B A R G H E S T
CORUSCANT SLUM, CORUSCANT, CORUSCA SECTOR, CORE WORLDS
The acidic smell of rain pouring doen the lower levels of Coruscant never changes. The way the water splashes on the canopy, how the neon lights reflect on the puddles, the ashy stench from the cheap noodle bars, the deadbeat drunks grazing the dirty alleyways, spending the rest of their credits on temporary release and instant gratification, while their family is facing a slow death of hunger and sorrow, it all effortlessly takes me back to the days of old.
The day where we barely scraped for a once a day meal, where the neighbours next door beat their children senseless, where I had to rove through several levels of the city, stealing from nearby grocery stores which shopkeepers' got punished for every lost goods. Surviving means the death of ten others, back then, and my mom, she's the strongest of them all. She taught me how to navigate this repugnant, cruel world, how our very livelihood relies on how many of our neighbours we finessed. All that for a box of condensed carbohydrates each and every day. The tiny path and its railings near the place we used to get our rations lead me to a small shack, dark and long abandoned.
Mom. She was the strongest of them all, until she wasn't. A year after I managed to escape the heinous life a child domestic terrorist, I managed to re-establish contact with her, now as a Jedi Padawan. It wasn't easy, she felt betrayed by my disappearance. Yet I can see the pride deep in her solemn, blue eyes. As her body weakens, voice turning creaky, the warmth inside has never changed. Until one day, close to my knighting, the force called upon me, way down. That day I was forced to put down my mom's physical form, as I faced her soulless body act as a vessel of a malignant spirit. That day I was reborn a Jedi Knight, an empty vessel of Ashla's will.
The abandoned shack is the silent witness of the somber scene, of a metamorphosis of once a young and passionate kid, fresh off a terrible childhood. The scratches and banged up walls, the shattered furniture, the eerily cold breeze, the breeze that follows me wherever a spirit is. Today is the fifth anniversary of the tragedy. Nothing has changed since that day. Not me, not the shack, not Coruscant. The energy is still the very same one I left that day. The floor I'm sitting on is still the same. The meditation routines remain the same for the past four years I've visited annually. Same thoughts, same emptiness. Nothing, no one had ever bothered me from the annual ritual I partake in. Not until today, when a squeaky noise pulled me back from the deep trance of my meditation.
