Private Drunken Escape

[Niijima Izumi]

The road into J’arkai was quieter than it had any right to be.

Too quiet for a border settlement. Too clean for a place that saw this many mercenaries and drifters.

Izumi preferred it that way.

Her sandals whispered against the packed earth as she climbed the last stone steps toward the ryokan, the lanterns along the eaves already glowing gold against the falling dusk. The light softened everything—the hard edges of the wooden beams, the chipped paint on the gate, even the old sign swaying overhead.

The straw kasa hat shaded her face, brim low, weaving shadows across her eyes. Most people wouldn’t look twice at her; just another wandering swordsman, another ronin passing through. That was the point.

Her kimono was plain indigo, travel-worn but clean, tied tight for movement rather than elegance. The fabric pulled slightly across her shoulders where armor once sat out of habit. The katana at her hip rested in a lacquered black saya, the cord wrapped and rewrapped so many times it felt like part of her hand.

Inside, the floorboards creaked softly beneath her steps. A few low conversations drifted from the common room—travelers, a merchant couple, someone already drunk enough to laugh too loud. Normal sounds. Safe sounds. Just this morning she’d still been kneeling in a polished room, spine straight, sleeves folded just so, repeating the same careful motions she’d practiced for months. Pour. Turn the wrist. Smile. Lower the gaze. Speak softly.
At the front desk, she set a few credits down without ceremony.

“One room,” she said, voice low, calm. Human. Not the airy, lilting tone they’d tried to teach her. “And access to the baths…And hot sake.”

The attendant nodded, unfazed. No questions. Just a key and a polite bow.

As she moved toward the hall leading deeper inside, steam drifted past the doorway to the springs, curling into the air like breath on a winter morning. Laughter echoed faintly off stone.

For the first time in days, something inside her loosened.

Hot water would soak the ache from her shoulders. Sake would quiet the thoughts she didn’t feel like having.

Tomorrow could worry about tomorrow.

Tonight...Tonight she would set the hat aside, leave the sword within arm’s reach out of habit, sink into the water, and let the world shrink to heat and quiet.
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Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi

Varek Ordo's boots crunched softly against the loose earth as he made his way down the road into J'arkai, the distant hum of the settlement's sparse activity in sharp contrast to the noise he'd grown accustomed to. Border towns were never this quiet. He kept his pace steady, his breath measured, the weight of his armor nothing but an old companion he'd learned to ignore.

The air here was thick with a strange kind of tension, the kind that soaked into the bones of those who stayed too long. And yet, there was a simplicity in the quiet, a harsh beauty to the isolation that made him uneasy. He couldn’t help but wonder what kind of life thrived in a place like this, where even the dust seemed untouched by time.

The flicker of lanterns caught his eye as he approached the ryokan. The golden light spilled across the uneven ground, softening the sharp lines of the building’s old architecture. His gloved fingers brushed the hilt of his blaster, a comforting reminder of the weight he carried. It wasn’t the weight of a blade. It was the weight of a man who had seen too much to be fooled by peace.

Inside, the warmth of the ryokan greeted him like an old friend. The scent of cedar and rice wine filled the air, soothing something that always felt on edge. There was no place for a man like him to blend in, but here, with the scent of soap and steam mingling, he felt something close to the luxury of being forgotten.

The murmur of voices from the common room drifted through the air, but Varek paid little attention to the people. He wasn’t here for their stories, and they weren’t here for his. A drink, a quiet corner, maybe a bit of hot food. Nothing more. The ghosts of his past were still far too fresh for anything else.

He approached the desk, his movements deliberate. The attendant’s eyes flicked to him for a moment, but there was no judgment in their gaze. A man like Varek was nothing more than a traveler passing through. He tossed down a few credits—barely more than necessary—and in a voice as cold and calm as the night air outside, he ordered a room.

“One room,” he said, voice low but clear. His Mandalorian accent didn't need to be hidden. “Access to the baths. And a drink.”

The attendant nodded and handed over a key with a polite bow, no questions asked.

Varek didn’t care for small talk, for the trivialities of others. He wasn’t here to be known or understood. He wasn’t here to be remembered. A bath. A drink. A quiet night.

As he made his way to the baths, the warmth of the steam hit him like a wave. For a brief moment, it felt like the weight of his past, of his choices, of his life, slipped away with each step he took deeper into the heat.

Tomorrow would come, as it always did, but tonight, for just one fleeting moment, he could let the world shrink to steam and silence.

Just a traveler passing through.

 

[Niijima Izumi]

Armor has a voice of its own. Even when a man moves carefully, even when he thinks himself quiet, there is a weight to beskar and plating that speaks against wood and earth.

She was seated at one of the low tables in the common room, straw hat resting beside her knee, one hand loosely wrapped around a ceramic cup of sake. Steam curled from its surface, ghosting against her knuckles. Her katana lay within reach, set parallel to her thigh; not displayed, not hidden. Simply present.

She tilted the cup slightly, watching the surface ripple as the door slid open and let in a breath of cooler night air.

The raven-haired woman breathed out a small sigh before turning her head in a 45 degree angle, her pupils acknowledging vividly the stranger. Her head was still tilted downward though, as not to give the stranger any ideas that she was staring. It was the practice of subtlety or humility of her bushido code that didn't allow her to outwardly engage with someone. That, and her introverted nature.

Izumi placed the cup to her lips, the warm fluid reaching her tongue first before sliding cleanly down her throat. The immediate taste of concentrated rice wine filled her tastebuds, and almost instinctively she would utter another sigh, one of more relaxed nature than the last. From the corner of her eye she could see that the stranger wore armor. Mandalorian, the only thought which crossed her mind.

Her gaze lingered a fraction longer than polite before drifting away again, as though he were no more than passing weather.

When she heard him speak to the attendant at the establishment, she couldn't help but give a faint smile, lowering the now empty cup in her hand gently on the table in front of her. The same requests, from two very different people.

She rose smoothly as the attendant handed him his key. The movement was fluid without being delicate. Training still clung to her in the set of her shoulders, in the way her sleeves fell just so when she stood. But there was less softness to her now. Less performance.

As she passed him, the scent of steam and cedar wrapping around them both, she bowed her head just enough to be respectful.

No words were exchanged, as one would expect from someone like Izumi, although she would not be opposed if the stranger offered conversation. If not, she would simply move past him and make her way to her room, the long training she had subjected herself to earlier made her more tired than she had been willing to admit. The hot springs called her name, quite literally, and she would give everything in her possession for a night of reprise and relaxation.

Perhaps they would meet at the hot springs, perhaps not. But either way, she was more than excited to sink into the hot waters and be surrounded in the warmth embrace of the steam.
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Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi

Varek Ordo’s boots were heavy on the floorboards, but his steps were measured, practiced. Even in a place like this, in the calm warmth of a ryokan, the weight of beskar never truly left him. It spoke, even in the quiet. His movements—deliberate, controlled—were an extension of the armor, each one calculated, as though the earth beneath him were a battlefield and the floor a terrain to be carefully navigated.
His eyes flicked briefly to the woman across the room. A momentary glance. The flicker of recognition like remembering a story heard once. Something in her manner and aspect that spoke to him as if he already knew her. The subtle tilt of her head. There was an understanding between them, something silent but clear, like the echo of a distant war drum echoing across smoke filled fields. She, too, carried her armor. Not of metal, but of discipline, of training worn into the very shape of her body. The weight of it was different—more fluid, more subtle—but it was there all the same.
He didn’t speak. Words would only weigh down the air. Instead, he allowed his gaze to pass over her, not lingering, not imposing. Just acknowledging her presence, and then moving on. Like two predators at a watering hole where the unspoken agreement that there was no territory today. No prey to fight over.

The attendant’s bow was respectful, as Varek’s hand slid the credits across the counter. No fanfare, no conversation. Just a room. And access to the baths. He would get the food later he was sure. His voice was low and controlled as he spoke, more a presence than a statement.
The key was handed to him without pause, the attendant’s gaze soft and neutral. There was no need for anything more. The ryokan was a place for solitude, for quiet moments of rest. No one cared who he was, what he had done, or why he wore the armor of a warrior who had lived too many lifetimes. Here, he could simply be a man passing through.
He moved toward the hall without hesitation, his eyes sliding briefly to the bathhouse entrance. The steam rose in the air, curling and twisting like the remnants of old battles. Varek could feel it already—the heat, the quiet. It wasn’t peace, exactly, but it was enough to be forgotten for a while. Enough to let go of the constant hum of war, of responsibility, of survival.
As he approached the hot springs, he slowed, eyes briefly meeting Izumi’s as she passed him. The subtle bow of her head was a quiet acknowledgment, but it was enough. No words needed to be exchanged.
With a nod of his own, Varek met her eyes through the visor of his helmet, the face he shared with the galaxy, the buffer zone between him and the outside that would see him broken if it could, and continued on, entering the changing area. The first layer of armor came off slowly, methodically, the clatter of metal muted against stone. Each piece removed was a small, deliberate release. The breastplate. The gauntlets. The helmet. All came away, piece by piece, until he stood in only the simple fabric of his undergarments. The armor was a part of him, but for now, it would stay behind.
His body, scarred and tired now unburdened by the weight of beskar, felt lighter, but the tension in his shoulders remained. The heat of the spring would melt it away, he hoped. He rolled his under suit and placed it on the stone before he stretched. Slowly, he entered the waters, the steam rising around him like the embrace of an old, familiar friend. He sank deeper, feeling the warmth seeping into his muscles, into the very core of his being.
The world outside—his world, his life—seemed far away, even if only for a few moments. There were no ghosts here. No battles to fight. Just the quiet sound of water lapping against stone, the slow exhale of a body worn too thin, and the heat that held him together.
It wasn’t peace. But it was something close. Something quiet. Something that could be enough, if only for tonight.
Varek closed his eyes, letting the steam blur the edges of the room and drift away into the silence.

 

[Niijima Izumi]

The corridor to the springs was warm beneath her feet, polished wood giving way to smooth stone. Steam thickened with each step, curling around her sleeves, clinging lightly to her hairline. At the entrance to the women’s side, she paused only long enough to untie the sash of her kimono.

The garment folded neatly. Her sword she placed within arm’s reach of the bath’s edge, wrapped in oilcloth against the humidity. Old instincts did not vanish just because the water was hot.

She stepped into the spring slowly. Heat climbed her calves, her thighs, her spine. The first touch of it pulled a quiet breath from her chest—not dramatic, not indulgent. Just relief. She sank to her shoulders and closed her eyes for a moment.

Across the dividing wall of carved stone and lattice, she could hear the faint shift of water displaced by a larger body settling in. The sound carried. So did breath. He exhaled like a man who had forgotten how. Her eyes opened again, gaze drifting to the rising steam rather than the barrier between them.

Scarred, she had noticed when his helmet came off.

Not in the way of someone who stared; but the kind of noticing warriors did. Mapping damage. Measuring history written in flesh. He had the build of someone who fought forward, not from cover.

The steam shifted. The water stilled.

“You take it off slowly,” she said at last, voice carrying easily over the partition without needing to rise. Calm. Observant. Not prying.

“Most men rip their armor free like it’s choking them. You treat yours like it’s earned.”

She leaned her head back against the smooth stone, dark hair damp at the ends now, a few loose strands escaping where they’d been tied. Without the hat and without the sword at her hip, she looked younger. Less severe.

But the discipline remained in the straight line of her spine, even half-submerged. “I just finished training,” she added after a moment, as if the thought had arrived late. “Geisha.” The word hung between them strangely in the humid air. “Which means I’ve spent months being told how to move, how to breathe, how to smile.”

A faint huff of quiet amusement. “I suppose I understand wearing something that isn’t entirely for yourself.” The water lapped softly as she shifted, stretching one leg beneath the surface. Muscles loosened reluctantly, like they did not trust the heat yet. “J’arkai is not a place men like you come to disappear,” she continued. Not accusation. Just fact. “It’s a place you pass through on your way to something else.”

Her gaze tilted toward the lattice, though she could see little beyond shifting silhouettes and steam.

“If you were looking for a fight, you would not have taken your time setting the armor down.” A small silence followed. "So I’ll assume you’re here to rest.” Not a question. Just an acknowledgment between two people who understood the cost of never doing so.
​

Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi

Varek’s shoulders eased under the water, muscles unwinding in slow increments as the heat worked its way into every ache and scar. The steam rose around him, pulling the edges of the world into hazy nothingness. But then, her voice sliced through the quiet, precise and measured, like a blade finding its mark. He didn’t start, didn’t flinch. His eyes stayed closed, the scent of cedar and steam filling his lungs as her words settled in the space between them.

“You take it off slowly.” The feminine voice said, reminding him somehow of dew on lotus blossoms, “Most men rip their armor free like it’s choking them.”

Varek’s lips twitched into a ghost of a smile, but he didn’t speak immediately. He wasn’t sure whether to respond at all. There were few people who understood the weight of armor in the way she seemed to. It wasn’t just metal—it was memory, a record of battles fought, of choices made. There was reverence in removing it, as if each piece deserved that respect. A man like him didn’t forget what it meant to wear it.

“You treat yours like it’s earned.”

Her words were like a distant echo of something he had told himself years ago. A truth he had long buried beneath the weight of missions, scars, and survival.
But tonight, here in the warmth of the springs, it felt different. Less like the heavy cloak of war, more like the quiet understanding of two warriors who had seen too much to need pretense.
A soft sound broke the stillness—the faintest exhale of amusement in her voice.


Varek’s eyes opened a fraction, a slight shift of focus as the words hung in the air.

Geisha.

The thought sat there for a moment, strange yet fitting. He had only ever known the art of war—the discipline of battle, of movement in the thick of chaos. The idea of training in grace, in poise, was foreign to him, but not entirely out of place. He supposed it wasn’t that different from the quiet discipline of a Mandalorian warrior. There was always a price for control, whether in battle or in silence.
She shifted in the water, her muscles hesitating, as though testing the heat, testing her own limits.


Her voice slipped into the quiet again.
“J’arkai is not a place men like you come to disappear. It’s a place you pass through on your way to something else.”

Varek let the words sit there.
She was right, of course. He wasn’t here to disappear, wasn’t here to become anyone else. He didn’t know how to be anything other than what he was. But he wasn’t in a hurry, either. The quiet here—this moment—was something he hadn’t had in a long time.

The water swirled softly as she continued, her words coming without the weight of challenge. “If you were looking for a fight, you would not have taken your time setting the armor down.”

Another silence stretched between them. Not an uncomfortable one, but a shared one. A space where the past, with all its blood and noise, faded for just a few moments.

Varek shifted slightly, letting the water cradle him as his voice finally broke the stillness.

“You’re right,” he said softly, the rasp of his tone more from disuse than weariness. “I’m not looking for a fight.”

He let the words linger in the air, then added, just as quietly, “But sometimes, it’s harder to find rest than it is to find trouble.”
A pause. Then, softer still: “Guess I’m here for both.”

His gaze drifted to the lattice that separated them, and he let out a breath, half-lost in the warmth, half-lost in the quiet company. It wasn’t much. But tonight, for once, it felt like enough.

"Much like you," He said as he made out the hint of a silhouette through the lattice, "I'm just here to be for a moment before I need to put the armor back on."

He caught a feminine scent amongst the steam and let it sooth him further.

 

[Niijima Izumi]

The springs were quiet in that particular way only old places ever were.

Not silent...but layered with soft, living sounds.

Izumi let herself sink until the heat wrapped fully around her ribs.

The bath wasn’t some polished luxury spa meant for nobles and tourists. It was older than that. The edges were uneven in places, shallow grooves carved by time and fingertips rather than tools.

The water itself wasn’t perfectly clear either.

It carried a faint mineral cloudiness, catching the lantern light in soft gold swirls. When she moved her hand through it, the currents curled like silk ribbons, slow and heavy. Tiny bubbles clung to her skin before slipping free and floating upward.

It smelled faintly of earth and iron beneath the cedar.

A wooden spout fed the spring from one corner, water pouring steadily with a hollow, rhythmic knock-knock-knock against the basin below. Not loud. Just enough to remind you the world was still moving somewhere beyond the steam.

She liked that sound.

It kept her from drifting too far.

The air above the pool was thick and warm, almost heavy to breathe. Steam clung to her lashes and dampened the loose strands of hair at her neck. Every inhale tasted faintly of mineral and wood smoke from the lanterns.

Her skin had already flushed pink from the heat.

The ache along her shoulders, the one that came from carrying a blade too long, from sleeping lightly, from pretending too much—slowly unwound, like knots loosening one thread at a time.

She rolled one shoulder experimentally.

Less tight. Good.

She rested her arms along the stone edge, chin almost touching her wrists. The rock was warm from the constant heat, smooth enough that it didn’t bite into her skin. Someone long ago had sanded these edges down with patience.

A place made for staying a while.

“You ever notice,” she said lazily, voice quieter now, softened by the steam, “how hot springs make everyone honest?”

Her fingers traced the water’s surface again, breaking the reflection of the lantern light.

“But here… you’re half-naked, unarmed, and too tired to lie properly.” The corner of her mouth twitched. “Hard to pretend you’re invincible when you’re sitting in a bath trying not to overcook yourself.”

She shifted until her back pressed fully against the stone wall, legs stretched out beneath the water. For once, she didn’t bother sitting perfectly straight like she’d been taught.

She slouched.

Just a little. It felt strangely rebellious.

“…It’s a good place to forget who you’re supposed to be,” she added quietly. “Even if it’s only for a short while.”

Then she closed her eyes, letting the sounds of water and the smell of cedar fill the space where thoughts usually crowded.
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Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi


The springs, ancient as the land itself, hummed with a pulse older than time. Varek sank deeper into the water, letting it pull him into the quiet, a place where the weight of everything he carried—both armor and memory—could slip away, if only for a moment. The heat crept through his bones, slow and insistent, a reminder of the earth's heartbeat beneath the gentle murmur of the spring. He exhaled slowly, the air thick with steam, each breath like a prayer whispered to a god that didn't answer.

Izumi's voice floated through the fog, her words a quiet ripple in the stillness. "You ever notice how hot springs make everyone honest?" she asked, her tone lazy but weighted with something deeper. Something unspoken.

He didn't answer at first, letting the sounds of water and stone fill the space between them, the rhythm of the spout steady, its knock-knock-knock a heartbeat in the silence. Hard to pretend you're invincible when you're sitting in a bath trying not to overcook yourself. The smile that tugged at his lips was a bitter thing, a flicker of understanding in a life spent hiding behind layers of armor.

“I suppose so,” he murmured, his voice raw and rough with the weight of years spent in silence. “Truth doesn’t hide well in heat.”
His eyes drifted to the lattice, to the silhouette of the woman across from him, her body half-submerged in the water. For a moment, he almost forgot who he was, who he was supposed to be. The image of her—relaxed, no longer performing—reminded him of something long forgotten: the fleeting weightlessness of being unguarded.


The water swirled around his arms, drifting like the memories he’d tucked away, the ones that always seemed to resurface when the world slowed down. It’s a good place to forget who you’re supposed to be. Her words lingered in the air, and he thought of how often he had wished for just that: a place to be anything other than the man who wore armor too often, who fought too much.

He tilted his head back against the stone wall, letting the steam wash over him. The ache in his shoulders, the tightness in his chest—it was all fading, the knots untangling with the rhythm of the water. It was a rare thing, this sense of release. A gift, if only temporary.

“Maybe,” he said, voice low, but there was a softness to it now. “But sometimes, even when you forget… you remember enough.”

The silence that followed was thick with the unspoken, the kind of quiet that only came when two people knew exactly what was left unsaid. There was no need to explain or try and expound on his statement. He could sense the understanding between them. Something no mystical force was required for. The steam and the water and the rhythm of the earth spoke more than that ever could.

In the warmth, in the quiet, Varek found a small piece of peace. And for once, he didn’t have to pretend to be anyone else.

"When I was young." He began quietly as he positioned himself closer to the lattice as if drawing close to a friend to whisper secrets, "Before the beskar'gam. Before the bes'kad. I would play in the forest near our home. And I would find a quiet place like this place and I would pretend my parents didn't have to leave to fight wars and battles."

He took a deep breath and let the heat roll through him before letting it out.

"When I was a little older they would take me with them because how better to protect a child in this universe than with them beside you? Now? I fight alone, the armor and weapons are my life, my dearest friends. Though it's selfish of me, I just wanted this moment, and I found more than a quiet moment thanks to you."

He had no idea how to say he appreciated her words in a way more clear than that and he would not insult her by offering to pay for her stay as if their meeting needed to be reduced to a base transaction. So, he stared at the eddies in the steam as they breathed.

 

[Niijima Izumi]

For a long moment after he finished, Izumi said nothing.

The water moved gently around her ribs, rising and falling with her breath. Somewhere to her left, the wooden spout kept its steady rhythm. Knock. Knock. Knock. As if the world was politely reminding them it was still there.

He had moved closer to the lattice. She could hear it in the way the water displaced, in the subtle shift of his voice; less echo, more presence. When he spoke of being young, something in her chest tightened before she could stop it.

Forest. Parents. Pretending they didn’t have to leave. Her fingers curled slightly against the warm stone.

“You remember the quiet places,” she said softly. Not a question.

Most people only remembered the noise.

She leaned forward, forearms resting along the edge again, though she still couldn’t see him clearly; only the darker shape of a body where the mist parted. “They shouldn’t have had to take you,” she added after a moment. There was no judgment in her tone. Just a simple truth. “Not that young.”

She knew how the galaxy worked. Knew the arguments. Protection. Legacy. Survival.

Izumi measured all the words she was hearing. It had been a long time since anyone had spoken to her in this way; had displayed such vulnerability. It wasn't that she was uncomfortable, but rather taken aback. If he could see her in her day-to-day, perhaps the same conversation wouldn't have happened, or it would have resulted in very different circumstances. She wondered if it was the springs; if it was the waters and the fact that neither one of them could really see the other had helped push forward the conversation.

Realizing that she had perhaps been quiet a little too long, the woman paused before choosing her words carefully, having listened to his speech to its entirety.

“You fight alone now,” she continued. “But you didn’t come here alone tonight. You could have chosen a barracks. A transport. Anywhere without walls thin enough to hear someone breathe.”

She let that hang there.

The water lapped gently at her collarbones as she sank a fraction deeper.

“I don’t think you’re as alone as you’ve decided you are.”

Silence settled again, but it felt different now. Less like two predators sharing water.

More like two people remembering they had once been something smaller than their weapons.

“For what it’s worth,” she added quietly, “I’m glad you found more than quiet.”

A faint exhale.

“I did too.”

And for once, she didn’t feel the need to explain what she meant.
​

Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

The words hung in the air between them, gentle but heavy, like the steam rising from the spring. He didn’t speak for a moment, his gaze lost somewhere in the mist, though he knew her presence was there, a quiet weight he hadn’t expected to find in a place like this.
Izumi’s voice had carried through the stillness, soft and unhurried, like the current of the water moving past her. There was something in the way she spoke—a simplicity, a truth—that stirred something deep in him, something that was always there but rarely recognized. She had a way of cutting through the noise, of finding the spaces where things were still, where they could breathe.

“You fight alone now,” she had said, her words a quiet observation, but also a question. A truth she had already seen in him, one he had long tried to ignore.

Varek closed his eyes for a moment, feeling the warmth of the spring against his skin. He wasn’t used to anyone seeing past the armor, past the distance. But Izumi’s words had reached him. They had carved their way into the quiet spaces he thought he’d sealed off long ago.

She was right. He had chosen this place tonight, not the barracks, not the transport. And not because of the walls, or the shadows, or the fleeting privacy they offered. No, there was something else, something he hadn’t known he was seeking. A soft vulnerability in the space between them, a rare thing in a galaxy built on war and survival. Something that wasn’t defined by the weight of weapons, or armor, or the ghosts of lost battles.
For a moment, he felt the weight of his own solitude, and then, with it, a flicker of something else—something softer, more fragile. Something that had been buried for so long he had almost forgotten it existed.

He let the silence settle, but this time, it wasn’t just the absence of words. It was the quiet that allowed for something to grow, something unfamiliar. She had reached him without meaning to, in the softest way possible. Not with force, or with power, but with the gentleness of someone who knew what it was to fight and still see the humanity underneath.
And as the steam curled around him, as the soft lapping of the water against stone filled the space between them, he finally spoke, his voice quieter than it had been before.

“I’ve been alone with my armor for so long,” he said, his words slow, as though he were testing them. “I forgot what it was like to just be...Lighter”
The water seemed to still for a moment, as though listening, before he continued, his tone shifting, softer now.

“You’re right. I didn’t come here to be alone, not really.” He said the the deep gravel of his voice softer somehow, like the waters had eroded the sharper edges of the stones, "I just didn't think of it that way."

The words settled, like a ripple across still water, and in them, there was something new, something unspoken, that neither one of them had expected.

For the first time in years, Varek let himself believe that maybe... just maybe, he wasn’t as alone as he thought he was. And the thought, delicate and strange, lingered there, hanging between them like the steam—an unspoken connection, fragile and unformed, but undeniable.

“I’m glad to meet you,” he murmured, barely more than a breath, but the sentiment was there. Clear. "I'm Verek."

He wasn’t sure where this would lead. But for now, in the quiet of the spring, he was content to let it unfold.

Niijima Izumi

 

[Niijima Izumi]

The way he said lighter settled into her more deeply than she expected.

Izumi stayed quiet for a few breaths after he spoke, letting the word rest in the steam between them. The water moved gently around her shoulders, heat soaking into muscle and bone, and she found herself holding onto that single admission. Not safer. Not healed. Just lighter. That was an honest thing to say.

She shifted closer to the lattice without making a show of it, until her shoulder nearly brushed the carved wood. Steam drifted through the slats in slow ribbons, dampening her lashes.

“I know that feeling,” she said softly.

Her voice wasn’t performing now. It wasn’t measured for effect. It was simply hers.

“When you carry something long enough, it starts to feel like part of your body. You stop noticing the weight because it’s always there. The only time you really feel it is when it’s gone.”

She tilted her head slightly toward the partition. She still couldn’t see him clearly, only the suggestion of him through shifting mist, but his presence felt closer now.

“You don’t look lighter,” she added, and there was a faint trace of dry humor in her tone. “But you sound it.”

When he admitted he hadn’t meant to be alone, that he simply hadn’t thought about it that way, something in her chest eased. Most people never reached that realization. They clung to solitude like it was a badge of honor.

“I didn’t think I needed company either,” she confessed. “I came here to soak, to drink, to avoid thinking about who I’m supposed to be next.”

She let out a quiet breath that might have been a laugh.

“And yet, here we are.”

When he said he was glad to meet her and offered his name, she closed her eyes for a moment. Names were not small things, especially from someone who wore armor as naturally as skin.

“Izumi,” she replied.

No title. No role attached to it. Just her name, simple and unadorned.

“It’s good to meet you too, Varek.”

The wooden spout continued its steady rhythm somewhere behind her, and the water lapped softly at the stone edge. Steam rose and curled between them, no longer feeling like a barrier.

“For what it’s worth,” she said after a moment, “I don’t think you forgot how to be lighter. I think you just forgot you were allowed to.”

She let her fingers trace the warm rock at the edge of the bath, grounding herself in the present. The air between them no longer felt fragile. It felt steady, like something that did not need to be forced into shape.

She did not know what would come after tonight. Perhaps nothing beyond the memory of steam and quiet honesty. That was enough.
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Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi

The steam clung to the water even as he clung to her words. There was no artifice in their conversation, not that he was a subtle creature to begin with. He moved closer, almost unconsciously, until he was nearly to the latice work that served as a barrier between them. It was a frail latice, just as most barriers erected by people were. A defense reliant on as much on an unwillingness for those on either side to breach it more than anything else. A part of him wanted to breach that barrier very much now, but another saw it as a gift that had encouraged the interaction as much as the steam and world weariness.

Varek's breath caught with her words. They hung in the air like the steam that curled between them, thick and warm, settling into the space where silence had once reigned. You don't look lighter, she had said, but her voice was steady—grounded, like the warmth of the stone beneath them both.


He didn't speak right away. He simply let the softness of her tone, the quiet honesty that had seeped into the very rhythm of her words, fill the spaces where he might have been guarded. There was something in her—something both fierce and soft—that made him feel like he could breathe without holding his chest too tight.


The water moved around them, a slow, rhythmic pulse, as natural as the quiet hum of the world around them. It didn't rush. It didn't need to. It was a sound that told you nothing here had to be forced. Not the stillness, not the words, not even the connection that seemed to rise between them, tender and unspoken.


"I think you're right," he said after a moment, his voice a quiet murmur. The admission felt strange, slipping from his tongue like a secret he hadn't known he was keeping. I forgot I was allowed to.


The thought lingered, curling in the air like the steam. There were places inside him that had been cold for so long, sealed away behind the layers of his past. He had forgotten that it was okay to let them thaw. He had forgotten that some things—like the warmth of another's presence, the kindness of shared words—could be carried without cost.


But now, in this moment, there was something new between them, something delicate and steady, like the gentle pulse of the spring itself. He could almost taste the truth of it on the air—a soft warmth, as simple and true as the water that surrounded them.


Her name, Izumi, slipped into his mind with the ease of something he had known forever, even though it was new. No title. No expectations. Just her. The simplicity of it made his chest feel less heavy, as though he had shed a weight he hadn't realized he was still carrying.


Izumi's words had a way of undoing him, of pulling at the edges of things he hadn't known he still needed to unravel. I don't think you forgot how to be lighter. I think you just forgot you were allowed to. It was as if she had reached into the corners of his soul and gently reminded him of something he had once known, before the world had taught him to be hard, to be heavy.


The air between them was no longer fragile, like spun glass, but steady—like the soft rhythm of the water against stone. It felt real, this quiet moment, and that was enough. More than enough.


The steam thickened around them, swirling and shifting, but it no longer felt like a barrier. It was a veil, soft and alive, between two souls who had, for a brief moment, shed the weight of the world.


"I don't know what comes after this," he said, his voice quieter now, but somehow clearer. "But for tonight, would you dine and sit with me more?"


He let the words hang between them with a quiet hope. A desire to extend the moment they found for a while longer.

 

[Niijima Izumi]

Izumi felt him move closer.

Not by sight. By sound. By the way the water displaced and the steam shifted, by the subtle change in the way his voice carried through the lattice. The barrier between them suddenly felt smaller, thinner. Not fragile exactly, but intentional. A line both of them were choosing to respect.

“But for tonight, would you dine and sit with me more?"

It was simple. Direct. No cleverness wrapped around it. She did not answer immediately.

Instead, she let herself sit with the feeling of it. The heat against her skin. The steady knock of the wooden spout. The faint scent of cedar and mineral and jasmine tangled together in the humid air.

She had come here alone on purpose. She had told herself she wanted solitude. Quiet. A place where no one expected anything from her.

And yet, the quiet she had found with him felt different from the quiet she had imagined.

"I don't know what comes after this either," she said softly. Her voice carried none of the practiced cadence she once would have used to accept an invitation.

"I warn you, I've been trained to host conversation for hours without running out of things to say.”
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Varek Ordo​

 

[Varek Ordo]

Niijima Izumi

Varek let the steam curl around him, the warmth of the water pressing against his skin, and he didn’t move back. The faintest shift of his posture, the slight lean toward the lattice, was all he offered—a presence, quiet but deliberate.

“I don’t expect hours,” he said, voice low, steady, as if carrying the weight of unspoken histories along with it. “Just… a moment. Some food, some wine, some company. That’s enough tonight.”

He let the words linger, drifting across the lattice, soft but tangible, like the mist between them. His hands, resting just beneath the surface of the water, flexed once before stilling. Even in that simple motion, there was a deliberateness to him—the same precision she had always noticed.

“You won’t have to perform,” he added after a pause, the corner of his mouth tilting slightly, almost imperceptibly. “Just be… yourself. That’s more than enough.”

The water shifted as he settled a little closer, careful, respectful. The sound of the spout knocked against the basin, steady, like a heartbeat in the quiet. Varek’s gaze, though softened, held the weight of everything he was, everything he had been, and he offered it not as intimidation, not as a test, but as recognition.

“I… I would like that,” he said finally, voice carrying the barest trace of sincerity beneath the practiced cadence. “If you will have me.”

And for a moment, the steam, the warmth, the gentle rhythm of water and wood seemed to hold them both suspended, a quiet bridge over the gulf they had carried alone for far too long.