Jorvan Hatha
Member
[member="Lady Kay"]
Kay had a way of defying expectations. This wasn’t the question she was supposed to open up for.
He knew she had probably given this answer a thousand times before, but to Jorvan this was a small step in the right direction. He didn’t make it obvious, but of course he paid attention to her body language. Her facial expressions, the way she shifted the weight on her feet, the placement of her hands, all were visual clues to help him piece together a puzzle.
The pause in her words didn’t go unnoticed. It was another piece.
“It was....Well, we made a fantastic team."
Yet, another piece.
Those were the only words Jorvan needed to hear to understand what was going on between them. She wasn’t on guard because of anything he said, or the fact that he was a crime lord. No, the reason for her defenses was quite simple. She wasn’t over her husband. He could feel it in her pause. And he could sense it was a lingering problem when she mentioned that she had lost her way for a time after his passing. She was one of those wounded people who were afraid to get close to people, he thought. His younger self. The type of person he was before Julia and Thorin took him in on Deneb and showed him what a real family looked like. There was a time when he too was afraid to let down his defenses, but Julia had broken down those barriers with a cunning smile and a cheeky personality. She didn’t care that he didn’t want her around, she involved herself in his life anyway.
He looked at Kay and thought that maybe she hadn’t found that type of person yet to push aside her stubbornness. He certainly didn’t care to be that person for her, but if that was what it took to get what he wanted from her, he would certainly put on a mask and play the role.
Whatever it took.
That was his motto for everything.
"What about you, Jorvan? What got you onto your career path?"
For some reason, when she asked this question he was still caught up in his thoughts of Julia. He wasn’t sure why he was in the mood to be honest, but since she had opened up a bit, maybe he could do the same?
He ran his thumb over the spot where his wedding ring would have been and said, “To be honest, I’m not so much of a good person like you. I’m more selfish. I like to be rewarded for my hard work.” He looked away from her and stared out a window with a small chuckle. “Everything I’ve done has always been to impress my late wife, I think. The companies I started. The charity work. I’ve always tried to be the person she thought I should be. Honest. Kind. Benevolent. Things I couldn’t normally be without a motive, but for her I tried.” He chuckled. “Oh, I tried.” He ran his hand through his hair and shook his head. “I’m not even sure what dreams are mine anymore at this point. Most of the things I’m working towards were things she wanted me to do.” He wasn’t talking about his criminal activities, but the other things. Like expanding Hatha Industries and the great work that lie in Serenno. His eyes came back to her. “I’m sorry to hear about your husband though.” Jorvan tapped his heart. “There’s a void there that can never be replaced, right?” He offered her a sympathetic expression. “Sorry, I made you bring it up.”
It was an apology he owed himself too, because he didn’t want to conjure up Julia’s memory when he didn’t have to.
He looked towards a small commotion that appeared to be going on in front of the entrance. He smiled at Kay and said, “How about we get some fresh air? Maybe take a look?”
Kay had a way of defying expectations. This wasn’t the question she was supposed to open up for.
He knew she had probably given this answer a thousand times before, but to Jorvan this was a small step in the right direction. He didn’t make it obvious, but of course he paid attention to her body language. Her facial expressions, the way she shifted the weight on her feet, the placement of her hands, all were visual clues to help him piece together a puzzle.
The pause in her words didn’t go unnoticed. It was another piece.
“It was....Well, we made a fantastic team."
Yet, another piece.
Those were the only words Jorvan needed to hear to understand what was going on between them. She wasn’t on guard because of anything he said, or the fact that he was a crime lord. No, the reason for her defenses was quite simple. She wasn’t over her husband. He could feel it in her pause. And he could sense it was a lingering problem when she mentioned that she had lost her way for a time after his passing. She was one of those wounded people who were afraid to get close to people, he thought. His younger self. The type of person he was before Julia and Thorin took him in on Deneb and showed him what a real family looked like. There was a time when he too was afraid to let down his defenses, but Julia had broken down those barriers with a cunning smile and a cheeky personality. She didn’t care that he didn’t want her around, she involved herself in his life anyway.
He looked at Kay and thought that maybe she hadn’t found that type of person yet to push aside her stubbornness. He certainly didn’t care to be that person for her, but if that was what it took to get what he wanted from her, he would certainly put on a mask and play the role.
Whatever it took.
That was his motto for everything.
"What about you, Jorvan? What got you onto your career path?"
For some reason, when she asked this question he was still caught up in his thoughts of Julia. He wasn’t sure why he was in the mood to be honest, but since she had opened up a bit, maybe he could do the same?
He ran his thumb over the spot where his wedding ring would have been and said, “To be honest, I’m not so much of a good person like you. I’m more selfish. I like to be rewarded for my hard work.” He looked away from her and stared out a window with a small chuckle. “Everything I’ve done has always been to impress my late wife, I think. The companies I started. The charity work. I’ve always tried to be the person she thought I should be. Honest. Kind. Benevolent. Things I couldn’t normally be without a motive, but for her I tried.” He chuckled. “Oh, I tried.” He ran his hand through his hair and shook his head. “I’m not even sure what dreams are mine anymore at this point. Most of the things I’m working towards were things she wanted me to do.” He wasn’t talking about his criminal activities, but the other things. Like expanding Hatha Industries and the great work that lie in Serenno. His eyes came back to her. “I’m sorry to hear about your husband though.” Jorvan tapped his heart. “There’s a void there that can never be replaced, right?” He offered her a sympathetic expression. “Sorry, I made you bring it up.”
It was an apology he owed himself too, because he didn’t want to conjure up Julia’s memory when he didn’t have to.
He looked towards a small commotion that appeared to be going on in front of the entrance. He smiled at Kay and said, “How about we get some fresh air? Maybe take a look?”