Devin Virell
Redline
The pilot's lips quirked before she finished speaking. Rather than chasing the life, she was clearly running full into it. It was clear she had that trajectory for constant motion.. just like him. That kind of ambition was fast and impossible to ignore. “Sounds.. fascinating. And exhausting. Doesn’t sound like a terrible balance though. Some people like that in life.. a little calculated risk here, a little chasing things that actually.. matter.” He let the last word hang, because that was the part that pulled him in, one he didn’t have an answer for himself. Not since he strayed from the Path.
His gaze clung to Shania as her words hit him. More or less a thrill junkie’s manifesto. A little wink to fate? Of course that made his pulse tick faster.
“You make it sound poetic. Dangerous poetry, no?” He grinned, a little crooked, because damn it, the thought of someone making poetry out of chaos? That was hot. “I rarely do the same thing twice. Unless it’s sabacc or flying, of course. Boredom is death, and I’ve had enough near death to know when I’m wasting my time.”
Part of him wanted to ask about the risk in the long game. The game where someone might actually walk out of it laughing instead of twitching at the edge. Maybe another time.. should one exist.
As the query returned, she would discover no pause in the pilot. “I’ve chased things that go boom, that spit fire, that try to kill me before breakfast. I’ve danced through debris fields with my hair on fire.” Devin blinked once before his mouth twisted. “.. Okay, maybe not the hair on fire part. That was more like a warm.. breeze.. situation?"
The grin shifted. “I like seeing what happens when someone actually pushes past the redline and keeps laughing.” Or screaming. Sometimes the two were indistinguishable! Either way, totally worth it.
“But in truth.. the impossible. The things that make you question whether the galaxy ever had rules. It’s.. an appetite I’m more than willing to feed.. at any cost.”
Not his best answer, which he was consciously aware of. But no point pretending otherwise. Being away from his squadron this long.. it left his life feeling hollow, without purpose.
He didn’t even bother hiding the way his fingers drifted toward the dealer afterwards, two musical like taps before he nodded for another hit. Most of the credits he’d brought were already sitting in the pot.. a mound of them now. A final card slid his way, landing between two fingers. All the bluffing just punctured.
There would be no sigh or curse. Zero protesting. The curve on his face even stayed. Devin had experienced enough crashes to not be pulled under so easily. Well, time to deliver some news with a pretty ribbon tied on it. Yeah, he’d bombed out. Maybe he didn’t even need to say it. His eyes were already warm and unapologetic. He had a few credits back in the hotel anyway. Enough for another gamble or stupid decision with his name on it. There was always a way and always tomorrow. Devin built an entire life so far out of those he probably didn’t deserve.
A smile bloomed, softer than all the others tonight. Ridiculously tender. The kind that only showed up when he wasn’t trying to charm.
The words slipped out light and warm. “There’s absolutely no way I’m kissing your hand.”
Of course, he very deliberately left out the rest of the ‘exit’ script Red Dagger gave him because he wasn’t keen on saying it was a pleasure to meet you and walk away just yet. One last little gamble.