Evenings at the Temple were often the hardest for Balun. Though the halls were serene and the architecture beautiful, his thoughts seldom stayed grounded in the present. He had spent the past week quietly searching for a property near Theed, but the endeavour had proven frustrating. Nothing quite suited both his standards and the needs of his son. Theed was, without question, a gem of Naboo—elegant, refined, and governed by democratic ideals that upheld peace and prosperity. But that beauty came with a cost. Property values were steep, and Balun, ever deliberate, refused to compromise on a home that wouldn't offer the security and stability Kellan deserved.
Now, hours into the night, he lay sprawled across his bed, eyes tracing the ceiling as though searching for answers in the lines of plaster above him. His thoughts drifted to Joiol—his real home—and to the family waiting there. Kellan was currently staying at the estate with his brother Makai and sister-in-law Myra, playing day in and day out with their daughter, Pheobie. The two children were of a similar age and grew up more like siblings than cousins. Though grateful for their care, Balun missed the sound of his son's laughter echoing through the stone corridors of the
renovated cottage he had made his own at the rear of the Dashiell estate, nestled in the quiet sanctuary of Tirtha Cove.
Sitting up at last, he ran a hand down his face and exhaled heavily. Too many thoughts for rest, too many roles to juggle. Jedi. Father. He needed clarity, and only one person came to mind.
Ala Quin
. The journey they'd taken together in the bongo had forced a closeness, a shared space that left little room for pretence. In some ways, it had made these conversations easier, and now, despite the late hour, Balun felt compelled to speak with her.
He pulled himself from bed, changed into a fresh set of clothes, and belted his lightsaber and blaster to either hip—precautionary, more than anything else. Even on Naboo, comfort could never lead to complacency. If nothing else, the weapons might see use in a late-night training session to clear his head before sleep.
The senior quarters in the Shirayan Temple were more private than the student dormitories. Unlike the younger initiates, who were assigned shared rooms to foster camaraderie, the upper ranks were afforded solitude. It reminded Balun somewhat of his younger years on Coruscant, back when the Jedi lived and trained together—but here, the Temple's occupants didn't quite claim to be an Order. Not officially.
As he approached Ala's door, he noticed it hadn't been fully closed. The entrance stood slightly ajar, a sliver of warm light spilling into the corridor. He paused, glancing around as though expecting someone to return and shut it. No one came.
"Ala?" he called softly, lingering just outside. He didn't want to intrude, even now.
"Your door's open. Are you in? I… I need to talk to you. About my training—sorry to call this late," he added with a quiet urgency, hoping she'd understand that this wasn't just about lightsaber forms or meditation techniques.
This was about balance—between the life he was meant to lead and the one he was already living.