Roshki Belawiiks
We all have demons. I've just decided to feed mine
Voice
NAME: Roshki Belawiiks
FACTION: None
RANK: Rogue Night
SPECIES: Togruta
AGE: 30
SEX: Female
HEIGHT: 5'9"
WEIGHT: 126lbs.
EYES: Black
HAIR: None
SKIN: Red
FORCE SENSITIVE: yes
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STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES (Required: 2 Weaknesses Minimum) :
It's All Natural!: Roshki, obviously, has all of the strengths and weaknesses of the Togruta race, particularly the passive sonar thing they have.HEIGHT: 5'9"
WEIGHT: 126lbs.
EYES: Black
HAIR: None
SKIN: Red
FORCE SENSITIVE: yes
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STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES (Required: 2 Weaknesses Minimum) :
Did You Know That....?: Due to time spent in the Jedi Archives instead of class, Roshki has amassed a wealth of information about almost all of the planets in the galaxy, and continues to add to the plethora.
O Death: Everyone she ever knew and loved has died, including Maxi. She has no family, no friends. She has no home. And with the death of her beloved Blarth, Roshki's mind had been completely broken. She is on a bloodthirsty rampage, and nothing short of death or heavy incarceration is going to stop her.
I Know These Streets Like the Back of My Hand!: Living in the slums, Roshki quickly adapted to that way of life and even to this day has the streets and mannerisms memorized. So if you want to visit the Commenor underworld, she's your girl.
A Pick-it, A Pack-it, I'm Gonna Grab It: One of the skills Roshki had picked up (and still uses, when she's hungry) is picking locks, though this is restricted to small-time stuff. Still, pretty useful for breaking and entering into, say, the office of the Supreme Commander of the Republic. Just saying.
Ragin' Cajun: As I already stated, Roshki is broken. And while giving in to her emotions has lent her strength, it's also her weakness. Put against the right tactician, and her rage will cloud her judgement.
Dissociation: Roshki has also taken to dissociating from herself when on a rampage. She knows it's her doing it, but it's not so much of an "I killed them" as it is "She killed them". (To explain: when writing, the first person "I" which I have always used for this character indicates she's calmed down, or at least not yet in the mood to kill. But once it switches to third person "She/her", that's when chit just got real).
APPEARANCE:
Her eyes are sunken in, her face is hollow, and her features have traded in their pleasantness for a sharpness not seen before. Rarely does she smile, and when she does it has no humor, only malice. Roshki is but a hollow shell of her former self, eating only because she has to, and no longer making jokes or witty comments. Were it not for her facial tattoos, unique against each Togruta, she'd be unrecognizable. There is also an air of darkness about here that is most noticeable when her emotions are high.
BIOGRAPHY: Roshki was born in Chasin City, Commenor, to two chefs. Though they weren't the richest, the family was still well-to-do, and as a result the Togruta girl was enrolled in many fine schools. However, the classroom environment often bored the adventurous girl, and as a result Roshki was suspended many times, hence the high amount of schools.
Roshki had always known she was special, that she was attuned to the Force; however, she had kept it hidden for most of her life as she didn't want her parents to find out and send her to the stuffy Jedi Order or somewhere else. When running around with her friends, though, the Togruta made full use of her abilities, stealing and committing small criminal acts to prove she was "tough". Her parents disproved greatly of this lifestyle but, just short of calling the cops on their own daughter, there was nothing they did that would work.
When Roshki was 17, she moved out of her parents' house and lived on the streets, where she was introduced to A Vrassa, a euphorant that was commonly found in med kits. Instantly hooked, the Togruta revolved her life around procuring more of the substance. Despite being broke, however, she was too proud to beg her parents for money or seek help, believing as most addicts did that she had it under control.
About a year and a half later, her parents finally found her -- malnourished, beyond poor, and clearly suffering from an addiction. After many refusals on Roshki's part to identify what her problem was, and after a slip up which revealed their daughter's Force affinity, her parents sent her to the Order to not only make something out of her life but to also find an alternative to rehab.
At first, life at the Order was unpleasant for the Togruta (although, let's be honest -- most of it was her own doing), and Roshki was often skipping classes in favour of roaming the grounds. One day the Masters, exasperated with the failed attempts at discipline, approached Jedi Master Kian Karr to train the rebellious girl in hopes of something getting through to her.
While the relationship ship was rocky at first (not to mention the girl's reluctance to call herself a Jedi), she soon found herself beginning to warm up to her Master. But it was only after being teleported to a strange world, murdering an innocent in cold blood, being chased by a vocab and becoming trapped in a cave did she come clean to Karr about her addiction.
Shortly after confessing, she was subjected to the brutal treatment of her body going through withdrawal. After it passed, though, the Padawan promised to stop her drug use and began to truly start her path towards becoming a Jedi Shadow.
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Many things have happened since then. Karr left, and Roshki was taken up by another Jedi to train her. But he, too, soon left. Everyone left - save Maxi, her pet Blarth. The only one she ever truly trusted, and the only one to have no "buts" in their relationship. After losing two Masters, Roshki began to travel on her own, using the Order's resources and abiding by their rules while attempting to find her one true Master, Kian Karr. But the Order, strife with their own concerns and enemies within and without, chose to devote their resources to other, more important things. Despite the assistance of a Thisspissian Jedi Master, Belawiiks felt as though the Order had given up on the Plo Koon, and in doing so, betrayed them both.
Gathering what few belongings she had, Roshki ran away from the Order, hellbent on finding her Master herself the only way she knew how - starting up a network on her home planet of Commenor, a network filled with criminals and hoodlums. The underworld was always rife with rumor, and she hoped her web would snag something. But alas, nothing came.
Encouraged by her hallucination, Grey, Roshki slowly came to terms with the fact that she might never see Karr again. As she accepted this, the young woman found balance in the Force, neither glowing with the light nor seeping with darkness. Rather, she embedded herself in the middle, remaining neutral.
But she was not pure. Roshki might have been rid of the monkey on her back, but there was still a beast inside that slept. It had been briefly awakened in the Netherworld, but she, her Master, and her newfound hallucination helped put it back in its slumber.
Even when everyone left, the only people she needed were Grey and Maxi. They were the ones to keep her sane, and to keep the beast chained up. Sadly, though, not all were meant to have happy endings.
Nor did it seem Roshki's story was to be finished.
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In the Black Light sector of Commenor, the authorities were called in to investigate reports of violence. When they arrived on the scene they discovered at least 20 bodies of innocent civilians, slashed, ripped, and cauterized. But what caught their eyes was the message on the wall, burned in and spattered with blood:
EQUIPMENT:
A magenta-coloured saberstaff
A utility belt
Her training sabre
A lucky pebble
SHIP:
N/A
KILLS:
N/A
BOUNTIES COLLECTED:
N/A
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ROLE-PLAYS:
Still Isolated...Frozen...Crumbling... [Training]
Seek and Ye Shall Find [Training]
Down By the Waterfall [Personal/Training]
Over the River and Through the Woods to Galidraan the Shadows Go [Training]
The Return of the Vanquished [Personal]
It's Way Past Your Bedtime [Personal]
Episode V: Akala Strikes Back [Event/Personal]
Help Me, Obi-Wan Kenobi [Seriously, One Post]
Jedi Academy on Yavin IV [Personal]
Hauntress Trapped! [Training?]
Antar the Dragon [Dominion]
Jedi Academy Part II [Training]
Wolves on Lothal [Campaign]
I Don't Look for Trouble, Honest [Personal]
How to Train Padawans Not to Impale Themselves [Training]
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O Death [Beginning of her Reboot]
