Yasha Cadera
Mom'alor
Fixed in the comfortable bosom of the Sumatiyara, a pale young woman with auburn hair and bright hazel eyes lit sticks of incense from a candle flame, which trembled as the woman trembled. Her embroidered chersilk shawl drifted off her shoulder and she pushed a lit stick of incense into a hand crafted ceramic bowl of coloured sand, its outer shell a sheen of turquoise and pale blue like Naboo's oceans in the spring sun. Once the incense stick is fixed in the sand, she pulls the shawl back around her thin shoulders and huddles within it. Underneath the shawl, a simple red slip settles from shoulder to ankle, its lace straps an organic splay across deathly pale skin. She lights three more incense sticks and places them in the sand bowl, their fragrant offering floating and curling into the air around the statues.
I'm both the woman and the maker of the bowl. Every statue and ornament in this small side-room on board has been crafted from my hands. There are statues of my Naboo Goddesses in bronze and marble, there's a bronze Shiraya with her crested moon fan, the moon plaited in silver and engraved with talisman scripts. Beside her rests the Goddess of Safety smiling down from a contented face and hooded hair, her marble garment sweeping downward to pool at her flower-covered feet. The Goddess of Safety statue took me months of meticulous work, I'd completed it in honour of [member="Jared Ovmar"], my missing lover. I prayed with each stroke and lathe and carve that the Goddess would wrap her cloak of sunlight around his shoulders and bring him home.
Oh how she did. . . how she wrapped him in her protection and how she seemed to have little left for me, her happy petitioner. I kneel with a tight pained groan on an elaborate rug on the floor, put the shawl over my hair, my eyes locked with the Goddess of Safety as my hands come to my knees, sliding to the floor I prostrate myself. "Oh Goddess of Safety and Consolation, be with your daugh. . Goddess of Safety and Consolation be with your daughter. . . "
My forehead connects mutely to the carpet and the wellspring flows. Tears jerk from my eyes as my shoulders shudder and shake, my ribcage burns and I cry out in a strangled sob as the shivering breaths falling in and out of my once ruined lungs seethes into the fragranced air.
I'd held it in on Lipsec. I'd held it in while in the Bacta tank and I'd held it while [member="Lucien Cordel"] looked me in the eye and gave his sympathy and consolation. Jared was sequestered in the Meditation Chamber and I feel [member="Marselia Urstalis"] in her confusion and awe as she walks through my ship. Bucket stands in the corner of my chapel, its head whirring from side to side as I, Andra Sivas, daughter of the Goddesses of Naboo sob for the loss of my child.
So far from Naboo, can the Goddesses hear me? Am I clinging to the vestiges of a foreign religion, when I should be clinging to the Force only? My hands grip the carpet. "Goddess of Safety and Consolation be with your daughter and take my child to the pristine lands, where no harm nor danger can marr, nor disease destroy. Take his spirit to the true Light, whence all good flows. Oh Goddess o-" I choke on the words, stifled by another sob and stay prostrate on my knees, forehead to the floor as my hands come up to rest on my head as I feel Lia coming closer and closer still.
I'm both the woman and the maker of the bowl. Every statue and ornament in this small side-room on board has been crafted from my hands. There are statues of my Naboo Goddesses in bronze and marble, there's a bronze Shiraya with her crested moon fan, the moon plaited in silver and engraved with talisman scripts. Beside her rests the Goddess of Safety smiling down from a contented face and hooded hair, her marble garment sweeping downward to pool at her flower-covered feet. The Goddess of Safety statue took me months of meticulous work, I'd completed it in honour of [member="Jared Ovmar"], my missing lover. I prayed with each stroke and lathe and carve that the Goddess would wrap her cloak of sunlight around his shoulders and bring him home.
Oh how she did. . . how she wrapped him in her protection and how she seemed to have little left for me, her happy petitioner. I kneel with a tight pained groan on an elaborate rug on the floor, put the shawl over my hair, my eyes locked with the Goddess of Safety as my hands come to my knees, sliding to the floor I prostrate myself. "Oh Goddess of Safety and Consolation, be with your daugh. . Goddess of Safety and Consolation be with your daughter. . . "
My forehead connects mutely to the carpet and the wellspring flows. Tears jerk from my eyes as my shoulders shudder and shake, my ribcage burns and I cry out in a strangled sob as the shivering breaths falling in and out of my once ruined lungs seethes into the fragranced air.
I'd held it in on Lipsec. I'd held it in while in the Bacta tank and I'd held it while [member="Lucien Cordel"] looked me in the eye and gave his sympathy and consolation. Jared was sequestered in the Meditation Chamber and I feel [member="Marselia Urstalis"] in her confusion and awe as she walks through my ship. Bucket stands in the corner of my chapel, its head whirring from side to side as I, Andra Sivas, daughter of the Goddesses of Naboo sob for the loss of my child.
So far from Naboo, can the Goddesses hear me? Am I clinging to the vestiges of a foreign religion, when I should be clinging to the Force only? My hands grip the carpet. "Goddess of Safety and Consolation be with your daughter and take my child to the pristine lands, where no harm nor danger can marr, nor disease destroy. Take his spirit to the true Light, whence all good flows. Oh Goddess o-" I choke on the words, stifled by another sob and stay prostrate on my knees, forehead to the floor as my hands come up to rest on my head as I feel Lia coming closer and closer still.