Haunted
Aboard the Prosperity, one night ago
The flashes of blue filled Leon’s vision as he tried again and again to pierce the training droid’s defenses. It was set to the highest level--the kind some masters struggled with. Each strike of his flurry of blows was blocked, then he was smacked again with the droid’s lightfoil. Leon stepped back several moments, then launched again, willing the force to make him faster. Almost no one was awake, though the main halls of the temple were always lit. Another rush of blows, another failure.
Leon had been having nightmares almost every night lately. At first, he’d made another painting after the nightmare, then he’d decided to try and train. His failure on Korriban was the biggest motivator. Not only had he failed to protect the masters he had been tasked with escorting, he’d failed to even land a blow on the Sith. He was still alive only because the Sith had chosen not to kill him. But it wasn’t Korriban that woke him in a cold sweat…
“Gah!”
Leon stumbled back, rubbing his newly hurt wrist. Even though he’d been fighting the droid every night, he didn’t feel like he’d improved at all. When innocents depend on him to protect them, how could he trust himself to do so? With a sigh, the Padawan shut off the training droid, and turned to leave. It was going to be a long day…
Now
Shouts filled the air. Screams and guttural cries joined them. He was there again, in that damaged apartment, trying to evacuate. He was cutting through the monsters that consumed Brentaal, with a family behind him. No matter how many fell, more were there, they seemed to just go through him, towards the family. Then he was somewhere else. He was flying away, seeing a Jedi dueling the titan who’d brought this devastation. All alone, surrounded by terrors. Another shift, and Leon was fighting that titan, surrounded by the swirling ghosts and the screams of the dead. A successful blow to the titan's mask, and behind it, his own face, eyes gold.
Drenched in sweat and gasping for breath, Leon sat awake. He looked around, trying to steady himself, then rolled out of bed. He shuffled past the dozens or paintings that littered his room, each of them depicting scenes he'd dreamt. Hurriedly throwing on a shirt, the Padawan stumbled out of his dorm. Most everyone was asleep, but he knew there would be no more for him.
In a daze, he began to wander. He didn't know where, only that he couldn't try going back to sleep.
Auteme
The flashes of blue filled Leon’s vision as he tried again and again to pierce the training droid’s defenses. It was set to the highest level--the kind some masters struggled with. Each strike of his flurry of blows was blocked, then he was smacked again with the droid’s lightfoil. Leon stepped back several moments, then launched again, willing the force to make him faster. Almost no one was awake, though the main halls of the temple were always lit. Another rush of blows, another failure.
Leon had been having nightmares almost every night lately. At first, he’d made another painting after the nightmare, then he’d decided to try and train. His failure on Korriban was the biggest motivator. Not only had he failed to protect the masters he had been tasked with escorting, he’d failed to even land a blow on the Sith. He was still alive only because the Sith had chosen not to kill him. But it wasn’t Korriban that woke him in a cold sweat…
“Gah!”
Leon stumbled back, rubbing his newly hurt wrist. Even though he’d been fighting the droid every night, he didn’t feel like he’d improved at all. When innocents depend on him to protect them, how could he trust himself to do so? With a sigh, the Padawan shut off the training droid, and turned to leave. It was going to be a long day…

Now
Shouts filled the air. Screams and guttural cries joined them. He was there again, in that damaged apartment, trying to evacuate. He was cutting through the monsters that consumed Brentaal, with a family behind him. No matter how many fell, more were there, they seemed to just go through him, towards the family. Then he was somewhere else. He was flying away, seeing a Jedi dueling the titan who’d brought this devastation. All alone, surrounded by terrors. Another shift, and Leon was fighting that titan, surrounded by the swirling ghosts and the screams of the dead. A successful blow to the titan's mask, and behind it, his own face, eyes gold.
Drenched in sweat and gasping for breath, Leon sat awake. He looked around, trying to steady himself, then rolled out of bed. He shuffled past the dozens or paintings that littered his room, each of them depicting scenes he'd dreamt. Hurriedly throwing on a shirt, the Padawan stumbled out of his dorm. Most everyone was asleep, but he knew there would be no more for him.
In a daze, he began to wander. He didn't know where, only that he couldn't try going back to sleep.
