It was everything he could have imagined.
Dyrn had lived a hard life. Training, injury, combat and more training. He had been forged into a weapon, one tasked with a singular purpose: to protect the Supreme Leader of the First Order. He had dedicated his life to that purpose, to live for someone more important than himself, with little regard for what he wanted. In doing so, he had become Captain, leader of the Guardsmen, and the appointment was not without peril or danger... but he faced those, gladly, as was his duty. Yet, in a strange manner, it was those trials and tribulations, the many moments of adventure, survival and coaction that had manifested a deep care - later to become love - toward and for Natasi, his charge. Given hindsight, perhaps it was destined to be, or simply that together both Natasi and he had found someone that brought some peace to a chaotic galaxy. Dyrn felt every bit humbled and relieved to have those feelings shared and returned.
Lately he had pondered on that path, how things had led to today, and he found a mixture of pure happiness and mild disbelief. The former came from the opportunity to finally marry Natasi, to be her husband and she his wife; while the latter seemed to associate with the underlying complexity of a Guardsman and Governmental leader falling in love. Not that Dyrn was unsure or hesitant, not even for a second, as he felt Natasi was everything he could have hoped for in a partner - strong-willed, dedicated, honorable and courageous. And it also helped Natasi was beautiful, of course.
"Today is the day."
Dressed in a simple yet elegant morning suit, with a black jacket, gray three-button vest and white shirt combination, complete with black slacks and dress shoes, Dyrn looked every bit suitable for his station as Duke. He spoke to himself in the mirror, as he adjusted the tie for the seventh time, before deciding that enough was enough and turned to the doorway.
"Are you ready, George?" Dyrn called to the adjoining room. He glanced down to his chrono.
"We should leave soon, to avoid being late due to traffic lanes."
George placed his hands on the top of the table as he leaned over the velvet-lined tray. Inside were two pairs of cufflinks. One set, dark cerulean enamel with a gold crest of the Renascent Heirate. Another, older, with an antique patina. A mythical Galidraani creature embossed on the platinum. His father's cufflinks, and Talbot's father's, and George's great-uncle's before that, passed down from Duke of Foxfield to Duke of Foxfield, Vitalis to Vitalis. Why had he brought these? He often wore them for formal occasions, but -- something about them embarrassed him now. Had he indulged an impulsive act of rebellion against Dyrn Grav's usurpation of George's father's role? A silent rebuke to Natasi, who had been accused by his father's shade in the Netherworld of emasculating Talbot, of eclipsing him, of erasing him?
"Stupid," George chastised himself. His fingers brushed over the Vitalis cufflinks, and he recoiled as if they were red-hot. "Stupid boy." He picked up the other cufflinks, worked them into his cuffs, and then set about getting his necktie on.
Then Dyrn called from the other room.
There was a brief pause from the other room as the younger man glared at his reflection in frustration while his fingers fiddled with his necktie. He made a clicking noise with his tongue and unraveled the thing to start over. To buy some time, he called out: "You know it's not too late to call this off and elope to Hologram Fun World. Mother will hate it, but I'm almost certain that she finds you so endearing she would probably agree." Fingers twisting, tucking, pulling. "Probably," he hedged again. Finally the tie was more or less presentable, he glanced past himself in the mirror to see Dyrn in the doorway. "How is it fair that I -- born and bred to this monkey suit business like a shark to water -- look like a demented toddler in this get-up and you, who never set foot on Galidraan until you were a fully grown adult, look like you just walked out of a fashion magazine spread? It's actually unfair. Someone should do something." He half-turned, smoothed his tails over his rear self-consciously, then went to Dyrn, picking up the pair of top hats from the sideboard on the way.
"But yes," he said, offering Dyrn his hat as he came within range. "I'm ready. The question is, are you?" His hand now free of Dyrn's hat, he reached over, put it on the older man's shoulder. "Listen. Not to get mushy -- we'll save that for the toasts -- but I wanted to say. Just while we're here. I couldn't be happier for you. And mummy. Neither of you need my blessing, but I want you to know you have it. Unreservedly given. Now, this would ordinarily be where I say
if you hurt her you'll answer to me, right?" He adopted a stern look for a moment, then broke out into a self-deprecating smile, unable to keep a straight face at the thought that George (however fit, however well-trained) could so much as direct Dyrn Grav, possibly the most lethal bodyguard in the known universe, to the men's room, let alone fight him. "Can you imagine? Besides, I don't think that's at all necessary."
He squeezed Dyrn's shoulder, then released him. "Let's get out of here before I say something silly, hm?"
Dyrn smiled, despite himself, as he looked at the young man before him.
"We wouldn't want that, no."
George had become like a son, and soon to be legally so, and Dyrn felt that the pair had bonded as friends and - dare it be said - family. It had been many a year the pair had known one another, filled with memories that Dyrn recalled fondly; though, there were others that cast a dark cloud on certain times, where their relationship had come down to life or death choices and consequences. Still, in Dyrn's mind, the good outweighed the bad, and the bad had simply been his duty to protect Natasi and her children - and would as of today, as it happened, become more than simply duty.
"Oh. Are you certain about the socks?" Dyrn raised an eyebrow, as he tugged up the slacks. Brightly colored and patterned socks were revealed, hidden otherwise.
"I'm skeptical that your mother will see the humor as we do... yet, finding out could be fun."
George examined the socks, then tugged his own trousers up to show his matched set. "I don't know if I'd say I'm
sure about them," George said, then smiled cheerfully. "At a Temple wedding, perhaps not -- though it has been known to happen -- but this. Listen, if she makes a fuss, you can claim you don't know what color they are because of your special eyes, hm? And, impish trickster that I am, I swore to you they were just plain socks." George smoothed down his trousers again, brushed a bit of lint from his knee.
George doubted his mother would make a fuss. She was a different woman than she had been even immediately after her resurrection. Dyrn had brought something to her that George wasn't really able to put his finger on. From all George knew, Natasi had never been lacking in courage, but she seemed to have a new kind now. The willingness to divert from convention and tradition, to subject herself to the discomfort of new experiences that would never have occurred to a Galidraani aristocrat.
"We'll never know if we don't go, though," George said, gesturing toward the door to the landing pad.
"There is only one way to find out." Dyrn nodded.
Outside, a private speeder had arrived. It waited for the pair. Dyrn did a quick check over George, making a farce of giving a critical once over and tutting, before he reached out and brushed off the younger man's jacket shoulder. Dyrn smirked and motioned with his head.
"Shall we?"
Dyrn walked in silence for the most part, as he thought of the wedding. It would be a simple affair, nothing outrageous at a castle or minimalist in a Keshi jungle. For what was planned, it seemed... appropriate, conservative but meaningful, pragmatic but considered. And at the end of it all, all Dyrn truly cared about was being joined with Natasi.
The speeder door opened, Dyrn let George enter first.
"How are you feeling?" Dyrn asked, as he followed the other into the vehicle interior. He sat in the plush cushions.
"I can understand if there might be hesitation about the marriage, about how our relationship might change in that regard... but, I would ask your honest opinion, as always."
George settled into the car, balancing his top hat on his knees, and glanced over at Dyrn carefully. "Hesitation? Dyrn -- " He drummed his fingers lightly on the top of his top hat. "No hesitation here. As I said, I couldn't be happier. If I thought you were not trustworthy, perhaps, but... I mean, who could think that of you? When my mother marched into the Netherworld to get me, you were right there with her. You didn't know me. But it was important to her, so it was important to you. You clearly don't have an eye to the main chance."
In other words, George had no suspicion that Dyrn was after his mother for her fortune or her position. In fact, their life would be simpler -- probably happier, too -- if Natasi were just Natasi. Not Supreme Leader of a fallen state and a rising one. Not burdened with the prejudices and privileges of aristocratic traditions. That Dyrn was willing to take it on for Natasi's sake, even after watching Natasi labor under it for so long, spoke highly of him. Dyrn knew from experience that this life wasn't all champagne wishes and caviar dreams, and he was signing up to it anyway.
"I won't insult you by denying that I am a little uneasy, though," George said, glancing down briefly before returning his attention to his soon-to-be stepfather. "But it's not about you. I'm worried that Reima is going to use this occasion as a means of punishing my mother. And I don't think she realizes what that would mean. It could well be a permanent resolution to what I hope is a temporary problem." He glanced at his communicator, tapped back a message to Charlotte Reed, then turned his gaze back to Dyrn.
"Enough about all that. Today is about you, not Reima and definitely not me. And now that I really look at you, you look a little pale," said the young prince, eyebrows furrowing a little. "Is it possible that Dyrn Grav is -- unsettled? Apprehensive?" George adapted a scandalized look and leaned closer to whisper, as if diagnosing Dyrn with a highly contagious and deeply embarrassing affliction. "Dare I say... nervous?"
Dyrn cleared his throat.
"Nervous? Yes," Dyrn said with a smile, as he looked out the window. He stared at the lights of Coruscant, catching glints and beams of multitudes of colors.
"As nervous as I have ever been. Yet, also excited beyond words. This is everything I could have hoped for, truly, and in my life there was scarcely time for that - for dreams or wants. And somehow I have exceeded those hopes--"
Dyrn raised an eyebrow, as he looked to George.
"--what is that saying: Reach for the moons and you might catch a star? Well, I feel as though I have caught the sun."
"Who knew you were such a poet?" George said dryly and he turned back to the window, watching Coruscant go by. "I'm not sure any woman would love being compared to an enormous ball of gas so massive it can keep entire planets in orbit around it, so maybe we keep it... metaphorical ...if you want to put that in your toast, hm?" He tugged at his sleeve, fingers touching the cufflinks as if to be sure they were still there. He glanced down at them. They were still dark cerulean and gold.
"Of course," Dyrn muttered.
"This is why I keep things simple, I might add."
"Dyrn -- while we're on the subject of poetry -- " His voice faltered a moment and he couldn't bring himself to look at the man at first, so he watched as a taxi drove past on his side of the speeder. What did one man say to another in this situation? Dyrn had been in Natasi's life for years, and in an intimate way long before their romance had blossomed. George remembered breakfasts aboard his mother's stealth corvette with the Guardsman indulging the slings and arrows of a pompous teenaged boy and a sullen teenaged girl. He half-remembered the hundreds of conversations, the shared meals, the training sessions, the bruised feelings, the graduations and the funerals and the Netherworld. Not all the details, not every word, but the broad shape of things, the kind of picture one got when hundreds of small pictures made up a mosaic in such a way as to form a recognizable picture in the aggregate. And when George stood back to see the mosaic as its whole, the picture he had of Dyrn was one of guardian and mentor in equal measure. A parent. George swallowed around a sudden lump in his throat. "Dyrn -- I've never called you 'Father' and it's possible that I'm too old to change my ways now. But that doesn't mean you aren't one to me. And Reima, whether she cares to admit it or not." He glanced at Dyrn, his eyes red-rimmed, and he dared not to blink.
Natasi had chosen Dyrn. And now Dyrn knew that the rest of the family did, too. But that would be no excuse for George to shed a tear. That would be --
un-Galidraani.
Dyrn nodded.
He understood, nothing else needed to be said.
So, as the speeder neared the place of the ceremony, Dyrn continued to smile, as he tapped a single finger against the leather of the vehicle armrest, displaying perhaps the very first sign of his nervousness ever. It was going to be a good day, a wonderful day, and Dyrn knew that the nerves weren't for anything other than anticipation...