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Des listened, holding her tighter as Milya brought up family. Was it worse to not have one? Or to be the reason for not having one. For all of them to be dead or turned her away. To be the thing they despised? Tough call. But in the end, even Grams had forgiven her for that fateful night. On Illum. She'd battled the ghosts and demons of her own mind before, in the cave. That it hadn't left her in screaming shambles was a testament to her resolve. And indeed, she'd found it that day, on Dagobah in ways she hadn't expected. Still, the old wounds ached now and again. Perhaps not properly or fully healed. But enough to allow her to function.​
Des rested her forehead against Milya's. "I just--" She steadied her breath, "--I just need you." She shook her head. "I know I shouldn't need anyone. And perhaps I don't. And perhaps I've even been shown that in the end there's nobody else I can rely on." The words stung, she knew, even without any venom or malice to them. They were not truly meant for Milya, nor to wound her. "But I don't want to. To be alone, and to be by myself in this. IN all things. I know I'm strong enough to stand on my own. I wouldn't be here otherwise." A wry smile tugged at the corner of her lips. "But it would be a whole lot darker place without you by my side. And a lot heavier without you."
Pausing long enough to steal a light kiss, she slipped her arms around Milya's waist. "And I might need a reminder from time to time. I do lose my way. Get turned about. Lost in the dark, twisted hellscape inside." She sighed. "It gets hard to navigate. The skies get stormy. But there are points of light that call me home. Like you."
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She simply listened to Des as she spoke, her arms holding her firmly. Wanting to be that thing held Des down, keeping her steady through anything and everything. Des was right, there was very little about this that she could change, or actual help but what she could do is be there for her in this and every moment.

When Des said she needed her Milyas heart nearly skipped a beat. Des loved her, this she knew already but needing her those words hit her harder than she though. Her arms wrapped her slightly tighter as Des pressed close to her. "I need you too." she whispered softly. "There isn't anything wrong with needing somebody. There will always be one person you can rely on."

"But it would be a whole lot darker place without you by my side. And a lot heavier without you."

She looked down at Des just in time to feel the light brush of her lips on her own. a small smile touching her lips when Des pulled back, only to side around her and slip her own arms around Milya. "I'll remind you as many times as you need. I'll never leave your side."

"It gets hard to navigate. The skies get stormy. But there are points of light that call me home. Like you."

She listened to the words spoken and nodded gently. "No matter how dark it gets, no matter how heavy. You'll never have to find your way alone again."


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