TO:
fizzersweetgirl15@d-well-anonyrelay7.holo
FROM:
goldenboy@ukatismail.holo
SUBJECT: RE: RE: RE RE: RE: Is this a hazing?
Dear Still Two Steps Behind,
Perhaps if you invoke regret one more time that will make the word true.
As for your theory that I’d turn state’s evidence would be to assume all Sith are alike. I assure you, not all of us are just rage and lightning. I don’t crumble under scrutiny. In truth, it’s possible I become quite bored without it. If the Republic does decide to drag us into some courtroom, it won’t be I in the witness box. And it won’t be me whispering to a lawyer about plea deals like some spooked porg. No, I'd most likely be beside you at the defense table, calculating how to turn the entire proceeding into something much more interesting than the prosecution ever dared to dream of.
Odds stacked against me (as usual). A gallery hungrier than Sith for blood? More weak-minded Senators whispering behind closed doors. Please. I always thrive when my chances are doubted.
How did you know
I like holodramas? Well, if we’re assigning roles, I’d consider myself closer to a Daric Venn type between those. I’d certainly get the posture right, at least. The rest I could improvise. Though if we’re being honest, the closest match would be
Caelan Mescarr. For you, Senator,
Aria Talorien comes to mind. You’ll say she’s the wrong choice, I’m positive of it. Close enough, in my estimation.
Not to wander too far off topic, but you strike me as someone who'd appreciate
Nuna Shop Date. I never miss an episode.
If Coruscant were as simple for you as Tapani, you wouldn't find yourself orbiting it like this. There's a wrinkle in the narrative about yourself, something about this planet that won't fit neatly into the story you keep telling. What is it, exactly, that you’re trying to deny? Or perhaps it’s nothing more than my imagination running further than you’d prefer?
I’m not the type to collect souvenirs. Plaques are usually for people who need to be remembered. But me? I believe being truly understood is a far better legacy. If anyone ever carves my name into stone, it’ll be long after I’m gone. You’re right about the way I stand; that’s just someone who’s been weighed and knows it will happen again. So, I have to ask: which part of that story resonated with you enough to give it a name?
Yes. And if you hadn’t stepped onto the piste, I wouldn’t have engaged. I’m particular about where I spend my time.
Ukatis is far from backwater. You don’t need to read hair color like tea leaves to place me. My family’s prominence is public record, even in your circles.
Among the three, maybe one rings true. Some people’s words fall neatly in obedient, straight, and all too predictable lines. But yours, they’re different. You could say they arrive with a change in the air, the kind you recognize only if you were shaped by a sky that never reveals its intentions outright.
As for dullness? That’s not something I worry about. If ever our exchange grew flat, I’d just let the silence speak for itself.
Reassurance comes in the form of replacement. Of course, one must convince themselves their institution functions, even when the outcomes don't. Even I find it disheartening to witness the Senate sustain its existence only by cycling through new faces and forever avoiding that hard work of addressing failures. Would you consider this continuity, or stasis? Pick one.
True progress requires transformation at the core.
You’ve misread the Covenant. Again. What if we’re the consequence of what your opponents failed to address? True unity cannot arise from fear; what you have, is only a reaction. They too, are often short lived. The moment they ease, bonds begin to unravel, the old divisions resurface. That's the part of realpolitik you left out. My people perfected this pattern. And you don't stand outside the Senate's reflexes. You're shaped by them as much as anyone. Would you call this distance, or a vantage point? Because you're clearly flattered into thinking you're somehow different.
I'm uncertain on taking your advice. Try speaking with honesty to the reflection in the mirror first.
I reckon I ought to express a bit of gratitude that you’re holding onto my truths. For now, at least, if you haven’t spun me a tale. Here’s an interesting one to ponder as I map out a little journey. Tell me, have you ever set foot in New Alderaan? They once dubbed it a safeworld, but believe me, it’s
anything but safe.
Hard to threaten something I've long since come to accept. I do like carbohydrates. Your sales pitch, less so.
With my contempt in its standard dosage,
Goldenboy
P.S. Anywhere behind the Blackwall.