Sirey Nastesia
Logos of the Void
NAME: Sirey Nastesia | Logos of the Void
THEME:Kokia - Fukurou
FACTION: Ashlan Crusade
RANK: Professor Emeritus of Cosmology at the University of Ruuria
CURRENT HOMEWORLD: Ruuria
SPECIES: Ancient Force Entity
AGE: ~10 billion
SEX: Genderless | Can take any form
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Pansexual
HEIGHT: 186 cm
WEIGHT: 60 kg
EYES: A gentle azure blue colour, with a hint of a clear but sad sky without the soon-to-be-raised rays of cosmic stars.
HAIR: The white-grey hue of the eternal snowy night
SKIN: As human being: Whitish-soft pinkish-milky tone
FORCE SENSITIVE: Yes
STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES:
1) Love for eternity : From the moment of his birth Sirey sought to know the nature of eternity, from the simple, frozen colours in the paintings of the first tribes gradually populating the galaxy, to the death cries of animals and the loves of young and old couples for the setting stars in the sky, Sirey felt in everything the presence both of himself and eternity, an overarching element as primal and mysterious as the force of which Sirey was in a sense a part. From his love of death and life, to his love of the simple acts of mortal beings, Sirey sought to penetrate with his whole soul into this edged, barely concealed from the winds of a chaotic world, a chest of moments and tears, farewells and true devotion and to unravel this metaphysical, surpassing all forms, thoughts and acts of both gods and mortals, love for the phenomenon of eternity.
2) An endless longing: In his soul Sirey always felt that he was the error of the abyss, born for reasons unknown to him and endowed with an infinite right and capacity to exist in a world of the immanent and accidental, he tried to forget himself , immersing himself in the most mundane and everyday problems of nature and life he wanted to escape from himself, and from his divine nature, in contact with which Sirey again and again felt an endless longing for a non-existent past, for those carved copies of others' fates that in Sirey's mind were transformed into a living sphere of memories of all events in the galaxy and of what was beyond it. He wanted to find himself, and he found others...
1) The Heart of a Wanderer: Unlike many mortals, Sirey has never had a home, in the metaphorical, spiritual and warm way that others have understood home as parents, home with a loved one inside, home with a cherished memory, home with the fragrant smells of youth, home with the bloody dawn and cries of permanent war and others. This weakness reveals itself to us in Sirey's desire to constantly flee and leave the homes of destinies foreign to him, which he felt perfectly as his own, but which he did not want to destroy with his transcendental nature.
2) Faith in justice: Sirey was noted for his keen attention and keen emotion precisely at moments of historic upheaval, in which he always looked for that spark of collective will which might have coloured the next page of history in the more tender, peachy-vineyard tones of a neutral and serene history. He was thus at odds with his own nature, which demanded of him not to interfere particularly with the world-consciousness that possessed the world of a constantly evolving, growing and changing galaxy, but rather to remain at a distance, as some guarantor of that chaos and its eternal divine guardian, protector of the force and the abyss beyond the reaches of the burning soul of the constellations filled with life, death and destruction.
APPEARANCE:A tall creature with a humanoid body, greyish-white hair and blue eyes sparkling with a misty divine gaze, with a pleasing consistency of male and female features, forming an image of a simultaneously frightening, yet deeply sincere aura coming from this creation of the Void and Force..
BIOGRAPHY: As the life of this divine being|AFE(Ancient Force Entity) is not subject to dating, both because of the small number of available material-physiological and cosmological-spiritual artefacts and data and because of the astronomically staggering age of this ancient being, we would rather cite a pre-Gulag-Plague times literary-religious artifact which gives an attempt to understand the essence and nature of this living phenomenon of the primordial cosmos.
Alma-Eter Francis Gapani | Lost Dreamer, Selected works, "On the nature of the living void"
The world of today, with all its beauty and grandeur, with all its sorrows and disappointments, with all its cruelty and cries for mercy, with all the thunder fading in the distance and the rain beating furiously on the ground, with all its pains and elevations, is essentially one of many faces of the being that mortals, and with them I call the Living Void. In the decades I spent as a high priest and advisor to the Emperor in the Empire of the Fallen Light, no other phenomenon that mimics our imagination and ability to perceive with the dichotomy of black and white struck me more than the fact of this being, as conflicted and powerful in its nature as it is longing, not understanding its purpose and reason for being in its own actions. We know only small fragments of its almost poetic life, consisting of the lives of trillions of living souls inhabiting the galaxy, both before its arrival and after its emergence from nothing. In a sense, we are faced with a being who has no life of his own, no biography of his own and no purpose of his own. And do not misunderstand that this speaks of his laziness and idleness or his "games" with the annihilation of hundreds of star systems and nebulae, by no means, we simply have before us a being who tried to abandon his own nature and settle in the dry-physical world, the world of pus and death, water and imperfection, lyrics and war, the world which you and I inhabit. From the stage of the blind god who conquered the galaxy with his love and some estrangement, through the stage of the wondering child where the "Living Abyss" became a living, organic , flesh sbeing and participated in the life of hundreds of peoples and accumulated by learning the values of others, knowledge of different paths opened to each new generation of inhabitants and citizens of the galaxy, always divided into zones of influence and political games between various actors in this field of the coming and going of life. After this stage many historians note the stage of unfaithfulness of his nature and touching adolescence, which was expressed in the desire of the 'Living Abyss' to always be in a humanoid body and lead a life model free from the highest divine aspirations, and we can say that he succeeded. If not on the romantic front at least, but certainly in education, here comes the line of the next stage, so far the latest known to us - the traveller and lover of justice, which tells us first of all about the adoption by this cosmic entity So, this is how we can divide the life of this being. 1) The blind God. 2)The curious little child. 3)The fearful teenager, 4)The wanderer in search of justice (the last known at the moment). In the end we can only wish health and joy to all mortals, may the truth be with you, may the Living Void help us - the Void of our secrets and memories, the void of our desires and plans, a reflection of our absurd and beautiful mortal nature.
SHIP:none
KILLS: none
BOUNTIES COLLECTED:none
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