Jantar Keltainen
Evil is a word used by the ignorant and the weak
Jantar stretched out on the cot, but sleep would not come right away. The nagging thought kept running through her brain: What’s worse...to have an unhappy story, or to have no story at all?
She had no answer.
Jantar was not alone. She was surrounded by people she had never met, but who she knew intimately. Their skin colour varied and their hair was predominantly monotone – shades of black through to white.
But amongst the crowd – and there were hundreds, if not thousands around her – Jantar spotted the occasional person with red hair like hers. And every now and then she spotted someone who looked like her. Maybe it was her? It made no sense yet it made perfect sense.
They were all tall like her and carried themselves with deportment and grace. And as she stared into their faces, she saw eyes of blue, grey and lilac, but none with amber eyes – except for the woman in the distance. But as fast as she tried to make her way to her, she could not shorten the distance between them. They were close but somehow destined to never meet.
As Jantar became accustomed to the crowd, she was aware of a murmur. Of voices. But they were not speaking Basic, but another tongue. Yet it sounded so familiar to her ears – unlike the languages of alien species that always sounded harsh.
And then Jantar realised they all had a Force aura.
And as much as she was staring around at those around her, she became aware they were staring back. Not some, but all. And they were speaking to her – although she could not understand what they were saying. But the words were repeated over and over and in her mind she knew what they were saying.
Blessed. She was blessed.
Except this was not how Jantar felt. She felt lost – and oddly found they were all of the same mindset. She sensed it all around her. They were searching. But for what?
And as Jantar walked through the crowds, she saw that some – no many – had scars on their bodies, and some on their faces.
And they spoke to her, their voices sounding angry…no they were now warning her. But of what? She had a sense of emotion – but without meaning. She should be wary. She should not trust. But who? And why?
She had no answer.
Jantar was not alone. She was surrounded by people she had never met, but who she knew intimately. Their skin colour varied and their hair was predominantly monotone – shades of black through to white.
But amongst the crowd – and there were hundreds, if not thousands around her – Jantar spotted the occasional person with red hair like hers. And every now and then she spotted someone who looked like her. Maybe it was her? It made no sense yet it made perfect sense.
They were all tall like her and carried themselves with deportment and grace. And as she stared into their faces, she saw eyes of blue, grey and lilac, but none with amber eyes – except for the woman in the distance. But as fast as she tried to make her way to her, she could not shorten the distance between them. They were close but somehow destined to never meet.
As Jantar became accustomed to the crowd, she was aware of a murmur. Of voices. But they were not speaking Basic, but another tongue. Yet it sounded so familiar to her ears – unlike the languages of alien species that always sounded harsh.
And then Jantar realised they all had a Force aura.
And as much as she was staring around at those around her, she became aware they were staring back. Not some, but all. And they were speaking to her – although she could not understand what they were saying. But the words were repeated over and over and in her mind she knew what they were saying.
Blessed. She was blessed.
Except this was not how Jantar felt. She felt lost – and oddly found they were all of the same mindset. She sensed it all around her. They were searching. But for what?
And as Jantar walked through the crowds, she saw that some – no many – had scars on their bodies, and some on their faces.
And they spoke to her, their voices sounding angry…no they were now warning her. But of what? She had a sense of emotion – but without meaning. She should be wary. She should not trust. But who? And why?