Jannik Morlandt
convergence
[Occurs between the Invasion of Empress Teta and Sworn to Valor...]
LOCATION
Temple of Vahl
Byss
MUSIC SELECTION
There had been no restraints, not a single scratch laid on his flesh - the Maelibus had been true to his word, insomuch as the word of a Sith was worth. The padawan seer had been shipped out, separate from his companions, to be shuffled off to another world, in a temple, in a room, with nary a chain or questionable device in sight. A room, it appeared, that was lined with soft comforts, gently lit, and silent as the grave to his ear. A large bowl of fresh, brightly-coloured fruit sat on a dark-stained, long, rectangular table, in front of an inviting, plushly stuffed couch.This place would easily draw any weary mortal to rest in its bosom. The fruit would tempt any hungry man.Jannik Morlandt was weary, he was hungry, but the weight of his conscience, the burden of all that he had seen laid waste to his appetite, and stole sleep. What was more - this place unnerved him. Where Ossus exuded a calming, focusing peace, this world set him on edge, and made quieting his mind an extremely difficult prospect. In this silence his ears seemed to ring worse than they had in the clamour of the battle, though the headache had subsided. It drove him to think, and think, and do little else, just to try and distract himself from the effects of the loss of hearing, for though he was not restrained, he was most certainly imprisoned. How long had he been in here? Did it matter? His thoughts, soon enough, went to the others that had ultimately followed his lead.
This was all squarely on his shoulders. The decision made - his. Had he been wrong? It was too soon to tell, but what he had seen in the eyes of Val Kur, what he had heard in the man's words? There was no certainty that he was right either. There was a distinct irrationality in the Levantine that the padawan could not grasp. He could not see the worth in the sacrifice of all their lives simply to resist capture, to 'stick it to the man'. He knew there was the heart of all dark underneath the veils of charity, benevolence, and grace - discreet, seeping darkness woven into the superficiality of the smooth, pure face of bringing 'order' to 'chaos', the wool had not touched his eyes. Whatever he had done, whatever trespass made to take this path... it was easier to beg forgiveness or achieve redemption than it was to come back from the dead. If this was seen as cowardice, well, he would not deny them their interpretations of his actions. He would deal with it when or if the time came.There was much he needed to know, not just for his sake. The entire weight of his decision had been on this one point - here, he knew, he would find answers. Here, he would hope to better know she who dug at the walls of his mind, broaden his awareness of just what he was dealing with... and quell the apprehension that wrung at his stomach.
In his deepest of hopes, he prayed he was not wrong.