Mediha
Seeking to Rebuild
Her brain vaguely acknowledged Darius's words as she gripped his good arm for leverage. Her vision swam, but she ignored it, moving forward step by stalwart step, conscious of [member="Darius"] silently following her as she journeyed into the village.
The view from the air had only hidden the details. With every step, every corpse passed with a lingering glance, something in her tore a little further even as cold rationality overtook, though did not silence, her riotous emotions. Nothing and no one had been spared. She had no doubts that the Nightbrothers in their somewhat separated village had suffered the same fate, unless they had left while the Nightsisters were dying. That seemed unlikely.
Tears hovered in her eyes, though numbness-- or at least incoherence of emotion and thought-- was tempering her rage and sorrow. There was too much at war within her for her to know which feeling should be dominant. Years of training and emotional self-control were worn to tatters in a matter of minutes.
Mother.
She stumbled as she tried to quicken her steps to reach the right street; the homes here looked as the others did, and the bodies were more numerous than they had been on the outskirts. Her feet passed as quickly as they could, her eyes searching for her mother's rich, dark hair. So many brunettes, so much blood. Some bodies were mangled beyond recognition, but many were the victims of blades-- spears, Mediha thought sickly-- or a combination of blades and magick. Many of the women in her clan used witch bows rather than exercising their powers as much as she did; if it had been a battle of weapons, she could see how they might have lost.
Nowhere did she see a corpse she could recognize as her mother's. She finally gave up the search and dropped rather than purposely knelt beside Ylorii, the woman's brown eyes staring sightlessly ahead. She had been her mother's friend and Mediha's first teacher. The tears finally slipped over her lashes and down her cheeks. Piles of ash nearby were a testament that someone from the enemy had gone out with her, though there was no way to tell which clan they had come from. Mediha's mind shied away from the knowledge that she knew which clan it had been. Ylorii had died from some magickal cause, the signs of suffocation on her without any visible markings to indicate how. They hadn't dared to get close enough to her to use spears; she had been too dangerous. Mediha's shaking hand reached out to close her eyes, though her mind was blank, unable to conjure the words for the prayer for the dead.
They had nothing to do with it. It didn't matter. They were already dead.
She rose to her feet and went to the door of a home that had finished smoldering at some point.
They didn't know. Regret and apologies meant nothing to corpses.
She turned down the street for Mother Forine's home. Here, many Sisters had fallen, but Mediha's eye was drawn to the Nightbrothers among the dead. Here were those who had come to defend their people. Mediha's unholy feet tread between their bodies, ignorant of blood and ash. She could see where there were pools of blood with no bodies; the enemy had taken their dead with them and left her Sisters to bloat and rot in the streets.
I didn't have time to warn them.
Her eyes caught on a lightsaber hilt lying in the street, and her eyes moved to the long, twisted body lying next to it.
Anderit.
The witches had taken him with magick; there was no way to know if his combat training had aided him in killing any of the enemy before they destroyed him. Zared was nowhere near; he wouldn't have left without his brother unless he had been forced back, and there was no body nearby to indicate they had fallen together. Somewhere out there was a Nightbrother with a vendetta, one possibly wounded. Mediha had doubts that he would survive if he was injured, but she had no way to track him. If he was well enough to escape and fend for himself in the jungle, he could make a life for himself alone or in another clan. He would survive.
He would kill you for learning you brought this down on them.
Her eyes stopped staring through Anderit and instead gave a long, hard look to the death-eased lines of a face usually twisted in derision. She carefully, slowly, crouched down and wrapped her hand around the hilt of his lightsaber, the metal cold against her sweating palms. She stayed there for a moment, staring at the weapon in her grip, then looked up and over to Mother Forine's house.
It was still smoking, a magickal fire raging in its heart that hadn't quite expired. She had died there. Mediha knew it, just as she knew she would not find Zared, just as she knew there was no one left in her tribe. Just as she knew her spontaneous actions had caused it. Her gaze traveled back to Anderit. A fly sat on his cheek, cleaning its legs, its wings twitching slightly.
Her acolyte.
Her Sisters.
Her family.
Her home.
Mediha turned her eyes to the top of the distant mountain as she stood, lightsaber in one hand and box awkwardly clutched in her other arm. Something was building in her throat: grief, debilitating regret, and rage bubbling up in a toxic cocktail. She had been the catalyst of their destruction. She had killed everything in which she found pride, joy or self-worth outside of herself. But they had been innocent in this, and she had never dreamed the item she had stolen to be their prize possession would lead to these consequences, not when it had been a single witch and an outsider who had infiltrated their lair. There had been no indications that she was a Nightsister other than the paint, which any clan could have put on to implicate them. The Stone had not been in the village. The Singing Mountain Clan had delivered on her clan a punishment rightly meant for her just because they assumed they should. She would have taken that burden herself; it was the spear-witches who had chosen to take it out on those who did not deserve it.
Nausea turned her stomach and her head throbbed, a combination of lingering symptoms of her illness and the pressure built by grief. Rage contorted her expression, unspoken promise in her crazed eyes.
You will pay! You- will- pay! Her mind shrieked, throat too closed to give voice to the scream of rage that had built in her. The hard edges of the box under her arm and the smooth metal of the hilt in her hand were promise enough. The Stone would give her the power; all she needed was the skill to bring them down herself.
"All of them," she murmured, voice lower than a whisper, eyes still fixed on the mountain. Her grip on her belongings tightened, her teeth clenched and bared. "All of them."
The view from the air had only hidden the details. With every step, every corpse passed with a lingering glance, something in her tore a little further even as cold rationality overtook, though did not silence, her riotous emotions. Nothing and no one had been spared. She had no doubts that the Nightbrothers in their somewhat separated village had suffered the same fate, unless they had left while the Nightsisters were dying. That seemed unlikely.
Tears hovered in her eyes, though numbness-- or at least incoherence of emotion and thought-- was tempering her rage and sorrow. There was too much at war within her for her to know which feeling should be dominant. Years of training and emotional self-control were worn to tatters in a matter of minutes.
Mother.
She stumbled as she tried to quicken her steps to reach the right street; the homes here looked as the others did, and the bodies were more numerous than they had been on the outskirts. Her feet passed as quickly as they could, her eyes searching for her mother's rich, dark hair. So many brunettes, so much blood. Some bodies were mangled beyond recognition, but many were the victims of blades-- spears, Mediha thought sickly-- or a combination of blades and magick. Many of the women in her clan used witch bows rather than exercising their powers as much as she did; if it had been a battle of weapons, she could see how they might have lost.
Nowhere did she see a corpse she could recognize as her mother's. She finally gave up the search and dropped rather than purposely knelt beside Ylorii, the woman's brown eyes staring sightlessly ahead. She had been her mother's friend and Mediha's first teacher. The tears finally slipped over her lashes and down her cheeks. Piles of ash nearby were a testament that someone from the enemy had gone out with her, though there was no way to tell which clan they had come from. Mediha's mind shied away from the knowledge that she knew which clan it had been. Ylorii had died from some magickal cause, the signs of suffocation on her without any visible markings to indicate how. They hadn't dared to get close enough to her to use spears; she had been too dangerous. Mediha's shaking hand reached out to close her eyes, though her mind was blank, unable to conjure the words for the prayer for the dead.
They had nothing to do with it. It didn't matter. They were already dead.
She rose to her feet and went to the door of a home that had finished smoldering at some point.
They didn't know. Regret and apologies meant nothing to corpses.
She turned down the street for Mother Forine's home. Here, many Sisters had fallen, but Mediha's eye was drawn to the Nightbrothers among the dead. Here were those who had come to defend their people. Mediha's unholy feet tread between their bodies, ignorant of blood and ash. She could see where there were pools of blood with no bodies; the enemy had taken their dead with them and left her Sisters to bloat and rot in the streets.
I didn't have time to warn them.
Her eyes caught on a lightsaber hilt lying in the street, and her eyes moved to the long, twisted body lying next to it.
Anderit.
The witches had taken him with magick; there was no way to know if his combat training had aided him in killing any of the enemy before they destroyed him. Zared was nowhere near; he wouldn't have left without his brother unless he had been forced back, and there was no body nearby to indicate they had fallen together. Somewhere out there was a Nightbrother with a vendetta, one possibly wounded. Mediha had doubts that he would survive if he was injured, but she had no way to track him. If he was well enough to escape and fend for himself in the jungle, he could make a life for himself alone or in another clan. He would survive.
He would kill you for learning you brought this down on them.
Her eyes stopped staring through Anderit and instead gave a long, hard look to the death-eased lines of a face usually twisted in derision. She carefully, slowly, crouched down and wrapped her hand around the hilt of his lightsaber, the metal cold against her sweating palms. She stayed there for a moment, staring at the weapon in her grip, then looked up and over to Mother Forine's house.
It was still smoking, a magickal fire raging in its heart that hadn't quite expired. She had died there. Mediha knew it, just as she knew she would not find Zared, just as she knew there was no one left in her tribe. Just as she knew her spontaneous actions had caused it. Her gaze traveled back to Anderit. A fly sat on his cheek, cleaning its legs, its wings twitching slightly.
Her acolyte.
Her Sisters.
Her family.
Her home.
Mediha turned her eyes to the top of the distant mountain as she stood, lightsaber in one hand and box awkwardly clutched in her other arm. Something was building in her throat: grief, debilitating regret, and rage bubbling up in a toxic cocktail. She had been the catalyst of their destruction. She had killed everything in which she found pride, joy or self-worth outside of herself. But they had been innocent in this, and she had never dreamed the item she had stolen to be their prize possession would lead to these consequences, not when it had been a single witch and an outsider who had infiltrated their lair. There had been no indications that she was a Nightsister other than the paint, which any clan could have put on to implicate them. The Stone had not been in the village. The Singing Mountain Clan had delivered on her clan a punishment rightly meant for her just because they assumed they should. She would have taken that burden herself; it was the spear-witches who had chosen to take it out on those who did not deserve it.
Nausea turned her stomach and her head throbbed, a combination of lingering symptoms of her illness and the pressure built by grief. Rage contorted her expression, unspoken promise in her crazed eyes.
You will pay! You- will- pay! Her mind shrieked, throat too closed to give voice to the scream of rage that had built in her. The hard edges of the box under her arm and the smooth metal of the hilt in her hand were promise enough. The Stone would give her the power; all she needed was the skill to bring them down herself.
"All of them," she murmured, voice lower than a whisper, eyes still fixed on the mountain. Her grip on her belongings tightened, her teeth clenched and bared. "All of them."