Cyberjunk
D E N O N
// The Blue Flame
The Blue Flame was as routine of a haunt as you could get for the Shadowrunners of Darkwire.// The Blue Flame
"Trandoshan Ale, Isaac." Yula folded her jacket neatly on the barstool, then slipped atop the seat's makeshift cushion. Typically more cheerful, the Zeltron was somewhat subdued in her arrival. Fatigue creased the edges of her eyes and dulled the sharper features of her face. Still, she didn't seem as worn as some of the more…frequent fliers. Just a tired woman who'd worked a full day.
Then the dreams came back.
They'd been more frequent ever since Sev Tok. A wide-eyed girl, the death of a Master. A pained smile, an assurance, and a lie. One time her own hands had melted into pools of sticky blood, that one was weird. Probably some symbolic meaning to it all, but Yula didn't do esoteric. They were just bad dreams twisting a memory round and round. A memory that had rotted to the point where she couldn't be sure which parts were real or not.
She received the ale with a muted smile, sliding a few credits the bartender's way. An amount memorized, she realized with a quiet, mirthless snort.
Yula's time as a Jedi Padawan has been brief and tragic, ultimately launching her into the Outer Rim life as a spacer and smuggler. The Force came to her in the form of rogue Jedi and assorted neutral affiliations, a smattering of teachers and mentors who taught on the job here and there.
Meeting Dagon made her realize that she was never destined to be a Jedi, nor did she want to. Like trying to force on a shoe a few sizes too small. Yula still hadn't told him about that snippet of her past, largely because she didn't know how or when to broach the subject. How do you talk about something you've never had the words for? As she stared down into the pale surface of the ale, only one thought bubbled to the surface.
You didn't.
