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"Séverin."

The same voice slipped through his dreams, tender and gentle, soft as sweet honey. Vaguely, he could distinguish a face — forgiving cheekbones, pursed cherry lips, those same piercing blue eyes, icy in colour, yet warm inspirit. The features were otherwise blurry, just tantalisingly out of reach, as if the Holonet connection had just glitched. She blinked, eyelids fluttering just enough for him to twitch in his sleep. He had heard her, had seen her, so many times before, yet he could never remember who she was.

A hand reached up to his cheek, stroking back long blonde hair with doting affection. She leaned down, those blurry features growing closer, yet never clearer. Her lips, those pursed cherry lips, were close enough to touch his skin, warm, and then, as he closed his eyes, just barely, she bestowed a kiss upon his forehead, gracing his flesh for a mere few seconds before pulling away again. She smiled, the action distorting her features, "My Sév, dear, it's time to wake up…."

Somewhere, out in the Lake Country not so far away, someone was waiting for him, knowing she would never see him again.

He sat up in his bed, and for brief moments, forgot where he was. Eyes scanning his surroundings, it was only when he heard the patter of the Gallo Mountain rain on his chamber window did he remember that he was not surrounded by the beaches of his birth land. No smooth sand between fat little toddler fingers anymore. Those fingers, now grown long and delicate, traced the edges of his bedding, reaching half-heartedly to the glass settled on his bedside table. He took a sip. The water did well to wake him up. The dream did more of the job though.

He glanced at the clock. It was still early. Too early.

The sole sun of the planet was yet to rise, but as always, the calls of birds could have already been heard despite the weather, and if nature did not rest, neither would he. A humming energy coursed through his veins, just enough to push him up out of bed and onto his feet. He too joined in, a light tune at his lips stabilising his mood, his heart beating with the same adrenaline of flight. Pulling on his Jedi robes his eyes rested on his apparel in the mirror. He looked the part too. Like someone from stories he had always been regaled with.

He was a Jedi.

Initiate still, but forget the technicalities.

In fact, he would soon be youngling no longer. His fingers travelled down the stitching of his cloak, creeping inwards towards his shirt — gold and white, with patterns he had spent his credit allowance on customising. But then again, they were merely distractions. No, with a flourish of his sleeve Séverin's hand rested on a new addition to his apparel, fingers gripping tightly around its hilt. He brought it up to the light, eyes full of admiration as he stared at the weapon. The Gathering was mere days ago, yet it had seemed like an eternity of waiting.

Never once had Séverin's confidence faltered in the knowledge that he would receive his own Padawan training, and today, dreams were becoming reality. Perhaps the one dream he should be forgetting, however, was the nightly occurrence of that face — inviting, welcoming, pleading. Being so rooted in a past he never even knew was dangerous, and stepping forward into a brand new world, he could not afford such a danger.

He was a Jedi, he thought again, pointedly.

His eyes drifted out to the window, and deciding that the rain had only grown, he threw on his hood, leaving his face in shadows and only locks of gold visible at his chest. Hand resting on his new lightsaber, Séverin lifted his chin and smiled at himself, satisfied. With a thud, the door closed behind him, and the early morning air of Naboo welcomed him into her arms. Crisp, he decided.

Shiraya's Sanctuary was the only home Séverin ever knew. Enveloped by the scent of fresh earth as he stepped outside, Séverin passed the both architectural grandeur and natural sublimity. The hallways were ones he had now known for more than a decade, yet he still found his eyes trailing to the ornate details on the passing pillars or his favourite wildflowers, in full bloom in the Naboo spring.

He walked slowly, at first, taking his time as he held out his hands for rainwater. His fingers trailed over the sprinkles of colour amongst green as his eyes wondered to the distance, flitting over the domes and flows of the Temple. Since he was a mere toddler, brought to the temple with his hand held tightly as he barely took his first steps, his destiny had been laid out for him into what it was today, and never before had his goal been so strikingly clear. To become a knight. He was one step closer.

As the rain heavied his hood he hastened his steps to the training terrace, where he had been instructed to meet his new master. Winding his way up the steps to the spacious plateau that held the location, bushes rustled in his wake as he pushed passed them, until the twinkling of his dormitory were all but left in the far distance, a mere memory of an era bygone. It had merely been minutes of walking, yet he was heading into a future all too new, and all too exciting.

Reaching the terrace he found a spring in his steps, a briskness to his gait, restraint not forgotten but eased. He carried himself with the utmost assurance, golden cloak catching in the wind as he walked, swaying behind him. His strides were confident, his eyes set straight ahead to the familiar archways. Someday, someday soon, he would soaring through the skies he now looked upon.

He was a Jedi, and this time, that notion carried nothing but sheer pride.
 
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The balcony was open to the breeze. A breeze that washed over Brandyn Sal-Soren's face. The fresh, flowered scented wind chilled his face, but the fire beneath his facial prosthetic did not abate. The constant reminder of his failure, of loss, stung more than the persistent burning.

The distraction of a Padawan was probably in his best interest, but he questioned if that were true for the Padawan in question. Could Brandyn dedicate himself to training this young Jedi, whilst his own heart was fractured and his steps so unsteady. But the Council had approved it. Insisted upon it.

The door opened. His apprentice entered. But Brandyn did not turn to speak to the young one.

He could feel the youth's confidence. Brandyn remembered the feeling. Before death and loss had carved a permanent hole in his self-reliance.

The moment lingered, well into the territory of awkward. Brandyn kept his eyes closed, and face turned into the breeze.

Let the Padawan make the first move.

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Sév could sense the ripple in the Force as a Jedi stepped into his presence. There was something strayed from confidence in the footfalls of the man that could only be his new master, yet Sév's own did not falter as he stood, back to the new arrival.

A moment lingered between them, not one Séverin found to be awkward, but it lingered nevertheless. It was evident his master wished for him to make the first move, and he would, after a little patience. It was a virtue, he had heard.

His Jedi issued robes swept the ground as he turned around, and eyes trailing over the features of the man before him, offered a quick, effortless bow. "Hello, Master," he greeted evenly, taking a few steps forward. There was a slight bound to his steps, but otherwise he did not wear his excitement on his sleeve.

Extending a hand as if he were meeting an old friend, he beamed. "Although you must already know my name, shall we exchange introductions nevertheless? Séverin Antoine Alexandre."
 
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"Brandyn Jaggen E'Eeverwest Sal-Soren." He rarely used his full name. It seemed appropriate.

Again, there was silence for some time. Not intended to intimidate or cause unease, but if that were the result — so be it. The enemy of the Jedi were merciless. Séverin needed testing. Brandyn needed to know who he was dealing with. Séverin needed to understand who his master was. A year ago Brandyn would have been warm, and fast friends with the young man. Now, he was distant, perhaps even considered cold.

"Why do we fail, Séverin?" He asked.

There was no right answer to the question. It was a test.

Just for a moment, Brandyn was glad that Briana was not present. She would be chastising him for being mean. But as he saw it now, life would not hesitate in its cruelty. Why should one pamper another and leave them ill prepared?

 
Séverin paused before answering. Brandyn's question felt more like a trick than anything, yet after their brief exchange of names, nods, and furthered silence, it seemed only rude to his master to answer the question was base shallowness. He clutched the hilt of his sabre, fingers trailing over the carvings in thought. There was bound to be an answer his new master was searching for — it was simply a matter if he could deliver or not.

Finally, tilting his head sweetly with bemusement, he spoke: "Confidence. Or perhaps the lack thereof."

He awaited a reaction, then continued. "Hubris is the lack of sight for one's own faults; it can manifest as highly dangerous when we overestimate ourselves. It is underestimation, however, that brings the true treachery. It leads us to question ourselves where we should not, and brings harm when we have oversight for our own abilities.
 
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Brandyn's lips pressed together, and he gave a half nod in response to the answer that went both ways. He listened to the answer further, the philosophical nature was to be expected. And Brandyn didn't mind so much, but his new Padawan was always going to be wrong.

He turned, slapped the young man on the shoulder. "We fall because we trip and gravity does its job."

He started walking, toward the door that Séverin had just entered through. He offered a brief half-wave to indicate that he wanted to be followed.

"Gravity is constantly asking us to fall. It is only when we give it an excuse to finish its job that it actually can," Brandyn continued. The door slid open and he walked back into the hallway of the Sanctuary. A few passing Jedi smiled, nodded or waved, Brandyn gave the same in polite reply. He seemed well known in the halls of the Order.

"I don't work in riddles, Séverin. I will speak plainly to you. You answer me honestly. There is enough uncertainty in our path for you to have your master making the Force and its mysteries even more obscure by my teaching methods."

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