Illyria Syresh
Princess turned Soldier
THYRSUS
Armor: Auxila Combat Suit
Weapons: Helius BR | Xiphos Vibroblade
Status: Confused
Interacting With: [member="Khonsu Amon"]
"I'm nobody anymore. The Mandalorians took that from me, my identity, my belonging. I need to find my place, a new place to call home. Among all...all of this karking crap. Then, at least...I will know if I deserved to live."
Illyria Syresh
Golden-orange sunlight streamed from overhead, falling onto the rolling hills of sand which dotted the landscape of Thyrsus, giving the land a picturesque appearance. Vessels made of metal flew over the desert landscape, flying both to and from cities that were of great architectural and infrastructural design. When she had first made landfall on the planet, Illyria had viewed it as stunning to see so much sand in just one place, especially considering that it was planet-wide.
Why was she here? Why was she of all people here? Illyria didn't know why she had been called to Thyrsus to finish her "training" as the holo message had said. The woman was confused as to why she was being called to the homeworld of the Thyrsian people to finish training, while she could just as easily train on of the large starships that the Golden Company had, they were thousands of meters long and probably held some form of a training area after all. The young girl knew not why she was truly here, she was nervous, to say the least. Perhaps she had done something amiss, perhaps she had done something wrong that warranted to be called to this planet to face judgment. Had she done something wrong recently? Illyria didn't know, maybe she had. But then what has Syresh done to warrant such a meeting. She was just acting as she always had, nervous, naive, afraid, yet interested in what the future held. She still did hold onto her past like it were a lifeline, which it was to her. She couldn't let go of her past, she refused to. She needed to know if her father was alive, the blue-skinned zabrak loved him too much to just leave him behind...to just believe that he was dead and that that was the end of it. It was impossible...she knew it.
Taking in a deep breath, Illyria closed her curious golden sphere behind the cybernetic optics of her helmet. She needed to remain calm, she couldn't just drink alcohol whenever she felt nervous. It did feel good and made her feel warm and tingly on the inside, though it had led to her accusing someone who was dressed as a Mandalorian to be a murderer. Though the event of that night were still muddy, she never wanted to make such a mistake again. She didn't want to make her Papa disappointed again, as she knew he would be if he had seen her brash display of anger. The Scion of house Syresh released a breath of warm air through her now agape lips. Breathe In...Breathe Out. Breathe In, Breathe Out. Breathe In. Breathe Out. As she did so, her overtaxed brain and emotions began to climb down from their high, reeling in her anxieties and nerves to where she could control them...at least to allow her to be in control of herself.
Whoever it was that she was meeting, she would face them head-on. She hoped that the meeting would go well and that she wasn't in trouble. She knew from such things as holo-movies and from novels that she had read as a child that situations like these were bad. Alas, she knew that books were not real-life...there were no fantasies or happy endings or princes and princesses which went and slayed the dragon to save the one they loved.
Leaning her back against a ruined wall of metal, she crossed her arms over each other over the chestplate of her golden armor and stood there, breathing in and out as she did so. Illyria told herself that it would be fine, that nothing bad would happen. But nothing good had happened since the Mandalorians had attacked...so why should she hope now?