felt that the Zeltron's roots were in the Light and with the Jedi Order, whereas it did indeed, however much it hurt, make more sense that Connor's had turned out to be with the Dark Side.
And so Aria had asked to meet the Silver Master inside the temple grounds, hoping that Joza could help put her back on the right track. She wasn't sure how such a thing would come to pass; she only prayed that somehow, in some way, it would.
[member="Joza Perl"]