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Private One More Mile

Rin Taal

Guide, rescuer, and musician
Rin listened through Muad's answer without trying to interrupt him, though the gradual tightening of her fingers around his offered a quiet indication that she was following more than merely the words. She understood the shape of his argument even where she did not entirely share it. Muad spoke from experience, and experience had taught him to distrust promises offered by institutions large enough to forget the individuals beneath them. Rin had lived long enough to understand that instinct herself. She had watched governments rise beneath declarations of noble purpose and watched others collapse beneath the weight of what those purposes became once power, fear, ambition, and simple convenience entered the equation. None of that made her eager to place Veradune beneath another banner, but neither did it make her willing to decide the Republic's intentions before its actions had fully revealed them.

"I don't think anyone is asking you to keep looking forever." Her thumb moved once against the side of his hand before she glanced toward Marta and Chek, including them in the thought rather than speaking as though their opinions belonged to her. "And I don't think Veradune should stay somewhere simply because leaving would be difficult. But there is a difference between knowing what someone might become and knowing what they are. If the Republic gives us reason enough to leave, then that becomes part of the decision our people make." A faint smile touched her mouth before she looked back at Muad. "You don't have to convince me that governments can disappoint people. I've been around long enough to have noticed."

His apology softened her expression more than the argument preceding it had. Rin knew enough of Muad by now to understand that the force behind his words had not come entirely from politics. He was talking about people he considered his own, and beneath all the cynicism and certainty lay the simple fact that he did not want them used, discarded, or hurt in the ways he had been. The dyad made that harder to overlook than it might once have been. Rin did not need to pull at the connection or deliberately search him to catch impressions that escaped through it, and affection moved through her before she could decide whether she particularly wanted him noticing that in return. "I know." The words were quieter. "Getting worked up because you don't want your people hurt is hardly the worst flaw you could have." Her eyes warmed with amusement. "I'm sure I can think of several others if you'd like."

Muad's question about the festival drew Rin's attention toward Marta and Chek. They had been here for far more of it than she had, and whatever answer they offered would carry considerably more weight than anything Rin could provide from her own brief experience. His next request, however, was something she could answer without stealing the question from them. When he tilted the empty glass and asked whether being cut off from Chek's alcohol extended to water, Rin gave his hand one last squeeze before releasing it and rising from her seat. "Water, I think we can safely allow." The amusement remained in her voice as she moved to retrieve it, leaving Marta and Chek the opportunity to explain the festival and whatever purpose lay behind it while she saw to their guest.

By the time Rin returned with the water, Muad had turned the conversation toward an invitation of his own. She slowed slightly as she listened, not because the offer surprised her but because she recognized the sincerity beneath his humor almost immediately. Siskeen was his home, his people, and he was offering Marta and Chek a place within it for however long a visit might last. There was something unexpectedly pleasing about hearing him invite two people who had mattered to Rin for so much of her life into another part of his. She set the water within his reach with a small smile before reclaiming her place beside him. "I think you'd find plenty there worth seeing." Her gaze moved toward Marta and Chek before returning to Muad. "And I'd like that."

The admission was simple because there was no reason for it not to be. Rin could imagine Chek among the forges Muad described, exchanging techniques with smiths who might have decades of experience and still seem impossibly young beside him. Marta would find her own interests, because Marta invariably did, and the thought of showing them another place that had become connected to Muad felt less strange than Rin might once have expected. His threat to locate something stronger than whatever Chek had already inflicted upon him earned a quiet laugh, though she suspected that particular contest could become dangerous for everyone involved if either man took it seriously.

Conversation continued around them, but Rin eventually noticed Muad had grown quieter. His attention had settled upon Marta and Chek, and following his gaze made it easy enough to understand why. There was nothing grand in the way the couple existed beside one another. Chek did not need to reach constantly for Marta, nor she for him. A glance carried whole conversations. A touch could be absent-minded and intimate at once. Their teasing possessed the confidence of two people who had learned centuries ago that disagreement did not threaten what lay beneath it. Rin had known them long enough that much of it usually escaped notice, as familiar as the shape of Chek's forge or the sound of Marta moving through their home. Seeing them through Muad's attention made her look again.

Then he looked at her.

The dyad made the moment considerably harder to dismiss than a glance should have been. Something shifted across the connection, warm and unexpectedly deep, carrying affection threaded through with an emotion Rin could not quite name before her own awareness brushed against it. She did not reach farther. The bond had already taught her that closeness did not grant permission, and whatever thought had brought that particular feeling into Muad belonged to him until he chose otherwise. But her pulse still changed beneath his gaze, and awareness of his hand beside hers became suddenly, inconveniently precise.

Rin had been attracted to him before the dyad. She had known that much long before she was prepared to examine what else had begun growing around it. The connection had only made pretending easier in some ways and impossible in others. There were moments when she caught the heat of his attention before she saw it upon his face, moments when some echo of her own desire crossed the bond quickly enough to make her wonder which of them had begun it. Nothing had happened between them that gave either a claim upon the other, and Rin was not certain yet what she wanted to happen. She only knew that when Muad looked at her now, after watching two people who had spent centuries choosing one another, something inside her answered strongly enough that she was grateful Marta and Chek could not feel the dyad too.

Her gaze remained on his for a few seconds longer than necessary. Then Rin's hand shifted the small distance separating them until her fingers found his again, her thumb tracing lightly across his knuckles in an almost unconscious answer to whatever had passed between them. She did not ask what he had been thinking. She did not need to turn every feeling between them into a question simply because the dyad made it possible to know one was there. Instead, she let the moment remain what it was, something warm and unfinished between them, and a small smile softened her face as she glanced toward the glass she had brought him.

"Better?"

The question was innocent enough. The warmth still moving quietly through the dyad was considerably less so.

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"Better?"

He almost responded flippantly in typical Muad fashion. But something stayed his response as he felt her thumb on his flesh, small motions that raised the hairs on his neck. It wasn't desire, though with Rin that was never far. What it grew into was a serene contentment: she was still there, beside him in the kitchen, but more importantly, beside him on the path they continued to travel together. More and more frequently, Muad discovered that, despite the want, desire, and need that were ever at the fore of his thoughts, something else stemmed from the zorren woman beside him. Serenity.

Rin had become the thing he wasn't aware he was missing. Moments of lazy peace were offset by laughter and meaningful conversation. The more time they spent together, the harder it was to imagine her not being a permanent fixture in his life. And if he was being honest with himself, he had quickly grown accustomed to her presence. A thing he truly wished never to lose. She made him smile, made him laugh, caused him to think, and made every moment together a memory worth treasuring. Even if he wanted to lie to himself, which he didn't, the weight of the necklace against his chest was a reminder of what he wanted. Unconsciously, his free hand rose and gently rubbed the tunic which lay over the medallion.

His thumb lowered over her own, and he turned his head, a genuine human-looking smile on his face. "Much better." His gaze met hers as he let his words drift along their connection. I have a feeling that, with you in my life, it will always be better. Muad tossed her a wink as his hand left the medallion and retrieved the glass to sip the refreshing water within.

"You know, it's interesting. How a cup can be filled with anything you pour into it. And when you pour out, whatever is inside is what you share. If you're empty, then you share nothing but emptiness. This trip to Veradune … I didn't expect any of this. Now I'm filled with joy from finding new friends, new vode. Meeting new people who have embraced me because one of their family has accepted me. And …" Muad raised Rin's hand to his lips where he pressed a soft kiss against her tapered fingers. "A woman I never thought I would meet again, finding me across a fire and welcoming me into her home and her life." And your heart. "Thank you. All three of you."

When Rin had said she would like that, like Marta and Chek visiting the system he currently resided in, it made his own heart swell. A warmth filled him that had nothing to do with the copious amounts of alcohol he consumed and everything to do with what her words did to him. She wanted her own aliit to experience what she had not yet seen. The trust that he wasn't a slumlord or some other deviant made him smile. The trust and faith she placed in him was more precious than a newly discovered being of beskar.

"I can't wait to share Olanet, Siskeen, and Kaer with you. And Candy Mountain Station." There it was again. Another ridiculous name he had chosen for something that had nothing in common with its designated title. His grin deepened as his fingers interwove with hers.

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Rin Taal

Guide, rescuer, and musician
The answer to her simple question carried considerably more weight than Rin had expected. She felt the shift in Muad before his thumb settled over hers, the usual humor and desire still there but quieted beneath something calmer. When he turned toward her with that unguarded smile, Rin found herself watching him a little too closely. Then his thought slipped along the dyad, carrying with it a certainty that warmed her far more effectively than anything Chek had poured into their glasses.

I have a feeling that, with you in my life, it will always be better.

For a moment, Rin forgot about the water entirely. It was an enormous thing to say to someone he had only encountered twice, even if those two encounters had somehow managed to contain enough danger, strange discoveries, shared memories, and unexpected intimacy to feel considerably longer. Rin knew better than most that time alone did not determine how deeply someone could affect a life. She had traveled alongside people for months without ever truly knowing them and met others who left permanent marks within days. Muad was rapidly becoming the latter, and the dyad made pretending otherwise particularly difficult. What confused her was how little she wanted to resist it. With you in my life should have frightened her more than it did. Instead, the words settled somewhere warm inside her and left Rin wondering when exactly the idea of Muad remaining there had begun to feel so natural.

His wink rescued her from having to find an answer immediately. A smile tugged at Rin's mouth, and she watched him finally take a drink of the water she had brought him. His comparison of himself to a cup earned a slight lift of one brow at first, but the humor faded as she realized he was not building toward another ridiculous observation. Muad spoke instead about Veradune, Marta and Chek, the people who had accepted him because Rin had brought him among them. She had not thought of it quite that way. Bringing him home had simply felt right at the time, a decision made because leaving him under the willow had somehow felt less natural. Hearing what that acceptance meant to him made her look toward Marta and Chek briefly before returning to Muad, something unexpectedly tender tightening behind her ribs.

Then he lifted her hand, and whatever answer Rin might have been forming scattered entirely.

The soft press of his lips against her fingers sent warmth immediately upward, and Rin was suddenly grateful her ears were partly hidden beneath her hair. Attraction to Muad was hardly a new discovery. She had been aware of that inconvenient problem for some time now. This was different. There was nothing provocative about the gesture, none of the deliberate innuendo he enjoyed using to see how quickly he could put color into her ears. It was simply tender, and somehow that left Rin considerably less prepared for it. His spoken gratitude would already have been enough. What followed privately through the dyad reached somewhere even more vulnerable.

And your heart.

Rin's breath caught softly. Her gaze remained on Muad as he held her hand near his lips, and something in the moment seemed to narrow the kitchen around them. She wasn't entirely certain what she was supposed to do with the realization that he seemed to understand something she was still trying to sort through herself. He had found a place in her life with bewildering speed. Apparently he had found one in her heart as well, or enough of one that the thought did not feel wrong when it touched her. None of this felt wrong. If anything, the warmth passing between them felt far too natural for something that should have been far more complicated.

Perhaps that was why Rin moved before she really thought about what she was doing.

It was barely anything at first, only the slightest inclination toward him as her eyes drifted from his to his mouth. Her fingers remained in his, and the distance between them shortened by a fraction as she leaned closer. There was no deliberate decision behind it, no carefully considered answer to everything he had just shared. For once, Rin wasn't thinking about the dyad, how little time they had known each other, or what any of this was supposed to mean. Muad had kissed her fingers with unexpected tenderness, told her what finding her had come to mean, and some quieter instinct simply answered by drawing her toward him.

A pointed clearing of a throat came from elsewhere in the kitchen. Rin stopped. Her eyes closed for the briefest moment as realization caught up with her, followed almost immediately by enough heat to turn the tips of her ears a thoroughly incriminating shade. She eased back the small distance she had crossed and glanced toward Chek, though the look she gave him possessed considerably less severity than she probably intended. Of course he had noticed. Chek seemed to possess an almost supernatural ability to notice precisely the things Rin would prefer he did not.

She looked back toward Muad, and somehow that was worse. The almost-kiss remained suspended between them, impossible to pretend had not nearly happened when the dyad had almost certainly carried some portion of the warmth and startled desire that accompanied it. Rin did not reclaim her hand, though. Her thumb moved once beneath his instead as she tried to gather enough composure to answer him without wondering what might have happened if Chek had waited another few seconds.

"You found me too." Her golden gaze held his despite the warmth still coloring her face. "I wasn't exactly expecting to look across a fire and find you there either." A quiet laugh slipped free, carrying some of her lingering embarrassment with it. "I'm still trying to understand how someone I've met twice can already feel this familiar." Her fingers curled a little more securely around his. "But I'm glad you do."

There was more beneath those words than Rin knew how to explain yet, and after what had nearly happened, pretending otherwise seemed particularly pointless. Muad knew she wanted him here. She had brought him home willingly, introduced him to people she loved, and continued choosing his company when she could have allowed their first parting to remain exactly that. Now she was sitting beside him with their fingers intertwined after very nearly closing the distance between them without consciously deciding to do it. Considering how little time they had actually spent together, Rin wasn't sure whether any of this made sense. She was beginning to suspect she didn't particularly care.

His excitement about showing her Siskeen, Olanet, and Kaer brought her smile back easily, though the last addition stopped her. "Candy Mountain Station?" Rin repeated, staring at him for a beat before amusement won. "I'm almost afraid to ask whether there's actually a mountain involved." With Muad, she had already learned that asking why something possessed a particular name did not guarantee an explanation that made it any more sensible.

His fingers interwove more completely with hers, and Rin looked down at their joined hands before returning her attention to him. There was something wonderfully strange about listening to Muad list the places he wanted to share with her when he had only just begun seeing the places that had shaped her. She wanted to see his worlds. The realization came easily enough that she did not question it. She wanted to see where he lived, what he considered beautiful, which places carried memories he might someday choose to tell her about, and apparently whatever in the galaxy had convinced him that Candy Mountain Station was an acceptable name.

For now, though, they were still on Veradune, and Marta and Chek had already supplied them with two considerably closer possibilities. Rin remembered the forest and the lighthouse they had mentioned earlier, and the thought of either suddenly seemed even more appealing now that Muad was talking so readily about all the places he hoped to show her someday. Her fingers tightened warmly around his as a smile returned to her lips. "You can decide what comes next." She tipped her head slightly, giving him the choice Marta and Chek had left them. "Do you want to visit the forest first, or camp out on top of the lighthouse?"

Rin found herself genuinely hoping he would choose one rather than suggesting they leave the decision for another day. Either meant another stretch of time together after they eventually left Marta and Chek's kitchen, and apparently she had already reached the point where the prospect of extending this visit made her happier than it probably should have. After nearly kissing him in front of the two people who knew her well enough to recognize exactly what she had been about to do, there was little point pretending that confusion was keeping her from wanting more time with him.

Only their second meeting, and Rin was already looking forward to whatever Muad chose for the next part of it.

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