Jannik Morlandt
convergence
His need to practice confirmed, Jannik settled once again and felt out the Force for the next purpose it would be set to: increasing his own resolve. 'Start small' she had said, so small he did start by reminiscing over the still-fresh feeling of this power being worked on him by another, as well as the memory of his time just before he had come to the Jedi, in the hospital for days after being hit with an overwhelming vision and smacking his head terribly hard on the duracrete, how sorry for himself he had felt, how his friends had abandoned him out of what must have been fear greater than their concern. The Jedi had come for him, then, but until then... that was the spot, that feel to set back the goodness he felt after the workings of the Shi'ido master.
Then he began to bring the energy of the Force into himself, letting it fill him to every extremity, and began to change that energy to give him what he needed, that resolve to keep going despite the feeling that all his guiding lights had went out. And change it did, a little at a time, until he felt just... okay again. Content. Nowhere near as energized as [member="Erinyes Draclau"] had made him, but it was a step in the right direction. His eyes opened, and he looked to her.
"How'd ah do?"
Then he began to bring the energy of the Force into himself, letting it fill him to every extremity, and began to change that energy to give him what he needed, that resolve to keep going despite the feeling that all his guiding lights had went out. And change it did, a little at a time, until he felt just... okay again. Content. Nowhere near as energized as [member="Erinyes Draclau"] had made him, but it was a step in the right direction. His eyes opened, and he looked to her.
"How'd ah do?"