Star Wars Roleplay: Chaos

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Private On My Side

Steam parted above an isolated Maena spring as a serrated shard of obsidian skipped across its aqueous surface. Stygian speck disappeared into the steamy haze that collapsed upon itself. It could have been the farthest one Zaavik had thrown all day, or perhaps not. Listlessly, he snapped another fragment off the larger mineral and hurled it across the geothermal mere, entirely unmoved by the prospect of besting his distance. Not like he'd be able to tell anyway. The steam was thicker than Denon smog after a few meters.

Maena's signature gray overcast left Zaavik as spiritless and lackadaisical as an uneventful evening promised to make most. Wistfully, he sighed, threw another sliver of obsidian skipping across the spring. In that final hurl, the activity lost all contents of stimulations. Zaavik had become jaded to even the simplest recreation in what had to be record time. Rigidity absconded from his back muscles, left him to fall supine onto the rock, legs still dangling from the cliff that kept his feet just above the spring water.

Featureless gray clouds gave his regard a cold welcome. His stare could have punctured a hole through to the stars. Zaavik laid in blasé silence for what what might have been hours, though was more likely minutes. Unrestricted, his mind wandered across any and every grievance, to-do, and frustration. As if lying on the rock didn't make it hard enough to relax. Deep inhaled followed an exhale pointed to blow a stray hair out of his newly fitted artifical eye.

"You ever wonder where this is all going?" he finally asked, internal contemplations getting the better of him. His head rolled against the stone, craned inversely to where Aradia was sitting. His face sagged with premature lethargy, creating a false pretense for a nap. "It's always gonna be more of the same, isn't it? Win or lose this chit always seems like it goes back to square one." A crisis of faith for the second side now. Illusions consistently had the endurance of glass.

"How am I supposed to commit when all roads go nowhere? You ever feel, I dunno, like you're in a loop?"
 
Aradia looked up from the runes she had been scribbling on practice paper. Her brows pulled in as she took in his agitated state, something that was becoming increasingly more common as the weeks went on.

She swallowed back a twinge and tucked her pad away.

"I did once, yeah," she admitted, her voice soft. Kaalia had looked at her with the same restrained concern back then. The woman's lessons had always felt so abstract and frustrating. Now they just made sense, which was a whole 'nother type of aggravation. Mothers.

"But then we left and I don't know... the reason changed." And she found a reason to care-- to need the power. It had become her own choice and once she had entered that place, her own fevered aggravation had abated as well.

Maybe he needed that.

"What's your reason?"
 
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Tight with contemplation, Zaavik's expression twisted. A thin stream of magma oozed placidly some ways behind Aradia. He looked past her, watched it, tried to form a reply from consideration. A steamfly landed on his forehead, strutted like a conqueror. Its course had impunity until it reached his eyebrow, where it was swatted away. It stole for itself an unbeknownst victory in slaying Zaavik's train of thought.

Zeltron curses reverberated, his signature tell of frustration. Having fought on both sides, willingly or otherwise, gave him a conflicted perspective. It made it hard to get his reasons straight. "
I don't know," he confessed. A huff sent his head rolling back to rest, eyes returned to the clouds. A cavalcade of scrambled reasons and maybes could have choked him on their way to the spoken word. Instead, he was silent. They didn't deserve his breath without certainty.

When the silence broke, it was dismissal rather than revelation. "I guess it doesn't matter, anyway. No why will change what's left to do, right?" Zaavik shook his head, either betraying his dismissal or affirming it. Right? "Forget it. I'm not trying to be profound I- I dunno, I guess I'm just bored." He'd run out of flat objects to skip.
 
"Zaavik..." Aradia edged, her voice gaining a tone. She scooted a hair's breath closer, red roots peaking out of the black cascade around her head.

"You need to know. You need to have a purpose. You can't come at this willy nilly, you're going to--" The words caught in her throat, the image of his crazed face pressing through her ship door chilling her to the bone.

She reached out and tried to take his hand. She could feel his anger coil off him and she knew it was more than just the pheromones this time. His presence was growing heavier in the force.

"Focus on me," she urged, her voice soft but demanding. She took his hand and guided it up, placing it over the rhythmic thump of her heart.

"Come on, humor me," she interjected. "Close your eyes."
 

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