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Private First Steps of Varesh

Much had changed since the day Bramoc had first taken Talia prisoner.

The path between that moment and this one was littered with memories neither of them would have imagined possible, many of which he preferred to leave buried. What mattered now was the future they had chosen instead of the past that had shaped them. Together they had decided to build something different—a life shared not only with one another, but with a purpose larger than either of them. Before any of that could truly begin, however, there remained unfinished business. Talia's collection of archaeological records still waited on Voss, and recovering it was the first step. It would allow her to continue documenting the galaxy's forgotten history, including the history of Veykar Prime itself.

The second morning on the frozen world began before sunrise.

Bramoc rose quietly, dressed, and slipped from the house without disturbing Talia. The streets of Kerath remained as silent as they had the day before, their frozen inhabitants still standing where death had claimed them decades earlier. He navigated around them almost unconsciously now, refusing to linger among reminders he had spent a lifetime trying not to dwell upon.

His destination was the river.

Snow concealed most of the shoreline, but the old fishing equipment remained exactly where generations of Veykari had left it. Nets, poles, anchors—simple tools built to endure harsh winters. Time had frozen them as effectively as the landscape itself.

A small fire soon crackled beside the bank, fed by fallen black pine gathered from the nearby woods. The warmth it produced was enough to loosen the ice clinging stubbornly to the bundled nets while Bramoc used his lightsaber to carve openings through the frozen river several meters apart.

Ordinarily the work demanded two sets of hands.

The Force proved an acceptable substitute.

Once the net had been secured to a long guide pole, he directed it beneath the ice with invisible precision until it emerged through the opening on the other side. From there the anchors were set, leaving the gill net suspended beneath the frozen surface where fish would eventually wander into it.

Nothing remained to do but wait.

He settled beside the fire, extending gloved hands toward its modest warmth more from habit than necessity. Dawn slowly painted the horizon in pale shades of blue and gold, though the sunlight brought little comfort. Veykar Prime circled its star at the very fringe of habitability. Life existed here only because it had adapted to relentless cold. Forests endured. Rivers flowed beneath thick sheets of ice. Animals flourished despite conditions that would have driven most species elsewhere.

To Bramoc, there had never been anything unusual about it. This was home.

Nearly half an hour later he returned to retrieve the net. The pole slid back beneath the ice before reappearing on the opposite bank, and as the mesh emerged from the dark water, several fish thrashed against its knots. He inspected each one before freeing it. The smallest were tossed back into the river without hesitation. Better to let them mature than waste them before they had fully grown.

Six remained.

Enough.

Drawing the knife from his boot, he cleaned them where he stood. The discarded remains disappeared through the opening in the ice, returning nourishment to the river that had provided breakfast. It was simply how things had always been done. Take what was needed. Leave enough that the river continued giving.

Fish in hand, Bramoc made his way back through Kerath toward the house.

The interior greeted him with faint sounds from the upper floor. Talia was awake. He imagined she had wandered into the storage room again, losing herself among the belongings his parents had left behind. She possessed the curiosity of someone who believed every forgotten object had a story worth preserving. More often than not, she was right.

Downstairs, he coaxed the old stove back to life, igniting its burners with the tip of his lightsaber before setting a cast griddle across the top. The remaining fish were threaded onto wire and hung outside beneath the eaves, where the perpetual cold would preserve them naturally until they were needed.

One fish remained for breakfast.

The flesh hissed softly as it met the heated metal, filling the house with the rich aroma of fresh river fish. Bramoc folded his arms as he watched it cook, turning it at precisely the right moment. It was a simple meal, but simple things still deserved care.

A faint smile crossed his face.

If the smell didn't lure Talia downstairs, nothing would.

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
The house was quiet when Talia stirred awake.

For a few blissful moments, she simply lay there, smiling to herself as memories of the previous day drifted back one by one. The journey to Veykar Prime. The burial beneath the snow. The dreams they had shared for the future. She reached instinctively across the bed before finding only the lingering warmth where Bramoc had been. He was already up.

Knowing him, he'd found something productive to occupy himself with, and after dressing, she intended to go downstairs immediately, but instead she made the mistake of walking past the storage room where the door stood slightly ajar, and she paused, whispering, "...Just five minutes," to absolutely no one, though five minutes quickly became twenty, then thirty.

She sat cross-legged on the floor with three boxes already opened around her, carefully sorting their contents into little groups. Family photographs occupied one space. Mechanical sketches another. Children's drawings, handwritten recipes, school papers, and letters each found their own growing piles as she quietly pieced together the story of Bramoc's family. Every object was handled with the same reverence she gave artifacts thousands of years old. To her, these were no less important. They were the history of ordinary people, preserved not in museums but in memories.

One photograph in particular held her attention. It showed Bramoc as a gangly teenager standing beside his parents in front of the great Elder Tree before it had fallen. She smiled softly, tracing the edge of the photograph with a fingertip before setting it carefully beside the others.

"I was right," she murmured to herself. "Your mother did have kind eyes." Only then did another sensation finally intrude upon her concentration—the unmistakable aroma of fresh fish. Her stomach answered before her mind did. "Oh..." She blinked toward the doorway, realizing with a mixture of amusement and embarrassment that she'd once again lost all track of time. "I've done it again."

Carefully placing everything exactly as she had organized it, Talia stood, brushed the dust from her trousers, and made one last promise to the room. "I'll be back." Then, following the scent drifting up from downstairs, she made her way toward the kitchen, smiling to herself as she realized Bramoc had known exactly what would happen.

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
The staircase announced her before she did.

Each soft creak carried through the house beneath the gentle hiss of fish cooking on the griddle, and Bramoc allowed himself the faintest hint of satisfaction. He had suspected the smell would eventually lure her downstairs.

While she was still out of sight, he crossed to the cupboards and searched through their contents. A pair of ceramic plates emerged beneath a thin blanket of dust. Time had dulled their appearance but not their craftsmanship. A quick rinse beneath cold water restored their pale glaze, leaving them looking scarcely older than the day they had been made despite the century that had passed since anyone regularly used them.

He plated the fish with practiced care before retrieving utensils from a nearby drawer. His hand found them without hesitation.

Muscle memory carried him through the old kitchen far more effectively than conscious thought ever could. Even after all those years, he still knew where everything belonged. For a fleeting moment he could almost picture another morning in the same room: his mother preparing breakfast while his father complained about the weather despite having lived his entire life in it. He had stood where he was now, gathering plates before carrying them to a sturdy wooden table.

Only fragments of that table remained. Time had spared the stone walls but shown little mercy to wood.

Balancing both plates, Bramoc turned as Talia stepped into the kitchen. Her blue hair spilled loosely over her shoulders instead of being arranged with its usual care, giving her a far more relaxed appearance than he was accustomed to seeing. It suited her.

"Good morning."

He offered one of the plates.

"I thought we'd give the ration packs a reprieve. The river still had usable fishing nets. Managing them alone was... more work than I remembered, but I had forgotten how peaceful the process could be."

He left unsaid that the solitude had done him good. The quiet of the frozen river, the familiar rhythm of old routines, the biting air that only reminded him he was home; it had settled something inside him that the house, for all its memories, could not.

Once she had taken the plate, he rested lightly against the counter.

"We should leave for Voss after we eat. Recovering your tablet is the priority." A small, amused smile tugged briefly at one corner of his mouth. "Unless, of course, my parents' storage room has proven more interesting than the rest of the galaxy."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
Talia accepted the plate with both hands, the warmth radiating through the ceramic a welcome contrast to the cold that still lingered in the old house. The aroma alone was enough to make her smile, and her stomach, which had patiently waited through an unintended morning of archaeology, reminded her just how long it had been since she'd eaten.

"The fish smells divine," she said sincerely. "Thank you." Her eyes drifted briefly toward the stove before returning to him. "I don't think I'll ever complain about waking up to breakfast cooked over a century-old griddle."

A sheepish smile crept onto her face as he mentioned the storage room.

"It won't take me a lifetime to catalog it," she protested, though there wasn't much conviction behind the statement. "Weeks, perhaps." She let out a quiet laugh. "Besides, I won't even need my tablet for most of it. I already started organizing everything into groups." She paused, realizing what she'd admitted. "...I may have gotten a little carried away."

Balancing the plate in one hand, she leaned against the counter opposite him. "I found a photograph of your parents in front of the Elder Tree." Her expression softened. "Your mother really did have kind eyes." A thoughtful silence followed before she looked back up at him. "I think she'd be happy knowing her family memories are still here... and that someone still cares enough to preserve them."

Her thoughts shifted back to the day ahead.

"We'll retrieve my tablet on Voss," she agreed with a nod. "But after that..." Her eyes met his. "What about going back to your fortress? The others deserve to know you're safe, and they'll probably wonder why we've been gone longer than expected." A small smile returned. "Besides, I imagine they'll be curious about what we accomplished here."

She glanced around the kitchen one more time before looking back at him.

"And when it's time..." Her smile grew a little warmer. "We'll come home and start rebuilding."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
"Carried away? You?" A quiet chuckle escaped him. "I'm shocked you'd even suggest such a thing."

The expression lingered only briefly before he occupied himself with breakfast instead, lifting a forkful of fish to his mouth. It was probably for the best. If he indulged the joke any further, he would only encourage himself. Teasing Talia had become one of life's simpler pleasures, rivaled only by the comfort of sharing moments like this with her.

The conversation drifted toward his mother. The lightness faded almost imperceptibly. He looked down at his plate, absently separating a piece of fish before answering.

"She was... kind."

The word seemed inadequate, but it was the one that came first.

"She couldn't pass someone in need without trying to help. Students. Neighbors. Complete strangers. It didn't matter." His gaze remained fixed on the meal before him. "That's why what happened here never made sense to me. I grew up believing the Jedi stood for people like her. Believing they were the ones who protected families like mine."

For a moment he let the silence finish the thought.

"It took me a long time to accept that they were capable of something so monstrous."

His eyes finally lifted to meet hers again, and this time there was warmth behind them.

"She would have liked you."

The certainty in his voice left little room for doubt.

"You would have asked questions until the two of you forgot what time it was." A faint smile returned. "She would have answered every one of them."

The image formed so naturally that it almost felt like memory instead of imagination. Talia and his mother wrapped in blankets beside the fire, cups warming their hands while some spirited discussion wandered from history to philosophy and back again. Meanwhile, he and his father would have disappeared into the workshop under the pretense of repairing a speeder, grateful for any excuse to avoid being recruited into whatever conversation was unfolding inside.

The thought drew another smile from him, quieter this time. He set down his fork.

"Voss first."

His tone settled back into practicality, though the warmth remained.

"After that, we return to Fresia. Everyone deserves to know we're safe." He paused, already anticipating what awaited them. "Though I suspect Nev and Vexa are going to make certain we regret our return."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
Talia listened quietly, her fork forgotten for a moment as he spoke about his mother. She could picture the woman from the stories he'd shared, and from the photograph upstairs. A teacher with patient answers, someone who had never turned away a person in need. The sort of person Talia would have happily spent an afternoon talking to without either of them noticing the sun had gone down.

A small smile touched her lips when he said his mother would have liked her.

"I think I would have liked her too." Her gaze drifted toward the window, where the pale light of morning reflected off the endless snow. "And your father." A quiet laugh followed. "Though I'm fairly certain he and you would have escaped to the garage within ten minutes while your mother and I were still discussing some ancient civilization."

The smile slowly softened into something more thoughtful.

"I've been thinking about something since yesterday." Her eyes returned to his. "It's painful to think about, but... if what happened here hadn't happened..." She hesitated only briefly before continuing. "You would have grown up here. You probably would have married someone from Kerath. I would have been somewhere else, chasing another ruin on another world." She let the thought settle between them. "Our lives would never have crossed."

She reached across the small space between them, her fingers finding his hand.

"I hate what happened to your people." Her voice was gentle, carrying all the sorrow she genuinely felt for the loss. "I wish they had lived. I wish your parents had lived. I wish none of it had ever happened." Her thumb brushed lightly across the back of his hand. "But I wouldn't change the past, love."

The words were quiet, but unwavering.

"Because changing it would mean changing us."

She offered him a warm smile before finally addressing the thought of returning to the fortress.

"As for Nev and Vexa..." A small laugh escaped her. "I suspect you're right." Amusement danced in her eyes. "I'm fairly certain they've already decided what's happened between us, whether we've told them or not." She shook her head, smiling into her breakfast. "We'll probably never hear the end of it." She looked back up at him, warmth replacing the amusement. "Though somehow... I don't think either of us is going to mind very much."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
For a second, he regarded her with narrowed eyes. It was such an oddly specific response that it almost invited suspicion.

"You aren't peeking around in my head, are you?"

The question carried just enough seriousness to make it uncertain whether he was joking. He knew better, of course. If anyone had attempted to force their way into his thoughts, he would have recognized it. His own talent for mentalism was hardly exceptional, but it was more than sufficient to notice another mind brushing against his. Satisfied, he returned his attention to breakfast, quietly taking another bite while she continued.

She wasn't wrong.

There had been a future waiting for him here once. A simple one, perhaps, but not an unhappy one. He could still imagine himself spending long days in his father's workshop before eventually opening another garage elsewhere in Kerath; not to compete, but because the business had grown beyond what one building could hold. A wife. Children. Neighbors whose names he would know for decades. An ordinary life. One that had disappeared before he ever had the chance to live it.

"I know."

His hand remained where it was, allowing her fingers to intertwine with his.

"But there's nowhere useful to go with those thoughts." His voice was quiet, absent of bitterness. "The past doesn't bargain. It doesn't care how badly someone wishes things had happened differently."

He paused briefly.

"I spent years learning that lesson."

Long enough to chase vengeance across the galaxy. Long enough to finally catch it. And long enough to discover that revenge possessed an irritating habit of changing absolutely nothing. The ghosts remained. Only his understanding of them had changed.

Rather than linger there, he let his attention drift toward the far more immediate problem awaiting them on Fresia, and with it his expression softened again.

"If your goal is to leave Nev and Vexa completely speechless..." His mouth curved into a faint smile. "...tell them the truth the moment we walk through the door."

He gave a small, almost imperceptible shrug.

"I don't think either of them will remember how to form a sentence."

The image amused him far more than it probably should have.

"Granted," he added after a moment, "the silence will last all of thirty seconds."

A quiet chuckle escaped him.

"Dorascia, on the other hand," he shook his head, "will finally stop pushing me at you."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
A quiet laugh escaped Talia as she imagined the scene.

"I think you're underestimating Nev." A smile spread across her face. "She'd probably manage three whole seconds of silence before deciding she had at least a dozen questions she absolutely had to ask."

She took another bite of the fish before shaking her head, amusement lingering in her eyes.

"And Vexa..." She smiled into her plate for a moment. "I have a feeling she'd pretend she wasn't surprised at all. Right up until she realized she actually was." Another small laugh followed. "Though I suppose we'll find out soon enough."

Her expression softened as she looked back at him.

"As for Dorascia..." Her smile became warmer still. "She'll probably claim she knew this was going to happen from the very beginning." There was no complaint in her voice. Only fondness. "And, judging by everything she's said since we met, she may have a point."

She reached over, giving his hand another gentle squeeze.

"I don't think I could have asked for a better group of people to come back to."

For a moment, she simply admired him across the little kitchen, sunlight beginning to brighten the frosted window behind him.

"They're going to see something different when we return." Her smile lingered. "Not because we've changed who we are... but because we've finally stopped pretending."

The thought pleased her.

She leaned forward just enough to brush a quick, affectionate kiss against his cheek before settling back into her chair.

"And I have to admit..." A playful glimmer appeared in her eyes. "Watching all three of them realize they've been right this entire time may be almost as entertaining as cataloging your parents' storage room."

She paused just long enough to let him wonder if she was finished.

"...Almost."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
He couldn't entirely dismiss the possibility.

Nev and Vexa had always been impossible to predict when they decided to work together. Whether their relentless needling came from jealousy, boredom, or simply an unhealthy enjoyment of making his life more complicated remained an open question. Whatever the reason, they possessed an uncanny ability to turn even the simplest conversation into an ordeal.

"I may be giving them too little credit," he admitted with a faint shrug. "Or exactly the right amount."

A small smile touched his face.

"I suppose we'll find out soon enough."

The conversation settled into a comfortable silence while they finished breakfast. Once Talia had eaten the last of hers, Bramoc gathered both plates and carried them to the sink. Warm water ran over weathered ceramic as he cleaned them before returning each piece to its proper place.

His attention drifted through the nearby window.

Beyond the village, the mountains stretched across the horizon beneath an endless blanket of snow, as immovable as they had been throughout his childhood. He found himself lingering there for a moment longer than intended. Returning to Veykar Prime had stirred something within him he hadn't expected. After so many years away, leaving again felt... premature.

But necessity rarely concerned itself with sentiment. There would be time to come back. There had to be. When he finished drying his hands, he turned back toward Talia.

"Gather whatever you want to bring. We'll head for Voss as soon as you're ready."

After a brief pause, he continued.

"And on the way..." His eyes met hers. "I think it's finally time we decide what we're actually building."

The conversation had waited long enough. They had spoken in ideals, in broad ambitions, in hopes of changing the galaxy, but hopes alone never became movements. Structure mattered. Purpose mattered. The vision needed shape before anyone else could be asked to believe in it.

Since returning to Veykar Prime, an idea had taken root in his thoughts. It was not the same vision he had carried when this journey began. In many ways, it was better. He only hoped she would see it that way as well.
 
Talia watched him for a moment before moving.

There was something about the way he stood at the window that drew her to him. It wasn't sadness exactly. More like quiet contemplation. She crossed the kitchen without a word until she stood beside him, following his gaze out across the snow-covered mountains. For a few moments, she simply looked with him, allowing herself to appreciate the silence that had become such a defining part of this place.

Then she slipped an arm around his.

Leaning her head gently against his shoulder, she closed her eyes. She didn't need to see the mountains anymore. She had already taken them in. What mattered now was feeling him beside her, steady and warm, while the house settled softly around them. It struck her then that this place had felt like a memorial yesterday. Today, it felt like a home waiting patiently for its family to return.

"I agree," she said quietly when he spoke of deciding what they were building.

"We've spent a lot of time talking about what we want to change." A faint smile touched her lips. "Now it's time to decide what we're actually creating." She opened her eyes again, looking out across Veykar Prime once more. "Not just an organization... but a way of living. Something people can believe in because they see it, not because they're told to."

Her fingers gently intertwined with his once more.

"I'd like to hear your idea." Her voice carried genuine curiosity and confidence. "Whatever took root here..." She rested her head lightly against his arm again. "...I have a feeling this world has already started teaching both of us."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
He made no move to interrupt the quiet.

For a little while he simply stood there, letting her rest against him. The warmth radiating through her shoulder contrasted sharply with the lingering chill that seemed woven into the walls of the old house. It would have been easy to remain exactly where they were.

Easy.

But there was never a shortage of work waiting for them.

Kerath would not rebuild itself. Neither would the future they hoped to create beyond Veykar Prime. They needed allies. Builders. Teachers. People willing to shoulder burdens that no two individuals, regardless of determination, could hope to carry alone.

At last he spoke.

"Varesh."

The word barely rose above a murmur.

It carried centuries of meaning she could not yet understand, though he suspected she would soon enough. It was more than a name. More than an idea. Returning home had awakened memories that had lain dormant for decades, and with them had come a realization that had quietly reshaped everything he thought they should become.

He glanced toward her with the faintest hint of a smile.

"I'll tell you about it once we're underway."

There would be time.

More importantly, there would be privacy.

Reluctantly, he eased himself free from her embrace and made his way upstairs. His preparations took only a moment. There was little left in the house that belonged to him anymore, and even less that he intended to disturb. In the end he chose only a single photograph—one preserved image of happier days with his parents before placing it carefully among his belongings.

Everything else he needed had already been with him.

Descending the stairs once more, he retrieved his cloak from where he had left it, settling its familiar weight across his shoulders before fastening it in place.

Then he waited. The house had given him what he had come to find. Now it was time to leave it behind once again.

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
Talia watched him disappear upstairs before taking one last slow look around the kitchen. It already felt different from the way it had the day before. There was warmth in the floor beneath her boots, clean dishes rested once more in the cupboards, and the lingering scent of breakfast filled the room. They had only been there a short time, yet somehow the house already felt less abandoned.

Her thoughts lingered on the single word he had spoken.

Varesh.

She turned it over in her mind, naturally wanting to ask what it meant. The question reached her lips before she caught herself. He had said he would tell her once they were underway. There was no need to rush it. Besides, she found she rather liked that there were still things left to discover about him.

Making her way upstairs, she retrieved the cloak he had found for her the previous day and fastened it around her shoulders. There was little else to collect. She had nothing else. No satchel, no notes, no spare clothes: only what she wore. She smiled faintly at how strange it felt to leave with almost nothing.

Returning downstairs, she joined him near the door, slipping comfortably alongside him.

"I think while we're on Voss," she said, glancing down at the boots that were still just a little too large for her feet, "we should see about getting me a pair of shoes that actually fit." A playful smile crept onto her face. "You've been wonderfully thoughtful... but I suspect my toes would appreciate footwear that doesn't threaten to fall off every third step."

She reached over and took his hand.

"After that..." Her smile softened as she looked toward the door leading back into the snow. "We'll figure out what to do next."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
His attention dropped briefly to the worn boots she was wearing.

"They've certainly earned retirement," he said with quiet agreement.

New footwear was only the beginning. As he considered it, his thoughts drifted toward the others waiting on Fresia. If they truly intended to build something that endured, appearances would eventually matter as much as purpose. They needed clothing that reflected who they were becoming rather than the lives they had left behind. A tailor droid would solve that problem easily enough. If Voss couldn't provide one, there were countless places that could.

Shoes, at least, would be simple.

Her hand found his again, and without a word his fingers intertwined with hers. Together they stepped outside, pulling the door shut behind them.

He nodded toward the fish suspended beneath the eaves, already stiffening in the relentless cold.

"Our next meal is waiting for us."

The path through Kerath felt different than it had before.

Perhaps because he no longer walked it alone.

When they reached the small burial mound, his pace slowed of its own accord. His gaze lingered there in silence, the frozen air filling his lungs before escaping in a measured breath. Nothing needed to be said. After a few moments, he inclined his head almost imperceptibly and continued onward.

The city remained unchanged around them.

Figures trapped forever where death had claimed them watched their passage with lifeless eyes. Friends. Neighbors. Distant relatives. The frozen streets stood as a reminder that restoring Kerath would require far more than rebuilding walls.

It would require restoring hope.

By the time they reached the ship, his thoughts had already shifted toward the future.

The familiar sequence of pre-flight checks occupied his hands while systems awakened around them. Engines hummed to life. Displays illuminated one by one.

Only after everything was ready did he speak.

"There was a word I used before we left."

He settled into the pilot's seat as the vessel lifted smoothly from the snow-covered clearing. With no traffic to contend with, clearance was unnecessary. The mountains dropped away beneath them as he aligned the ship with its departure vector before engaging the hyperdrive.

Stars stretched into luminous lines.

"Varesh."

He let the word linger.

"It doesn't translate neatly into Basic." His gaze remained fixed ahead as hyperspace enveloped the cockpit. "The closest meaning would be the deliberate restoration of something that has been broken... while refusing to erase the damage. The scars remain because forgetting how they came to exist invites the same mistakes to happen again."

For a moment he was quiet.

"I've realized that's what we should become."

His voice carried certainty now, though it lacked the zeal it once might have held.

"We don't build our future by destroying the Jedi or the Sith. We build something better beside them." He glanced toward Talia. "If there's another path—one that teaches the Force in its entirety instead of dividing it into absolutes—then eventually people will choose it for themselves."

A faint smile touched his expression.

"And when they do..."

He looked back toward the endless river of stars beyond the viewport.

"The old Orders won't need to be defeated. They'll simply no longer be necessary."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
Talia listened without interrupting, her eyes fixed on the river of stars stretching endlessly beyond the cockpit. She turned the unfamiliar word over in her mind, not trying to define it immediately, but allowing it to settle. There was something beautiful about it. Honest. A philosophy that did not deny pain, but refused to become trapped within it.

"I like it," she admitted quietly. "More than I expected to."

She folded her hands loosely in her lap before looking over at him.

"Though..." A thoughtful smile tugged at one corner of her mouth. "The archaeologist in me has to point out that history isn't particularly encouraging." There was no cynicism in her voice, only observation. "Every generation seems convinced it has finally discovered the better path. Every new Order believes it has learned from the failures of the last." She glanced back toward the stars. "And yet... eventually they begin protecting themselves instead of the ideals that created them."

Her fingers rested lightly against the armrest as she continued.

"I think what you're describing is possible." She emphasized the word carefully. "I'm just not convinced it's likely." A small laugh escaped her. "Not because the idea is flawed, but because people are." She smiled apologetically. "We're creatures of certainty. We like neat answers. The Jedi believe they've found them. The Sith believe they've found different ones. Convincing either to embrace uncertainty..." She gave a slight shake of her head. "...that may be the hardest task anyone has ever attempted."

Her expression softened as she turned back to him.

"But..." Her smile returned, warmer now. "If anyone has a chance of building something different, it begins by accepting exactly what you said." Her voice grew quieter. "Not erasing the scars." Her thoughts drifted briefly to Kerath disappearing behind them, to the burial mound, to the house waiting patiently for them to return. "Remembering them."

She reached across the space between their seats, resting her hand gently over his.

"I don't know if the galaxy will choose another path." Her thumb brushed lightly against his knuckles. "History suggests it won't." A faint smile crossed her lips. "But history also reminds us that every lasting change began with someone foolish enough to believe it was possible." She looked at him with quiet affection. "Perhaps it's time the galaxy had another one."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
"We've had this conversation before." There was no irritation in his voice, only quiet recognition. "My answer hasn't changed."

He leaned back slightly in the pilot's seat, watching hyperspace flow endlessly beyond the cockpit while he considered her words.

"If failure convinces us never to try again, then failure has already won. That's how apathy begins." His gaze shifted toward her. "And apathy isn't all that different from compliance. It lets the galaxy continue exactly as it is because no one is willing to risk changing it."

He let the thought settle between them. That wasn't what she was advocating. He knew that.

If anything, she was doing precisely what he needed her to do. She questioned the assumptions he was prone to make, measured optimism against reality, and forced him to defend ideas before they became convictions. Left to himself, he would have marched forward on determination alone. She made him stop and think.

"I don't disagree with you." A faint smile appeared. "The odds are against us. They probably always will be."

The Republic would resist. The Empire would resist. The Jedi would distrust them. The Sith would despise them. Even the people they hoped to help might hesitate before believing there was another way. None of that surprised him.

"Important things rarely begin because someone thought success was guaranteed." His hand tightened gently around hers. "They begin because someone decided the possibility was worth the effort." I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering whether I could have done something and simply chose not to."

His thumb brushed lightly across the back of her hand.

"And one day..." His voice grew quieter. "When we have children of our own, I want them to know we didn't accept the galaxy as we found it. Whether we succeeded or failed matters less to me than whether we had the courage to try."

Only then did his thoughts return to practical matters.

"I think the foundation should be small. Houses. Sanctuaries. Places where Force-sensitive people can learn without being claimed by either Order." He looked toward her. "Not temples. Not fortresses. Homes."

His mind continued building the vision.

"We find those who are beginning to awaken to the Force before the Jedi or Sith reach them. We teach them what the Force is, what it can do, and—more importantly—what it doesn't make them."

A quiet conviction settled into his voice.

"The greatest lie both Orders have ever told is that being Force-sensitive elevates someone above everyone else. It doesn't. It simply gives them another responsibility."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
A soft smile tugged at Talia's lips.

"Yes," she said, giving his hand a gentle squeeze. "And I think we'll have this conversation again." There was no challenge in her voice, only quiet affection. "Probably more than once." A faint laugh escaped her. "You'll remind me why it's worth trying, and I'll remind you why it's worth thinking through."

She fell quiet when he spoke of children.

The thought still felt wonderfully unfamiliar. Just days ago, she had never imagined herself as a wife, let alone a mother. Now she found herself picturing small feet running through the halls of the house on Veykar Prime, questions echoing through rooms that had once known only silence.

"I..." She smiled, almost shyly. "I look forward to having that family."

Her gaze drifted briefly toward the stars beyond the viewport.

"Even if it actually scares me a little." She laughed softly at herself. "Not because I don't want it. Quite the opposite." She looked back at him. "I want it enough that I'd be terrified of getting it wrong." Her thumb brushed lightly across the back of his hand. "Though... I suspect every good parent probably feels that way at some point."

After a thoughtful silence, another question surfaced.

"I do like the idea of homes instead of temples." She nodded slowly. "Homes invite people. Temples... can intimidate them." She considered his vision for a moment longer before tilting her head. "But what if the people we teach eventually choose one of the other Orders?" Her expression remained calm, genuinely curious rather than doubtful. "Suppose one decides they want to become a Jedi. Or even a Sith."

She watched him for a moment before asking the question she was really trying to reach.

"Would we let them go with our blessing?" A small smile appeared. "Because if we're asking people to choose freely... then we have to be willing to accept that some of them won't choose us."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
"I don't think you are either."

A small, knowing smile lingered on his face. He had come to expect the questions by now. Talia rarely accepted an idea simply because it sounded admirable. She pulled at loose threads, searched for weaknesses, and insisted on examining possibilities he might have preferred to ignore. It could be exhausting.

It was also invaluable. Without someone willing to challenge him, certainty would become far too easy.

The conversation drifted naturally toward children, and despite himself, he laughed quietly under his breath.

"I've had that exact thought."

He shook his head.

"Holding a child for the first time and somehow dropping them." The admission sounded almost ridiculous once spoken aloud. "I don't know why that's where my mind goes, but it does."

His expression softened.

"I imagine every parent worries they're going to get something wrong."

There was no avoiding that. Perhaps there shouldn't be. Someone who never questioned whether they were doing right by their children probably wasn't questioning enough.

Her final concern drew him back to the larger picture. People leaving. People choosing another path. He considered it for only a moment before answering.

"If someone decides the Jedi are where they belong..." He gave a slight shrug. "Or the Sith. They leave."

The certainty in his voice surprised even him with how immediate it was.

"If we ever reach the point where people aren't free to walk away, then we've become exactly what we're trying to replace."

He looked toward her, calm but resolute.

"I hope they stay because they believe in what we're building—not because they're afraid of what happens if they leave."

Silence settled briefly before he added, almost thoughtfully,

"We're going to lose people. Some will change their minds. Some will disagree with us. Some will decide another life suits them better."

He smiled again, smaller this time.

"That's the price of giving people a genuine choice. And if we aren't willing to pay that price then we never believed in freedom to begin with."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
A smile spread slowly across Talia's face.

"I knew there was a reason I liked you."

She couldn't help but laugh at the image he'd painted of himself nervously holding a newborn, convinced he might somehow drop them. Considering the man beside her could lift her with ease and had spent his life surviving wars, the thought was almost absurd.

"I don't think you'll drop them," she said warmly. "Though I can absolutely picture you holding them like they're made of the most fragile crystal in the galaxy." Her eyes softened. "And asking me every five minutes if they're supposed to make that sound."

The laughter faded into a comfortable quiet.

"I think you're right." She nodded thoughtfully. "If we're sincere about teaching people to choose for themselves, then we have to respect whatever choice they make—even if it isn't the one we'd hoped for." Her fingers remained intertwined with his. "Otherwise we're simply replacing one kind of certainty with another."

She leaned back in her seat, considering the thought from another angle.

"Perhaps that's what will distinguish us." A thoughtful smile returned. "The Jedi are afraid of people falling. The Sith are afraid of people leaving." She looked over at him. "Maybe our role isn't to prevent either." She paused. "Maybe it's to make sure that, wherever people go afterward, they leave having been known, respected, and taught to think for themselves."

The idea seemed to settle comfortably in her mind.

"And if they return someday..." Her smile warmed. "It should be because they found something worth coming home to."

She gave his hand a gentle squeeze.

"I think that's a home I'd want our children to grow up in."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 
"I suspect you're right."

A quiet breath escaped him, somewhere between amusement and resignation.

"My greater concern is surviving the first few years without being peed on."

He immediately regretted saying it aloud.

Heat crept into his face as an old memory surfaced—one of his parents laughing far too hard at a story involving exactly that. It had apparently become a rite of passage for new parents. He had no intention of elaborating.

Some family traditions were better left unexplained.

The conversation naturally found its way back to the movement.

"I hope people choose to stay," he said after a moment. "But if they leave, the door remains open."

He watched the endless stream of hyperspace through the cockpit canopy as he spoke.

"If someone walks away and later decides they made the wrong choice, they shouldn't have to earn forgiveness or prove themselves worthy of returning." He shook his head slightly. "These Houses should exist to offer safety, not to keep score."

His voice remained calm, though conviction settled beneath every word.

"The Jedi and the Sith both treat departure as betrayal. Sometimes they punish it. That's one of the reasons the galaxy keeps repeating the same cycle."

He glanced toward her.

"We don't."

Silence settled comfortably between them for a few seconds while his fingers drummed a slow rhythm against the armrest.

"I've also been thinking about how we organize ourselves."

The idea had occupied his thoughts for most of the flight.

"There should be responsibilities, certainly. Titles, even. People need to know who carries which burdens." He paused. "But I don't think those responsibilities should become permanent identities. Most people ought to be free to move between them as their strengths change."

His thoughts became more focused.

"Each House should have someone responsible for its well-being." He considered the wording. "A steward."

His eyes met hers.

"And that steward should never govern alone. They need someone whose responsibility is to question them. To challenge assumptions before they become certainty. An arbiter."

He let the implication sit for a heartbeat.

"I can't imagine anyone better suited to that than you."

The smile lingered only briefly before practicality returned.

"My first instinct was to build the initial House on Veykar Prime." He slowly shook his head. "But the more I think about it, the less convinced I am. I want Kerath to be a safe place for us, and I suspect the houses will not be completely safe. And the fortress carries too much history, it was built for fear, so it won't work."

His gaze drifted back to the stars.

"What we're creating deserves somewhere that has never belonged to either the Jedi... or the Sith."

Talia Larkin Swift Talia Larkin Swift
 
A laugh escaped Talia before she could stop it.

"I was trying very hard not to mention that."

The amusement lingered as she pictured the formidable Bramoc discovering that no amount of strength, discipline, or foresight could prevent an infant from making a spectacular mess of his carefully chosen clothes. Somehow, the image made him seem even more approachable.

"I have a feeling," she said, still smiling, "that we'll both discover very quickly how little our plans matter to a baby."

Her expression softened again as the conversation returned to the Houses.

"I like that." She nodded thoughtfully. "A steward and an arbiter." The idea felt balanced, almost elegant. "Not rivals. Partners." She looked at him with quiet appreciation. "One asks, 'How do we move forward?' The other asks, 'Should we?'" A faint smile appeared. "I suppose I've already been practicing for the role."

When he asked her to fill it, warmth touched her eyes.

"I'd be honored."

She let the silence settle for a moment before considering his final thought.

"I think you're right not to build the first House on Veykar Prime." Her gaze drifted toward the stars. "This world deserves to heal before it bears the weight of others' burdens." She paused. "And your fortress..." She gave a slight shake of her head. "People would always arrive wondering what it used to be instead of seeing what it had become."

Her curiosity returned as she looked back at him.

"So where are you thinking?" she asked. "Somewhere untouched by either Order?" Her head tilted slightly as another thought occurred to her. "Or perhaps somewhere both Orders have overlooked because they never thought it important?" A smile tugged at her lips. "History has a habit of hiding remarkable places in the spaces everyone else ignores."

Bramoc Karr Bramoc Karr
 

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