Aiden Porte
H O P E
Coruscant
Temple Gardens
It was a bit into the afternoon around midweek. And things around the temple seemed rather slow and steady on this day. The padawan wasn't trying to complain about that, but he just noticed that it was still usually busy around this time. It wasn't until late in the evening where things would really quite down. Just the distant sounds of the night life that was Coruscant. If laid in bed and listened good enough, one could still hear the sounds that they offered. However in the temple was the sound of sometimes small chatter of those that were getting back to their rooms or even late night meetings that would take place between the Jedi Knights.
Heck, even the Temple Guard catching some Jedi Padawans sneaking around late at night. On that though he couldn't help but muse about it. Much had happened since he arrived here, it had been several months already. In the last few months, he had constructed his own lightsaber, on the hunt of the notorious exchange like group that were on the hunt for Jedi Padawans. Entered a nightclub granted that wasn't on his own accord. One could say that he got dragged or forced into it. He danced that night, but terribly. He couldn't help but admit, that it was fun. He eased up a bit, it was okay to have fun every once in a while. However the Jedi Padawan still remained as he was, eager to learn and at the forefront of keeping everyone he could safe. Which lead to deeper lessons with the force as well as with the lightsaber blade.
Aiden looked to his right on the marble bench as their was a back and it was filled with Jogan fruit. The fruit was persevered incredibly well and he was happy that he gathered it for his Master. Well, more friend than master, meh it could be both. He tried to make sure he kept things professional, however with Solenne Abraxas it was different. She was a kind person, with a gentle heart. And yet she had that silent fury he felt was there. Perhaps he felt she was not afraid.
She was just.....strong.
And he couldn't help but care for her deeply. She had grown to be a good friend to him. He had inquired a visit with her, when she was here at the Temple. It would do him a great deal of good to see and speak to her again. He had his own agenda for the meeting as well. He hadn't talked much to anyone else about this, but he felt she would understand or at least offer some advice as to what he was feeling or even thinking about.
Love was an emotion. A word yes, but that word held such power and formidable strength. Aiden had long thought about such things, he was eighteen years old. Even more so there seemed to be a push in his mind. While he thought of Aveline, whom was just a good friend or anyone else. There was always that thought of joy and fear especially for him. Joy of having someone to talk to and to experience love, but then what could happen should something terrible take place.
How would one deal with that?
How do you deal with losing someone that you love?
Aiden knew that death was a natural part of life. That was instilled in him since he was young. He knew that one day he would lose his Father and mother, friends and the like. Those that he loved, but that was a different love. What would he do if he lost them, and what would he do if he lost someone that he was in love with romantically. Everyone knew the story of Anakin Skywalker and the stories of old. That was incredibly farfetched for the Jedi Padawan to become something like that.
Aiden was incredibly strong and knew who he was, but could that emotion tip the scales and balance.
Aiden had yet to have his first full brush with the darkside, yet losing that true love could indeed bring dark thoughts of hate and anger at the situation.
He often thought he was thinking about it too much. But he needed some guidance....
The Padawan hoped that Solenne would be able to help him, aide him in the understanding of this emotion.
Temple Gardens
It was a bit into the afternoon around midweek. And things around the temple seemed rather slow and steady on this day. The padawan wasn't trying to complain about that, but he just noticed that it was still usually busy around this time. It wasn't until late in the evening where things would really quite down. Just the distant sounds of the night life that was Coruscant. If laid in bed and listened good enough, one could still hear the sounds that they offered. However in the temple was the sound of sometimes small chatter of those that were getting back to their rooms or even late night meetings that would take place between the Jedi Knights.
Heck, even the Temple Guard catching some Jedi Padawans sneaking around late at night. On that though he couldn't help but muse about it. Much had happened since he arrived here, it had been several months already. In the last few months, he had constructed his own lightsaber, on the hunt of the notorious exchange like group that were on the hunt for Jedi Padawans. Entered a nightclub granted that wasn't on his own accord. One could say that he got dragged or forced into it. He danced that night, but terribly. He couldn't help but admit, that it was fun. He eased up a bit, it was okay to have fun every once in a while. However the Jedi Padawan still remained as he was, eager to learn and at the forefront of keeping everyone he could safe. Which lead to deeper lessons with the force as well as with the lightsaber blade.
Aiden looked to his right on the marble bench as their was a back and it was filled with Jogan fruit. The fruit was persevered incredibly well and he was happy that he gathered it for his Master. Well, more friend than master, meh it could be both. He tried to make sure he kept things professional, however with Solenne Abraxas it was different. She was a kind person, with a gentle heart. And yet she had that silent fury he felt was there. Perhaps he felt she was not afraid.
She was just.....strong.
And he couldn't help but care for her deeply. She had grown to be a good friend to him. He had inquired a visit with her, when she was here at the Temple. It would do him a great deal of good to see and speak to her again. He had his own agenda for the meeting as well. He hadn't talked much to anyone else about this, but he felt she would understand or at least offer some advice as to what he was feeling or even thinking about.
Love was an emotion. A word yes, but that word held such power and formidable strength. Aiden had long thought about such things, he was eighteen years old. Even more so there seemed to be a push in his mind. While he thought of Aveline, whom was just a good friend or anyone else. There was always that thought of joy and fear especially for him. Joy of having someone to talk to and to experience love, but then what could happen should something terrible take place.
How would one deal with that?
How do you deal with losing someone that you love?
Aiden knew that death was a natural part of life. That was instilled in him since he was young. He knew that one day he would lose his Father and mother, friends and the like. Those that he loved, but that was a different love. What would he do if he lost them, and what would he do if he lost someone that he was in love with romantically. Everyone knew the story of Anakin Skywalker and the stories of old. That was incredibly farfetched for the Jedi Padawan to become something like that.
Aiden was incredibly strong and knew who he was, but could that emotion tip the scales and balance.
Aiden had yet to have his first full brush with the darkside, yet losing that true love could indeed bring dark thoughts of hate and anger at the situation.
He often thought he was thinking about it too much. But he needed some guidance....
The Padawan hoped that Solenne would be able to help him, aide him in the understanding of this emotion.