Rusken Shaxx
High-Knight
Another blow sustained by the young man. This fight was becoming more enraging for the broken Jedi as he continued to push himself to kill just because he thought it a necessary evil. Survival was a peculiar thing when it came to the human condition, the lengths a man will go just to come out on top and later regret every action committed. Rusken's mind was too cloudy at the moment, but maybe it would take nearly losing his life once more to see clearly again.
As Ein came in for another attempt, Rusken felt his faith completely slip away. It was like a piece of him actually disappeared into thin air causing a weakness to overwhelm the old man's body. His duty as a Jedi was over now - it had been over for some time now. It was only until this moment that such a massive realization took its toll.
Without his Republic, the old veteran felt truly alone in the galaxy. He had no family waiting for him somewhere, he was alive to serve and end conflicts before they got out of hand. His duty as a Guardian had also reached its bitter end.
Alone, once again.
Rusken dropped his defenses and spaced out as reality hit him harder than any blow. Ein would be granted the disarming of the veteran, sending the crimson lightsaber skidding across the ground. Scorch marks being carved haphazardly as the blade itself settled against a far wall, humming softly.
The seasoned warrior stood without having anything to say. His gaze dropped to the ground, almost as if he was giving his silent surrender. He knew he couldn't win this fight for nothing, it wouldn't mean anything. Not even for himself.
"I give up."
He grumbled.
[member="Urya Uvatera"] [member="Ein Necavich"]
As Ein came in for another attempt, Rusken felt his faith completely slip away. It was like a piece of him actually disappeared into thin air causing a weakness to overwhelm the old man's body. His duty as a Jedi was over now - it had been over for some time now. It was only until this moment that such a massive realization took its toll.
Without his Republic, the old veteran felt truly alone in the galaxy. He had no family waiting for him somewhere, he was alive to serve and end conflicts before they got out of hand. His duty as a Guardian had also reached its bitter end.
Alone, once again.
Rusken dropped his defenses and spaced out as reality hit him harder than any blow. Ein would be granted the disarming of the veteran, sending the crimson lightsaber skidding across the ground. Scorch marks being carved haphazardly as the blade itself settled against a far wall, humming softly.
The seasoned warrior stood without having anything to say. His gaze dropped to the ground, almost as if he was giving his silent surrender. He knew he couldn't win this fight for nothing, it wouldn't mean anything. Not even for himself.
"I give up."
He grumbled.
[member="Urya Uvatera"] [member="Ein Necavich"]