First Impressions

[Kruel Zing]

Empress Tata, it was quite a gorgeous planet and the people that walked by me were equally beautiful. They didn't know what true pain was. They sat here in their comfy homes oblivious to everything but themselves not realizing what was truly going on in the galaxy.They needed to be taught, but I held in the urge to keep from slitting someones throat. I was here for a completely different reason. Recently my mind and body has been plauged by old memories and dreams of the future. Each dream different in its own respect but ending in the same way. With me wearing a dark cloak and standing upon a pile of bodies. I reached out for help from numerous people thanks to a collective database but only one person answered which was the reason I was here. People looked at me curiously, maybe it was because I was a Sephi, or maybe it was the tattoo that sat upon my forehead, but I personally didn't care. Who were they to judge me? WAlking to the meeting place I sat before a beautiful garden and looked out at it finally relaxing and feeling some type of peace. Even worse over the past few days weird things had been happening around me. First it started with me waking up to find myself floating in the air, and next was feeling the pain of one of my victims. What is wrong with me? Looking down at my hands I saw that they were actually shaking. It had been years since I had knew what fear was.

@Alexandra Cinthra

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

[member="Limos Secura"]

Alexandra walked through the crowds, her pure white robes flowing around her as she made her way into the garden with a smile. She loved Gardens, they were so beautiful and peaceful, and they held a bit of seclusion she could use to succeed in why they were here. Infact she even saw the reason she was here and there he was, a student in which she now stared upon and her eyes didn't so much as shift an inch. "Hello, i assume you are waiting for me?" Her hair and eyes, silver in color, the latter of the two soft and kind as they focused on the man. Her entire expression held a level of kindness and care that was almost unnatural, she had no reason to be crude though and that is why she looked as such. Even her voice showed calm and peace in it as she smiled at the man.

 

[Kruel Zing]

I had just began to close my eyes when a voice startled me. Looking up I saw who the voice had came from and as I looked at the women and observed her I wondered how she had even survived in the universe. It is a cruel place yet she finds the will to stand before me peacefully. She didn't even know what type of monster I am, and if she did she didn't seem to care. Taking note of her silver hair and eyes I automatically thought she was of Echani descent. "Yes I was. Don't worry I haven't been here to long. So I assume you know whats going wrong with me and know how to help?" I asked scooting over and giving her some space to sit on the bench next to me. Brushing my black hair out of my face I looked at the women, but my dark brown eyes were empty and devoid of almost all emotion.

[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]

 

[Alexandra Feanor]

"First, you need to be more happy, but we can excuse that and work on your personality later... Now as to actually answer your question. Nothing is wrong with you, you were merely gifted with a stronger connection to the force than most people. It is for that reason that i come to you now to offer you training and help in controlling what at the time plagues you." She smiled and moved to sit down and look at the man's eyes, saddened by the sight that there seemed to be no emotion from him, like he was in an eternal sadness, that was even devoid of sorrow.

[member="Limos Secura"]

 

[Kruel Zing]

I froze as the words work on my personality floated into my ears and jumbled around like a angry hive of Gand. Did she really tell me to be more happy? She has no idea about the things I went through as a child and while I was in prison but she can tell me to be more happy. What would make me happy would be dragging my blade across her body and showing her my pain, but that wouldn't help my situation at all. The only indication to my rage I gave was a clenched fist as I held my urges back. "Wait does this mean I'm gonna become one of those saber jockeys that run around doing good and preaching about no emotions? If so I think I'd rather keep my problems. I have no intentions of bowing before those jedi." They have no idea about true pain. They also sat on their thrones above most utilizing their powers for what they considered to be the greater good. It sickened me to the bottom of my stomach.

[member="Alexandra Cinthra"]