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Private Lonely Are The Brave


"Hhnngg." Tansu groaned out. Having time was both a blessing and a curse.
A blessing because it helped her know what to say. A curse because it meant Talsin was worse off than he was making himself appear, and further, it could mean additional time for Talin to slip deeper into the psychosis Tansu had already felt.

So maybe it was just a curse.

"Please let Arkanians muck around with your DNA one day, cowboy. Your bacta allergy is the worst for your line of work. How much easier would it be to strap you into one of those diapers and plunk you in a tube for a few hours." She pressed her nose into his, wrinkling it, and shaking her head.

"I'm glad to hear the full recovery bit though. More than glad. It's all I wanted. How are you feelin' now? Tired? You wanna rest?"

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"Yeah, I should. I asked the docs for a few stimulants so we could have this discussion..." He yawned softly, head slowly going back to rest on the cushion. "But I think... it's starting to wear off now. Gimme a kiss and I am gonna try and get some sleep."

Then a pause.

"Actually send in the doc when you leave? Got a few things I still need to discuss with him." No matter how much she pushed and prodded Talsin wasn't going to budge on what he was going to discuss. However after about half an hour someone would come to her. They'd be very apologetic, saying how they didn't know that Tansu was Talsin's romantical partner and that they have upgraded her security status accordingly. She'd receive a badge, giving her passage way through most of the station.

Her cabin situation also was upgraded, in fact, she was given access to Talsin's private quarters if she was feeling like doing some private snooping while her man was off sorts.

The next few days were touch and go. Some were a bit easier, him feeling better, then there were moments where he felt worse. It was natural, the doctors would say, they couldn't treat him with bacta. It meant that his body needed to heal on its own with whatever support they could muster. It was strange but even if Auteme would have tried to heal him more, his body seemed to reject the effort.

After about a week things seemed to improve again.

She was asked to join him on his second physical therapy session.

"Hey Tan." He'd greet her, currently in a chair, but watching the parallel bar set-up. "Doc thought it would be best if you helped me trying to get back to... you know, walking."

There hadn't been any permanent neurological damage, but he had been given a hard shake and tumble. They noticed that walking didn't come easy to him now, he felt light in his head, his feet didn't seem to want to obey immediately.

"Hope you don't mind?"
 

"You've really got somethin' irreparable goin' on with that head o' yours if you think I'd mind." Tansu scolded, bracing both the arm rests of his chair and leaning into a kiss.

His recovery had taken longer than she'd hoped, and the routines they had him doing made her all too aware of how delicate and precious life was. She'd known it before, but seeing a healing process first hand, waiting for updates, holding his hand through the low times, calcified the truth of ephemerality.

She had never needed patience like this.

"Let's getcha outta this chair." The space between his seat and the bars was minimal. Enough room to stand and take a step or two but no more. Her hands fell over his, before she paused.

"Or do you wanna take the lead and I stick with spottin' ya? How involved do you want me to be?

Because no matter what, I’m gonna be here every step of the way.”
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A kiss came in return and he smiled against her lips. "Well, yes, but I don't want to assume and make you think I take you for granted." Said there softly as he glanced towards the apparatus again.

"No, I think for the first time, help me up. I don't want to land on my face and do even more damage to it." He teased there. "It is my money maker, you know."

His hand curled into her offering and slowly started to climb up to his feet. The standing part wasn't a big issue, but she'd feel the way he swayed on his feet, leaning against her heavily. The first step towards the rig was fraught. The second one too. He needed to lean on her rather heavily, Tansu would realize he couldn't have done it without her.

"Maybe I should have gotten punched in the face when I was a kid. Grow a thicker head, what do you think?" A smile there as they finally reached the bars, hands switching to lean there instead.

"It's just a set of bars..." Talsin muttered, licking his lips, feeling more like having to walk a cord across a canyon.

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Why would the doctor think that she was capable of helping here, rather than a licensed practitioner? Tansu hadn't been able to come up with a reason until Talsin expressed not taking her for granted.

She smirked roguishly, and as she helped him up and her lips brushed close to his ear: "Cowboy, you can take me any way you like."

Tansu pulled away then, expression bright with mischief and giving him space to step between them as he rose. He couldn't do it though, not readily, and she found herself tightly pressed against him to support.

"You might be overthinking it." Tansu offered, feeling his hesitation stretch beyond his muscles. "They're the same kinda bars you've done handsprings from."

Gingerly, she maneuvered to be in front of him again, take her place between the bars and keep him within arm's reach should he falter.

Maybe the doctor'd thought this a good idea because she was so unlike a traditional practitioner, and she was probably the only one on this gargantuan station that had witnessed Talsin at his peak. Even against Zantra, mentally impaired, he'd been all grace and fluidity. But his brain and feet weren't talking to one another, apparently. Maybe all caught up in doubt's interference.

"I know y'aint a gamblin' man, but how's about a deal." She moved her hands away from him, forcing the issue to get his palms to the bars.

Part of the upgrades that came with her private suite was access to Lota-approved garments. A far cry from her usual short skirts and tall boots, but she was making it work, styling them in ways that would probably make the noblewomen gasp if any where onboard. Her fingers moved to her blouse, demonstrating her offer: "Each step taken is a button undone."
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Cowboy, you can take me any way you like."

If he was drinking something, he'd certainly choke in his glass right about now. Instead he almost tripped over his feet and his whole face and neck burned up like a christmas lamp.

"I- um." Talsin swallowed, but his mouth was suddenly so dry. "-well, what I was going to say is..."

Eyes a bit wide and he glanced over to her. "Gosh, you know exactly what to say to just completely wipe my brain, huh?" And he quickly leaned in and stole a kiss that was this side of passionate. She certainly had inspired him. After a moment Tal detached however, because it was important to practice this and to heal.

Especially now that he was reminded of how important full-motion was for their... extracurricular activities.

"Each step taken is a button undone."

It was a good thing he was holding himself on the bars, because that made him actually gasp. "Tansu!" Entirely flustered and flushed there, but he did not protest, which was notable. Instead he licked his lips and quickly gave an inspired once-over.

"I... well, I need to be properly motivated, to make sure my healing goes as efficiently as possible." Then a little smirk, a smirk she hadn't truly seen in a long time now.

"Be my bacta, Tan?"
 


Delighted, she laughed. The unrestrained, head tossed-back kind. She loved him like this. The flush on his cheeks, the smirk on his lips, and the heavy, glossy look in his eyes, he was gorgeous.

"Bacta without the diaper feels like cheating." She smiled, and took her first leading step backward, teasing the first button loose. Pointedly, she looked at his feet, hands hovering over the second.

"But you got it. You got me."

She poked her toe forward to tap his as another note of encouragement.
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He laughed there right along with her.

"But you got it. You got me."

But that's where the joy truly started, eyes shining, nodding there as he made another careful step. "Maybe we will need to do this sort of physical therapy more often..." Talsin said, biting his lip as he glanced up at her and then back down to his feet. It was more challenging than he wanted it to be, but his doctors said he just needed to be patient.

Hands squeezed around the bars and he forced himself into another step.
 

A few days later

Not only were they playing doctor on this giant space station, now they were playing house.

Talsin had been discharged from his hospital room and back in his own bed for a few nights now — and there was no way Tansu slept anywhere else. Not when the sharp pang of the memory with him at the wrong end of a blaster was still so vivid.

They'd woken up together before, of course, but it was always in a different place. A hotel room. An enclave bed too small. Somewhere that was only a pocket for them, and once they left the room, their relationship became something secret again. But here, it was luxe, cozy, and consistent.

So consistent that the automated caf machine somehow knew when they transitioned from slumber to wakefulness, and prepared each of their cups just how they liked it. Two sugars and blue milk for her. It knew that!

"Mornin' cowboy." Tansu greeted, shimmying beneath the overly plush comforter to adjust and run her fingers through his hair.

"Guess what the doctor ordered for today."
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He loved waking up to her voice, her soft touch.

The idea that he had been going without it for such a long time was heretical to him now. He knew, subconsciously, that this couldn't be all the time. There would be moments where they had to be apart. She had her own business, he had his, Talsin couldn't ask of her to never leave his side. She was someone who deserved to run free.

But here and now Talsin could enjoy it. Eyes fluttering open, sleepily still.

"Can a Duke be a cowboy?" He muttered, yawning softly, nuzzling into her hair. "I haven't even ridden a horse in a long time, you know." But Tal was clearly teasing her.

"How did you sleep, sunshine?"

He leaned into her touch and shrugged, but his smirk was already palpable.

"I have the feeling you are about to tell me... what did he order?"
 

"Cowboy is a state of mind. A way of being." Tansu sniffed, giving the lobe of his ear a yank of correction. "It is the highest of compliments, the greatest of esteems. You'll never have a title greater, I promise ya." Toothsomely she grinned at him.

"Best sleep of my life to date. Your nose's healed up enough to stop snorin' so loud." She promised, and propped herself up on one elbow, eyes bright.

"You're gonna love it. The doc's ordered you up on your feet and thrown over my shoulder today." In case the morning brain fog remained thick, she explained: "Says you're good for a sparring sesh. Test your reflexes outside the machines."

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"Mm, I bet the mattress is also quite comfortable I imagine..." Tone still sleepy but taking a bit of a coy tone.

But that doctor's orders did surprise him. He didn't truly feel ready. But Talsin had been walking without help, didn't need to sit down every few moments.

"Well, I know better than to argue with my doctor... Or my girlfriend." Teasing her a little bit then groaning softly, rubbing at his eyes.

"You will go easy on me, I hope? You have been training like something obsessive."

But tone entirely appreciative and even proud.
 

"It iss," she agreed, and fought the urge to flop back into the cocoon of blankets and warmth. All her life, she and mornings never got along. And their adversarial status only worsened when she had the allure beyond blankets, a whole other body, to keep her stilled and lazy.

But his recovery was more important than her desire to stay cuddled up. And she knew his schedule. A brief sparring session wasn't the only thing on his agenda today, and if she started the domino effect of being late from one appointment to the next, it only meant he wouldn't get to his evening rest on time and it would all be bad.

"In that order?" She asked, and pushed herself up to sit, idly running her fingers along the rise of the blankets where he lay. "Of course Tal," she frowned at him, opened her mouth to say more, and clicked her teeth shut. She'd almost said I'm not Jon. She didn't need to. She didn't need to proclaim she wasn't Talin either.

Agonizingly slow, she pulled herself out of bed, took a few steps, then thought better of it and turned right back around, launching back to the mattress.

Who cared if he was a little later to his appointments? They were all there for him anyway. Being a Duke had to come with some perks!

Later,
The first time she'd seen the sparring area, she'd gasped. Even now, she felt a little awestruck. It was gorgeous. A wide expanse of polished synthwood flooring gleamed under the soft golden wash of recessed lighting, each plank perfectly fitted and shock-absorbing to spare even the most fragile joints. Holo-projectors, discreetly set into the vaulted walls, could conjure entire landscapes in an instant. From desert heat shimmering off phantom dunes, to the shifting weightlessness of simulated zero-G.

Along one side, a mirrored duraglass wall doubled as a tactical display, able to overlay real-time performance metrics in Aurebesh: Heart rate, oxygen intake, microsecond reaction speeds before fading to flawless reflection again. And the air? Crisp and cool with a faint citrus tang from the purifier arrays.

On the far wall, a metallic inlay of House Lota caught the light like liquid silver. State-of-the-art sparring drones were docked in recessed charging bays, their matte-black plating free of a single scuff, while a bank of medical scanners and auto-dispensers stood ready with cooling compresses, dermal sealant, and electrolyte blends. Even the mats were threaded with micro-sensors to record impact force, stance stability, and electromagnetic detection of who stood upon them.

"Alright," her arms stretched above her head, locking a hand over her wrist and tilting to the side with a satisfying pull while she kicked off her shoes and socks next to the mat. "No accessories for now, just you, me, 'n the mats."
And, since this was meant to test his reflexes, Tansu didn't let him go first.

Her feet padded soundlessly across the sensor-woven mat. She closed the distance fast and dipped low as if to feint for his left leg. Then she snapped upward, twisting her hips to drive an open palm toward his shoulder in a clean, jolting strike meant to shove him off balance. She wanted to see if he could read her hips, catch her wrist, or take the hit and roll with it.

Her grin flickered quick and bright as the motion carried through. "C'mon, Your Grace, lesee that you're awake."
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Talsin didn't expect her to strike at him immediately. He switched modes. A blink, breathing in and everything around Tal slowed down.

He took a step back, creating space and noticed the way her hips shifted. It was a feint but Tal leaned in a touch anyway, letting her think she got him.

Then Tal twisted quickly, pivoting and stepping inside of her defenses, letting her palm brush along his body even as he drove his shoulder into her.

Not a hard strike back but using her momentum to carry her away.

"Something like that... Duchess?" Smirking a touch there.
 

He caught her clean and sent her a half-step sideways, rolling with the motion to a twist to keep from stumbling outright. Out slipped a sharp little laugh as she spun back to face him.

Admittedly, the idea of Duchess gave her butterflies. Not because of the title itself, but because it meant he thought of her as someone he could share his world with, invite her up to the pedestal and — dare she be so crass — marry. Every giddy, girlish fibre in her burst into flames and she flushed deeply. It was the mental equivalent of writing Tansu Lota surrounded by hearts in the margin of every page she read.

"I dunno how I feel about you callin' me that," one brow ticked up, "Lirien might get some ideas and put me to work or somethin'."

She didn't give him time to reply. Pushing off her back foot, she closed the space between them in a blur, her left hand shooting for his wrist to pull him off-line while her right arm drove forward in a tight hook toward his ribs. Whether she landed the blow or not, her weight kept barreling through, hips swinging to pivot behind him, ready to catch his arm and twist it in one fluid, stubborn motion.

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"I thought you'd like it..." But then she moved so fast she made him blink. Her hand was already closed and tight around his wrist before Talsin knew what was happening.

He gasped and then her fist hooked hard into his ribs. It made him stumble back a touch, she moved past him, but Talsin wasn't about to have the floor wiped with him in the first few seconds. Tal counter-twisted, following along with her trajectory so that when she ended behind him? Talsin was there with her face-to-face.

Then he suddenly leaned in and kissed her deeply.

"You're so hot when you wipe the floor with me."

Even as he tried to distract her that way... he'd suddenly sweep her literally off her feet with a leg swipe.
 

His kiss hit her harder than his shoulder had. Her breath caught and she inhaled her want in return, the momentum she'd been riding skid sideways into the warmth pressed against her.

For half a heartbeat she forgot they were sparring at all, forgot the mats, the mirrored walls, the light curtis scent, until the sly curl of his words and the tilt of the floor.

Still half-lost in the heat of him, she only managed to recover with a hook of her other leg around his in mid-air, tangling their limbs. A twist of her hips and a pull at his wrist meant to bring him
down with her, but she rolled with the landing to come out kneeling astride him, her hair loose around her face.

"I'd say the doctor was right, your reflexes seem to be in order your Grace." A knee braced against his side to keep him there, cheeks still flushed from the kiss and the new nickname.

She lowered closer, mingling their breaths, and whispered her conspiratorial admission: "I did like it." But it made her blush so furiously she had to deny it at first.

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