Flyboy


Slow.
Very slow.
That's how he'd describe his R&R. After the outburst at the Senate- a mysterious grant of leave, that he did not ask for, paid for by someone who wasn't him, was put on for Wedge. He was sent away, far away. And he didn't fight it, no- it was a vacation, all paid for, to Naboo for a few weeks. He spent the first week walking around the grounds, going up to the hill- his accommodations at the bottom of it. It made for something to do, something to occupy the time.
Gave him time to think.
Should he have said all that at the Senate?
Probably not.
But his mind was weary, and he was weary of war. He'd been at war for half of his life, and the entirety of his military career. The Senators just propped him up as a piece, said that he was a hero, then sent him to the next war instead of figuring out a way to avoid the next one. For all the talk of peace and love, he felt victim to the Jedi's wars, their powers, and their constant fighting-
He just felt so small. So powerless against it all. He was on the balcony again, sitting down over the edge, his knees pulled up to his chest, his arms wrapped around his knees, pulling them close to his chest. He leaned his head over his thighs, watching the waterfalls in the distance, cascading against ancient rocks, indifferent to the problems of the galaxy. He took a deep breath, and a deep swig of the expensive liquor that the house came with.
Whoever sent him here for the past week stocked the bar well. And he avoided it for the first few days, but the loneliness and boredom got to him, and he got into the good stuff. Not in a stupor, just enough to relax and take the edge off. Made watching the waterfalls and the nighttime a bit better. The R&R was working, to a degree. It made some things better, but it made some things worse. Loneliness, chief among them.
Wedge had never realized how alone he felt. He took a deep breath, and let his feet dangle off of the edge of the balcony, towards the cliffside. The well-manicured lawns and impressive architecture would again be his company for the night. He had two more weeks of this-
And then after that, he had no idea. Training, deployment. Another war, another fight. With not a lot to show for it. He tapped the bottle on his leg, humming a tune he heard as a child. It helped him soothe himself, or overcome the difficulties of life from time to time. Helped- but not much, as the years waned on. Eventually, he'd have to find a different tune to hum. Hopefully he found it soon.
Two more weeks of this?
He started to understand why some people went crazy in nice places.
He laid back on the balcony, his feet hanging off the edge- closing his eyes. Not to sleep, just to try and relax.
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