Light in the Shadow
Location: Eshan
Outfit: Bokken Jedi
Equipment: Arwr Da, Hydrangea Moonblade (Concealed)
Tag: OPEN
Lily decided to take some time and return to her home of Eshan. Not heading to the family home but the apartment that she had in the city. It was a chance to reveal the apartment's location to
Kito
if the Padawan wished to come visit and have a place to stay. There were enough rooms since the place was large but Lily didn't want to pressure Kito into doing anything. Leaving up to the Padawan where she ended up. After she had done that, Lily took a look around the place and breathed in deeply, it had been a long time since Lily had come to Eshan for any length of time. One of the previous times had been going to the club with some fellow Jedi. Which had been a crazy experience but one that she did reminisce with fond memories. Part of Lily wondered if she should change out of her bokken look for now, wearing something more suited for travelling around Eshan.
But every time she looked to the wardrobe or went to touch her current outfit, a new wave of sadness rolled over her. She wasn't sure what she was going to be doing next, what did someone do when they left all they have known for years? What was the plan now that she was without goals? Was an enclave and starting her own thing really what she wanted to do? Could Lily handle that level of responsibility?
She had struggled just being part of the Jedi Council on Naboo. Feeling like her views and ideas were viewed as fringed or crazy to others. Perhaps she had been too young to take on the role as she feared. But then that just made the idea of running her own thing even crazier in Lily's mind.
"I failed Kito as a Master, ugh, I would just fail others if I tried to lead right?" Lily muttered to herself as she looked in the mirror, seeing her slightly dishevelled appearance.
Life on the constant move was never going to be easy.
Shaking her head, "I just need to get out, take a walk and relax. Perhaps a friendly face will spot me... Who knows anymore." Lily sighed as she walked out of her apartment and headed back out to the streets of the city. Taking a slow and steady walk. "Where would we even have this enclave? Would people just call me crazy or a hypocrite if I tried organising it as an aggressive force against the Sith? Because Lorn was right in that there needs to be more of an effort to fight, but he wasn't handling the messaging right and I was concerned they were falling down the wrong path in trying to do right."
Many Jedi had done that, taking a darker route and ended up falling victim to the Sith or the Dark Side influence. Lily was concerned that could have ended up being the Vanguard's fate. Hence her caution, as well as the fact that they needed to mobilise as part of a larger force. Small militias were not doing enough impact from what Lily had seen, unfortunately.
Lily continued to mutter her ideas softly to herself as she walked around the streets of Eshan, lost in her thoughts.
Outfit: Bokken Jedi
Equipment: Arwr Da, Hydrangea Moonblade (Concealed)
Tag: OPEN
Lily decided to take some time and return to her home of Eshan. Not heading to the family home but the apartment that she had in the city. It was a chance to reveal the apartment's location to
Kito
if the Padawan wished to come visit and have a place to stay. There were enough rooms since the place was large but Lily didn't want to pressure Kito into doing anything. Leaving up to the Padawan where she ended up. After she had done that, Lily took a look around the place and breathed in deeply, it had been a long time since Lily had come to Eshan for any length of time. One of the previous times had been going to the club with some fellow Jedi. Which had been a crazy experience but one that she did reminisce with fond memories. Part of Lily wondered if she should change out of her bokken look for now, wearing something more suited for travelling around Eshan.But every time she looked to the wardrobe or went to touch her current outfit, a new wave of sadness rolled over her. She wasn't sure what she was going to be doing next, what did someone do when they left all they have known for years? What was the plan now that she was without goals? Was an enclave and starting her own thing really what she wanted to do? Could Lily handle that level of responsibility?
She had struggled just being part of the Jedi Council on Naboo. Feeling like her views and ideas were viewed as fringed or crazy to others. Perhaps she had been too young to take on the role as she feared. But then that just made the idea of running her own thing even crazier in Lily's mind.
"I failed Kito as a Master, ugh, I would just fail others if I tried to lead right?" Lily muttered to herself as she looked in the mirror, seeing her slightly dishevelled appearance.
Life on the constant move was never going to be easy.
Shaking her head, "I just need to get out, take a walk and relax. Perhaps a friendly face will spot me... Who knows anymore." Lily sighed as she walked out of her apartment and headed back out to the streets of the city. Taking a slow and steady walk. "Where would we even have this enclave? Would people just call me crazy or a hypocrite if I tried organising it as an aggressive force against the Sith? Because Lorn was right in that there needs to be more of an effort to fight, but he wasn't handling the messaging right and I was concerned they were falling down the wrong path in trying to do right."
Many Jedi had done that, taking a darker route and ended up falling victim to the Sith or the Dark Side influence. Lily was concerned that could have ended up being the Vanguard's fate. Hence her caution, as well as the fact that they needed to mobilise as part of a larger force. Small militias were not doing enough impact from what Lily had seen, unfortunately.
Lily continued to mutter her ideas softly to herself as she walked around the streets of Eshan, lost in her thoughts.