Laura
Does the Walker Choose the Path, or the Path the W

Kashyyyk, Silver Rest, 858 ABY.
The Reading Room.

Glittering off slowly drifting motes of dust, dappled sunlight pooled around her as she sat cross-legged in her chair, a thick tome closed and forgotten on her lap. Laura breathed in deep, willing herself to relax, forcing the tension from her shoulders, trying to just let herself sit amongst the quiet hum of the library, to enjoy the sun even if she could no longer appreciate its warmth.
It was no use, Laura was ill-at-ease. She fidgeted and glowered at the floor, unable to free her mind from the intrusive thoughts that plagued her. Finally, after a time, she jumped to her feet, sighing in frustration and returning the book to its shelf. She approached the tall windows, looking past the serene gardens, and the distant towering trees, past the setting sun and the delicate hues of the red-orange sky.
She saw herself as she had been yesterday, sitting uncomfortably in the infirmary after days of testing, gazing unflinching into the eyes of the Jedi healer as her gut twisted in worry. It had started a few months back; First she'd felt tingling in her hands and feet when she woke, then her limbs would be numb for hours, until a few days ago she had awoken from a fitful sleep to find she could feel no sensation.
Now, she stood by the windows, her fingers wrapped around a talisman hanging from her neck. The stone allowed her to feel again, though dully. It was supposed to be temporary while the doctors worked on an actual solution. In the back of her mind Laura knew that they wouldn't find anything, but she was thankful for the talisman, without it she was in darkness.
Laura knew what was happening to her and what would become of her, and she knew that once again, luck, or some other force, had turned against her.
After all, she was on borrowed time. By all accounts her run-in with the Lullaby Plague should have killed her, but she had been revived. Now, her body was slowly shutting down, and the universe would reclaim its prize.
Not for the first time, Laura wondered if it was fair that any of this was happening to her. It certainly didn't feel particularly fair. But, she reasoned, it was no less fair than it would be for anyone else, as if that were any comfort.
Morosely, Laura continued to play with the talisman. She didn't have anything to do, that was the worst part. She knew nobody, found no pleasure in food, she couldn't even relax anymore. Besides, she'd never belonged her, to have enjoyed a walk or shared in conversation with the actual Jedi here would have felt like an imposition. So she was left with standing where she was, watching the sun set outside and waiting for the light to fade from her eyes.
Fantastic.