Elian found Jalen first.
He nearly did not recognize him at a glance, because the plaza had reduced everything to shapes and smoke and motion. Then his eyes caught on Jalen's jacket, on the familiar cut of it, and Elian's heart surged with desperate relief that died the instant he got close enough to see the stillness.
Jalen lay on his back, eyes open and unfocused, as if he had been interrupted mid-sentence. Elian's breath hitched, and his knees threatened to give out. He reached out automatically, as though touch could change the outcome, and then he stopped himself because his hands were already shaking.
"No," Elian whispered, but the word did nothing. It did not rewind time, and it did not soften what was true.
A few feet away, something pale caught his attention, and his gaze snapped to the side.
Ellema.
She was on her side near a broken stall frame, one arm folded awkwardly beneath her. Blood darkened the front of her clothes, and more streaked her cheek and the corner of her mouth. Her eyes were half-lidded, and the way her breath stuttered told Elian she was fading fast.
Elian surged to her without thinking. He dropped to his knees and gathered her up, careful and frantic all at once, as if gentleness alone could hold her together. Her body felt too light in his arms, and the sight of her like this hit him harder than the riot ever could.
"Hey, punk," he said, forcing the words out with a broken little laugh as tears blurred his vision. He tried to sound like himself, like this was just another moment he could talk his way through.
"Stay with me, alright?"
Ellema's mouth moved, and she managed a faint smile that broke his heart. Blood gleamed at the corners of her lips.
Elian smiled back because he could not bear to do anything else.
"You are going to be okay," he promised, even as fear clawed through him.
"We have help coming. They will be here soon."
He pressed his forehead close to hers for a second, as if the contact could anchor her. He could feel her lip trembling against a shaky breath.
"Elian," she whispered, and the sound was so small it barely carried.
"I'm scared."
His throat tightened until it hurt. He blinked hard, trying to keep his face steady for her, trying to be the person she believed in.
"Don't be..." he said, voice cracking despite his effort.
"I am right here. I am right here with you."
Her gaze tried to hold his, and then it slipped. The light in her eyes dimmed in a way that was immediate and unmistakable, and Elian felt her leave in his arms like a thread snapping.
He held her tighter anyway, because his body refused to accept the emptiness. His jaw clenched with anger so fierce it made his teeth ache, and his shoulders shook as he kept speaking to her as if words could still reach her.
"I am right here," he repeated, each syllable trembling.
"You are not alone. I am right here."
The plaza continued to burn and scream around him, but Elian barely heard it anymore. He rocked slightly with Ellema in his arms, and grief finally broke through whatever numbness had kept him moving. He bowed his head over her and wept, silent at first, and then openly, because there was nothing left to hold back.
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