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Private Health Concerns


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Naboo
Theed
Elian Abrantes Elian Abrantes Xiaoyu Xiaoyu
Theed wore its beauty carelessly that morning.

Sunlight poured over the city's ivory terraces and green hanging gardens, turning fountain spray to gold and setting the polished domes aglow beneath a clear Naboo sky. The broad streets near the military district were already alive with movement. Uniformed officers crossed plazas with clipped purpose. Medics in pale blue moved through the open thoroughfares between buildings. Civilian speeders whispered past overhead, and from somewhere deeper in the heart of the city came the soft, constant music of water running through carved stone channels.

The military medical center stood among it all with an elegance only Naboo could have given a place built for war's aftermath. Its pale walls and tall transparisteel panels reflected the morning light, graceful in shape even if its purpose was not. Guards flanked the main entrance in pressed uniforms, and inside the open doors there was the steady rhythm of a place that never truly rested. The wounded came here to be stitched together. The fortunate ones walked back out whole. Others learned what whole meant now.

A young lieutenant ascending the front steps slowed when he saw the figure approaching from across the plaza.

Elian Abrantes cut a stark line through the brightness of Theed.

He was dressed simply, practical rather than ceremonial, his coat arranged with enough care to suggest discipline but not enough to hide the truth entirely. The left side of him was wrong in a way the eye caught before the mind had fully named it. His arm was gone. Not hidden. Gone. The fabric at his side fell differently now, and the absence changed the balance of his frame, though not the force of it. He moved with the measured stiffness of someone still healing, each step controlled, deliberate, as if he had already decided that the world would not be permitted to see more weakness from him than it had taken.

There were some injuries that announced themselves cleanly. A scar. A limp. A bandage. This was not one of them. This was the kind that altered a silhouette forever.

Two medics near the entry exchanged a glance they did not mean to make obvious. One of the guards straightened slightly. A clerk just inside the lobby looked up from her terminal and then quickly looked back down, rearranging her expression into something properly neutral before he reached the doors.

No one said anything.

No one needed to.


The story was there in the shape of him, in the tension held across his shoulders, in the set of his jaw, and in the terrible absence where his left arm had once been before it had been blown off in some burst of violence brutal enough to follow him all the way to this peaceful city. Theed, with all its softness and symmetry, could not smooth that truth into something gentler. The healing process was shorty, it was the getting used to life with only one arm that was the issue. While there was a robotic arm made for him, he had chosen not to use it yet.

Stubborn yes, but not without his own reason.

He mounted the steps without hesitation.

If he felt the eyes on him, he gave no sign. If the beauty of Naboo mocked the wreckage left behind by battle, he offered it no acknowledgment. He simply kept going, silent and upright, one hand at his side and the other no longer there, as though forward was the only direction he had left.

By the time he crossed beneath the high arch of the entrance, the cool interior light caught the hard planes of his face and the faint strain beneath his composure. The lobby beyond was bright, immaculate, and hushed in the peculiar way medical buildings often were, as though even pain was expected to conduct itself with dignity inside those walls.


 

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The rhythm of Theed was wrong, not in any way most would notice. The water still sang through the carved channels, light still clung to marble like it had nowhere else to be, and the city moved with that effortless grace people liked to pretend was natural. But Xiaoyu felt the fractures in it; the slight hesitation in footsteps, the way conversations dipped and reshaped around certain presences, the subtle tightening of space when something heavier than beauty passed through.

Her boots made little sound against the stone as she crossed the plaza, pace unhurried, posture loose in a way that was entirely deliberate. She did not belong to the symmetry of this place, and she made no attempt to pretend otherwise. Where Naboo favored softness, she carried edges—quiet ones, but no less real for it.

Her gaze found him before she meant it to.

Elian was not difficult to pick out. Not because of the uniform; there were dozens like it moving through the district; but because of the way the world shifted around him. People did not stare, not openly. Naboo was too well-mannered for that. But they noticed. The space he occupied had weight, and it pulled at the attention whether anyone wanted it to or not.

A faint shift of her head followed as he passed ahead of her toward the steps, her expression unchanged, though something in her focus sharpened. There was strain in him, some sort of control that came from holding something in place by force alone. The body remembered what it had lost. It always did.

And yet he kept moving.

By the time he reached the archway, Xiaoyu had closed some of the distance; not enough to crowd, not enough to intrude, but enough that she entered the medical center not long after him, slipping into the cool, measured quiet of the lobby as though she had always intended to be there. Her gaze flicked once toward the clerk, then past, uninterested in the rehearsed neutrality. Her focus, instead, rested on Elan's back.

“Walking in like that,” Xiaoyu said after a moment, her voice low, even, carrying easily in the quiet without disturbing it, “you make it look simpler than it is.” Her words carried no sympathy, nor the disingenuous sadness masked with kindness.

She stepped further into the space, coming to a slow stop a few paces off to his side; not blocking his path, not quite offering company either. Her arms rested loosely at her sides, shoulders relaxed, as if this were any other morning and not a place where people came to learn the shape of what they had left. “Does it stay that way,” she added, tilting her head slightly, “or is that just for everyone else’s benefit?”


 

“Walking in like that,” Xiaoyu said after a moment, her voice low, even, carrying easily in the quiet without disturbing it, “you make it look simpler than it is.” Her words carried no sympathy, nor the disingenuous sadness masked with kindness.

Elian turned slowly, a chuckled followed after the womans assessment was made. "I try to make the hard things look easy. I've sometimes learned that's the best way to deal witih pain." Elian giggled lightly as he finished signing and confirmed his appointment. He turned back to her. "You should've seen me when this happened."

“Does it stay that way,” she added, tilting her head slightly, “or is that just for everyone else’s benefit?”

"Truthfully, it's for both. One for their benefit, and the other as my punishment for being so incredibly stupid." He took a deep breath before looking back over to her. "Name is Elian." He held out his hand to her in greeting. "It's nice to meet you. What are you doing here?" Elian asked curiously.


 

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Xiaoyu’s gaze dropped briefly to the hand he offered.

There was a faint pause, almost imperceptible, before she stepped in just enough to meet it. Her grip was firm, unflinching, neither overly polite nor testing, just real and raw.

“Xiaoyu.”

Her eyes lingered on him a second longer after the introduction, quieter now, measuring something beneath the surface of what he’d said. The chuckle. The ease he wore like a coat that didn’t quite fit yet. Her gaze flicked, not to the absence itself, but to the way he carried around it; the tension he hadn’t quite let go of, the deliberate control in his stance. “Pain’s not particularly interested in presentation.”

At his question, she exhaled softly through her nose, glancing past him for a moment toward the deeper corridors of the facility—where the real work happened, out of sight of the polished lobby and careful composure.

“Same reason most people end up in places like this,” she replied. “Something didn’t go the way it was supposed to.”

Her attention returned to him, steadier now.

“But I walked in on my own,” she added, a faint tilt to her head. “So I suppose I’m ahead of the curve.” Xiaoyu allowed a pause briefly, before quetly adding, “Calling it punishment,” Xiaoyu went on, “that yours, or something you think you owe?”


 

"Xiaoyu...." Elain said, "Xiaoyu...." He spoke her name again, as if testing the name, to make sure he got it right. He showed a small smile. "That's a wonderful name. It's unique in its own way."

“Pain’s not particularly interested in presentation.”

"That's the real truth, isn't it." Elian followed her gaze briefly as it moved down the hallway. He found himself staring down that hallway for a moment too longer before his cocentration broke.

“But I walked in on my own,” she added, a faint tilt to her head. “So I suppose I’m ahead of the curve.” Xiaoyu allowed a pause briefly, before quetly adding, “Calling it punishment,” Xiaoyu went on, “that yours, or something you think you owe?”

"I suppose that's the important thing, being able to come here on your own. It looks like you are far ahead of the curve." He smiled faintly as like the hallway, he found himself staring at her for a brief moment longer than necessary. He wondered what was her story, was it similiar to his, or something else completely different.

"Once more a bit of both, maybe?" Elian admitted while showing a faint smile, before it vanished completely. "Punishement for being reckless, dangerious and well....stupid. In my mind, I would hope that I learn, next time it won't be an arm I lose, but maybe my life."

"What happened to you, if you don't mind me asking?"



 

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Xiaoyu didn’t react to the compliment right away.

Not out of modesty...just… it didn’t feel like the part of the conversation that mattered. Still, after a moment, something small shifted at the corner of her mouth. Not quite a smile, but enough to acknowledge it without making anything of it.

“It fits,” she said simply.

Her attention drifted with his, down the corridor again. She noticed the way he lingered there this time—the way his focus held just a fraction too long before pulling back. People did that when they were circling something in their own head, something they hadn’t decided how to carry yet. Or something they already were, whether they wanted to be or not.

When he spoke again; about punishment, about learning; her gaze returned to him, steadier now, a little sharper without being harsh. “You’re assuming it teaches the lesson you think it does,” she said. “Pain doesn’t always make you smarter. Sometimes it just makes you better at surviving the same mistake.”

Her eyes stayed on his for a moment longer, like she was trying to see if he actually believed what he was saying, or if he just needed it to be true.

Then his question came. Xiaoyu went still; not tense, not closed off. Just… still, in the way someone does when something underneath the surface shifts and they’re deciding whether to let it show. For a moment, it seemed like she might not answer at all. Her gaze moved; not back down the main corridor this time, but toward a side wing further in. It was easy to miss unless you knew what you were looking for. Neurological and trauma rehabilitation.

"The last mission I went on went wrong. It didn't go horribly wrong, but still...enough to cause nerve damage in my arm and a bit of head injry. Nothing too serious.." her voice was even, raising her left arm and lifted her sleeve to expose a bandage around it “So I’m here because they want to monitor it. Make sure it’s not getting worse.” A faint pause. “And because I want to see how much of it I can take back.”

Which one mattered more, she didn’t say.

The silence that settled after wasn’t empty. It just… sat there between them, heavier than before, but not uncomfortable. Honest, in a way that didn’t ask for anything in return.


 

“It fits,” she said simply.

"It does..." Elian responded simply, in between. Just reassuring her words, with no added flavor to them. Just simple truth laced weaved with his words.

“You’re assuming it teaches the lesson you think it does,” she said. “Pain doesn’t always make you smarter. Sometimes it just makes you better at surviving the same mistake.”
"The last mission I went on went wrong. It didn't go horribly wrong, but still...enough to cause nerve damage in my arm and a bit of head injry. Nothing too serious.." her voice was even, raising her left arm and lifted her sleeve to expose a bandage around it “So I’m here because they want to monitor it. Make sure it’s not getting worse.” A faint pause. “And because I want to see how much of it I can take back.”

"I suppose that's the hard part. Knowing what lessons it actually teaches you. I would think at some point we have to decide how much we are going to keep and what we are going to let go. Maybe sometimes we don't get it all back. But I'm sure you will." Perhaps he was being polite in his words towards the end. Giving her a sense of relief or even hope if she needed it.

Truth be told, this was the last placed Elian wanted to be. He wanted to be out, away from here. Away from the healing, and to something else that just numbs his pain. He had his own demons to deal with, and he for sure didn't want to bring them up and burden someone else with them.

"I was told its brave to come here, but sometimes I just want to go somewhere else and be free. Maybe got a local pub, and drink. Or maybe even do something dangerous?" Elian giggled lightly as he shook his head. As he looked once more to her injury. It was wrong for him to task, and truth be told, he would be a jerk for doing it. But he did anyway....

To his great shame.

"Do you want to get a drink?"


 

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