Private Disappearing into Lines of Light

[Meri Vale]

The café was busy in the way places became when the dinner rush had just begun to swell, yet it maintained that specific, muffled atmosphere that Meri preferred. It wasn't a place for loud broadcasts or rowdy performers; instead, the air was filled with a steady, rhythmic pulse of low conversations, the clinking of heavy ceramic, and the occasional hiss of the espresso machine. For Meri, this was the perfect white noise, a crowd that provided anonymity without the pressure of interaction.

She sat tucked away near the window with her back firmly against the wall, her small, round table dominated by a datapad propped at a slight angle. Because the screen was a chaotic spread of layered sketches, structural overlays, and symbol clusters, she had pushed her bowl of soup toward the far edge of the table to make room. Her notes were a mess of two different colors where she had argued with herself and lost, only to start the argument all over again in a different hue.

She leaned in close, a single finger hovering just millimeters above the glass as she traced a complex structural line without touching it, her mind visualizing the three-dimensional space. To her eyes, the work wasn't necessarily wrong, but it felt naggingly incomplete, like a puzzle with several vital pieces still missing.

As the draft from the window finally began to numb her knuckles, she realized how long she had been stationary. Her tea, sitting on the opposite side of her datapad, had long since stopped steaming.

"Oh," she murmured, her voice lost in the hum of the surrounding diners.

She blinked to clear her focus, reached for her stylus, which had been resting beside the datapad, tucked it behind her ear for safekeeping, then wrapped both hands around the ceramic mug. The heat seeped into her chilled palms almost immediately, prompting her to let out a long, slow breath she had not realized she had been holding.

Even as she took a careful sip of the lukewarm liquid, her eyes remained fixed on the glowing screen. The site she was studying was unusual, not because it was dangerous, but because it was so strangely layered. It had been rebuilt and altered so many times that it suggested generations of people had tried to force the structure to serve entirely different purposes.

She had always been drawn to places like that; they told their stories quietly, revealing secrets only to those patient enough to look past the surface.

Meri absently dipped her spoon into the now tepid soup and took a distracted bite, but her mind was already drifting back into the blueprints. The data wasn't behaving.

"…That's still not lining up," she whispered, her frown deepening.

Ignoring her food once more, she leaned forward until her shoulders hunched, narrowing her entire world down to the glowing display. She became a ghost in the crowded room, completely unaware of the patron currently weaving through the tables and heading straight for her.

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

Kiran Arlos sat several seats away from the woman by the window, focused far more on his food than on anyone else in the café. He did not know her, had not spoken to her, and if he had noticed anything about her at all before then, it was only that she looked like the sort of person who wanted to be left alone. The datapad, the hunched shoulders, the cold tea, all of it practically announced it.

He was halfway through his meal and eating at an unhurried pace, taking a few bites at a time before letting his gaze drift around the room in that casual way people did when they were not looking for trouble but liked to know where it might come from. The dinner crowd had thickened, and the place had taken on that low, comfortable noise that made it easy to disappear into your own thoughts.

Then one voice rose just enough above the rest to snag his attention.

Kiran glanced over without turning fully, more out of reflex than interest, and spotted the source almost immediately. Some guy, maybe a little drunk, maybe just naturally too loud for the room, had planted himself next to the woman at the window. He was leaning in with the kind of confidence that only ever looked convincing to the person wearing it.

Kiran caught pieces of it between the clink of dishes and the hum of conversation. A compliment that sounded rehearsed, a cooked grin. An offer to buy her a drink like he was doing her a favor.

Kiran snorted softly to himself and shook his head, taking another bite. He chewed slowly, eyes dropping back to his plate, amused in spite of himself. The whole thing had a familiar kind of stupidity to it. Not dangerous, at least not yet, just obnoxious. The sort of interaction that happened in places like this every night.

At least for the moment, there was no reason to step in. And even if there had been, Kiran was not entirely sure he would have.

It was not cruelty. It was practicality. He did not know her. He did not know him. For all he knew, she could handle herself better than anyone in the room. Honestly, judging by the way she carried herself, she probably could. Some people did not need rescuing. Some people just needed the universe to stop interrupting them for five minutes.

Kiran took another bite and leaned back slightly in his chair, listening without looking too obvious about it. If the guy took the hint and moved on, then fine. No harm, no scene, no reason for Kiran to involve himself in someone else's awkward night.

If he did not, then maybe that was a different conversation. For now, though, Kiran just ate, faintly entertained, and let the moment play out, his expression settled somewhere between detached and quietly bemused as the café carried on around them.

 

[Meri Vale]

Obroa-skai had never felt like a planet built for noise, maintaining a scholarly restraint even when the cafés were full, and the dinner rush thickened the air with conversation, steam, and the rhythmic scrape of ceramic against wood. People here tended to argue in footnotes rather than raised voices, which suited Meri perfectly as she sat with her back to the wall, her datapad dominating the space with layered structural overlays that glowed a faint blue against the dim interior light.

She had not noticed the man at first, only realizing that someone had occupied the empty space to her right when the ambient soundscape shifted, and the filtering she usually applied to the rising and falling wind of voices failed to catch a direct address. "—couldn't help noticing you sitting here alone," he said, leaning just close enough to disturb the careful geometry of her workspace and forcing her to blink and look up slowly to meet a smile that showed far too many teeth.

"Oh," Meri said softly, pausing as she searched for the correct response, as if this were a question she had not prepared for. After a moment, she settled on an earnest, literal confirmation. "That is correct. I am sitting here alone." The man laughed as though she had made a joke, sliding his hand across the back of the spare chair while suggesting she didn't have to be alone and offering to buy her a drink.

Meri's gaze flicked to the mug on the table, her brow furrowing as she searched for the stress point in the interaction, the way she might study a misaligned beam in a ruin. "I already have tea," she said, gesturing faintly toward the beverage that had long since gone cold, "and soup." When he leaned closer again, his elbow nearly touching her datapad as he lowered his voice to offer her something stronger, Meri stiffened as if correcting a mislabeled diagram.

"I am fifteen," she said quietly, providing the fact without defensiveness, which caused the man to hesitate just long enough for the dynamic to tilt before he scoffed and claimed she looked older. "I do not think that is accurate," she replied honestly, her fingers tightening slightly around her stylus for grounding as he shifted even closer, his body angling to partially block her from the aisle.

He glanced at her screen without invitation, offering to show her some things in a way that felt structurally unsound to her, though she couldn't quite articulate why. "I do not require assistance," Meri said softly, trying to lean back only to find the wall stopping her. There was a moment, small and almost invisible, where her eyes flicked past him to recalculate her options, a change that Kiran Arlos might notice from across the café as her shoulders drew inward and her voice grew even smaller.

"I would like to continue working," she added, her politeness reaching a point of fragility as she made a request she clearly had no idea how to enforce if it were ignored. "Please."

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

Kiran had been only half paying attention until the tone shifted.

At first, it was just background noise. A louder voice than the room called for. A laugh that carried too far. The kind of thing he could ignore while he worked through the rest of his food. He had glanced over once, caught the shape of it, and gone back to his plate with a quiet, amused shake of his head.

Then he heard the girl answer. Not the words at first. The way she said them. Literal, careful and too calm in the way people got when they were trying to solve a problem they had not meant to have.

Kiran paused with his fork halfway up, eyes cutting back over without moving the rest of him. He watched the man lean in again, watched the angle of his body shift until he was half in her space and half in the aisle, watched the girl pull in tighter against the wall like she was trying to make herself smaller without causing a scene.

Then he heard her say she was fifteen.

Kiran's expression flattened.

The amusement vanished so quickly it almost felt embarrassing that it had been there at all.

He set his fork down carefully, wiped his fingers once on a napkin, and sat there for one more second like he was giving the man a chance to figure out he was being an idiot and walk away on his own, he did not.

Kiran exhaled through his nose and leaned back in his chair, eyes on the pair now, no longer pretending not to look. He could see the girl's grip on the stylus. He could see that small glance past the man's shoulder, the one people gave when they were mapping exits.

That was enough. He stood, picked up his drink, and crossed the few seats between them at an easy pace that looked almost casual. He did not rush. He did not posture. He just moved like he belonged wherever he decided to stand.

When he reached the table, he stopped beside the man and looked down at Meri first, not him.

"Hey," Kiran said, voice even, like they had planned this. "Sorry. Been looking all over for you."

He tipped his head toward her datapad, letting his gaze flick across the layered schematics without pretending to understand them. "You still doing this stuff?" He took a seat next to her.

Then he finally looked at the man, his expression polite in a way that did not feel warm.

"You mind?" Kiran asked, gesturing lightly toward the space the man was blocking. "I'm here with her."

It was not a threat. It did not need to be. There was something in Kiran's tone that made it clear he was done treating this like an awkward misunderstanding. The man scoffed, glanced between them, and straightened with the defensive irritation of someone who had just realized the room might be paying attention after all. "I was just being friendly."

Kiran gave a small nod. "Great. You did it."

He held the man's gaze for a beat, then added, still calm, "She asked to be left alone."

That landed harder than anything sharper would have. The man muttered something under his breath, threw one more look at Meri, then stepped away from the table and drifted back into the noise of the café, all wounded pride and bluster now that someone had interrupted the performance.

Kiran stayed where he was until the man was a few tables away. Then he looked back at Meri and let some of the edge leave his posture.

"You okay?" he asked.

His tone changed again, less pointed now, more uncertain. He was good at stepping in. The part after was harder. He nodded toward the chair. "I can leave if you want. I just figured he was not getting the message."

Kiran glanced at her cold tea, the soup, the datapad full of impossible blue lines, then back to her with the faintest pull of a crooked smile.

"You were being very clear, by the way. He was just stupid."

 

[Meri Vale]

Obroa-skai's scholarly silence felt like it was finally knitting itself back together, though the air in the small radius of the table still carried the lingering, unstable hum of the confrontation. Meri had gone very still when Kiran sat down beside her, not in a surge of fresh alarm, but in a moment of intense internal recalibration. Her eyes had followed the exchange in quiet, careful fragments, cataloging the shift in tone, the way Kiran placed himself as a barrier without actually touching her, and the way the other man's confidence had collapsed once the reality of the situation was named out loud. It was all information, arriving far too quickly for her to sort through at once.

By the time the man finally disappeared back into the depths of the café's noise, Meri's shoulders were tight enough that it took her a physical moment to realize the strain she was under. She let out a slow, trembling breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding, the tension draining out of her in a slow ebb. Only then did she look at Kiran properly, realizing that up close, he didn't feel imposing or looming; he hadn't crowded her space the way the stranger had. Instead, he had simply been there, like a support beam added to a crumbling structure at exactly the right moment.

Her fingers loosened their white-knuckled grip on her stylus as she tried to find her voice. "I…" she started, then stopped, her brow furrowing as she searched for the phrasing that wouldn't sound like a structural error. "I think so," she said softly. "I am…okay."

Her gaze drifted briefly toward the direction the man had gone, then darted back to her datapad, her eyes scanning the layered structural overlays as if checking that everything was still where it belonged and that the data hadn't been corrupted by the intrusion. "I wanted him to leave," she admitted quietly, her voice carrying a rare, fragile honesty. "I did not know how to make that happen." She glanced at Kiran again, this time more directly, her smoky-gray eyes searching his face with a simple, sincere clarity. "You did," she added.

When he offered to leave, her reaction was visceral, surfacing almost before she had the time to process the social expectation of the moment. "No," Meri said, her voice a little sharper and more hurried than usual. Realizing how abrupt the rejection sounded, she immediately softened her tone, the corners of her eyes crinkling with a quiet anxiety. "No, please do not go," she repeated, much quieter. "I do not…mind you sitting here."

A faint, uncertain smile touched her lips, a flickering thing that seemed to surprise even her. "It feels…safer," she admitted, the word tasting strange and heavy on her tongue. She reached out and nudged her cold mug slightly to the side, a deliberate gesture of making space on the small table for him, even if she couldn't quite bring herself to maintain eye contact for long. "And thank you," she added after a long beat, her voice dropping to a grateful whisper. "For understanding what I was trying to say when I could not say it very well."

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

"Okay, awesome," Kiran said with a broad, easy smile, the kind that was meant to be reassuring first and cool second.

He took the chair opposite her, moving into it without scraping it too hard against the floor, and settled in with a relaxed posture that made it clear he was not there to crowd her or pry. He kept his hands visible on the table, casual and unthreatening, and glanced once toward the café before bringing his attention back to her.

"And you said it fine," he added, his tone warm and steady. "He just wasn't listening. Some people make a habit out of not listening, or making stupid decisions when they should absolutely know better."

The corner of his mouth twitched with a crooked bit of self awareness as he said it, and he let out a quiet breath through his nose, almost a laugh at himself. He was not only talking about the guy who had wandered off. He knew it, and if she looked close enough, she might catch that he knew it.

Still, he kept the moment light.

"Soooo…" Kiran leaned forward just a little, peering at the glowing chaos on her datapad with open curiosity and no clue what he was looking at. Blue lines layered over older lines. Symbols, sections, notes in different colors that looked like someone had argued with themselves and then lost patience halfway through.

His brows lifted.

"What is all this stuff?" he asked, genuine and a little amused.

 

[Meri Vale]

Meri watched him settle into the chair, noting the care he took not to scrape it too loudly, the way he kept his hands visible, the easy distance he maintained. It all registered quietly, filed away with the same instinct she used to assess unstable beams or questionable corridors. Safe. Considerate. Not pressing.

It helped her breathe a little easier.

When he leaned forward to look at her datapad, she instinctively tilted it slightly so he could see better, even though she knew it probably looked like nonsense to anyone else.

"Oh," she said softly, blinking once as if she had forgotten other people did not automatically understand her notes. "It probably looks very messy."

She hesitated, then reached up and brushed a loose strand of hair behind her ear.

"It is a building," she explained, her voice growing a little more confident as she spoke. "An old one. It has been rebuilt several times, and each time, they changed how the weight was carried."

She tapped lightly near one cluster of overlapping lines.

"These are the original supports," she continued. "And these are later additions. They do not quite match, so I am trying to see why it has not collapsed yet."

Her lips curved into a small, almost shy smile.

"I like figuring out how places are still standing," she admitted. "It feels like… listening to something that does not talk."

She glanced up at him briefly, checking if she was making sense, then added quietly,

"So mostly it is just me arguing with myself in different colors until something fits."

After she finished explaining, she hesitated for a moment, then seemed to realize something.

"Oh…I am Meri," she added quietly, as if she had nearly forgotten. "By the way."

Her smile was small, a little uncertain, but sincere.

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

Kiran's grin stayed easy, the kind that did not ask anything from her.

"Meri," he repeated, like he was filing it somewhere safe. "I am Kiran."

He nodded toward her datapad, eyes flicking over the layered lines with honest curiosity. "That actually makes sense, even if I cannot read it. It is like the building is refusing to fall down out of pure stubbornness."

He lifted his brows, amused. "And the different colors is just you winning an argument with yourself in stages, which is impressive and slightly terrifying."

Kiran leaned back a little, keeping the aisle clear. "If you want, I can sit here and be quiet and listen. If you want to explain more, I will nod like I understand and try not to make it worse." He chuckled lightly at his own admissions.

 

[Meri Vale]

Meri watched him say her name, noting the way he repeated it without teasing or exaggeration. It felt…steady. Like he meant to remember it.

When he described the building as stubborn, her lips curved into a small, genuine smile.

"Yes," she said softly. "That is exactly it. Some buildings refuse to fall down even when they probably should."

Her gaze dropped back to the datapad as he mentioned the colors.

"It is not always winning," she corrected gently. "Sometimes it is losing. It depends on which idea you are talking about."

She glanced up at him again, offering a friendly, honest smile that held no flirtation. Just warmth.

"Sometimes the first idea is wrong. It just sounds confident."

When he offered to sit quietly or nod along, she shook her head slightly.

"You do not have to pretend to understand," she said. "It is enough that you are listening."

She nudged her soup bowl a little farther from the center of the table to make more room between them.

"Do you want something?" she asked, practical as ever. "Food or a drink? I think the tea is better when it is not cold."

Her eyes flicked briefly to his mostly finished plate, then back to him.

"I do not mind if you stay," she added simply.

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale

​

"Well, I'll be." Kiran mused with a smirk and laugh as she spoke, turns out he was partially right. "I feel like it would just be a guessing game sometimes." Kiran took a seak opposite of her once more, and he politely waved off her offer for food and such. "No thanks, I'm pretty well off for right now."

"So..." Kiran began to say, trying to find the words to start this conversation. "What brings you out here, besides, all of this." He said as he indicated towarsds what was on the table.

 

[Meri Vale]

Meri did not answer him right away, her gaze following the small gesture of his hand toward the table and lingering on the scattered data across the holopad as if the answer might be found among the shifting lines of light. For a moment, it seemed she might ignore the question entirely to return to her work, but her attention eventually shifted back to him, steady, measured, and carefully guarded.

"It isn't guessing," she said at last, her tone certain as she addressed his earlier comment before moving to his question. "It only looks that way from the outside. There is always a pattern, context, repetition, even the traces left by mistakes."

Her fingers moved lightly along the edge of the holopad, brushing near the projected text without disrupting it, grounding herself in the quiet familiarity of the interface as she considered her response. She let the silence stretch, not out of hesitation, but out of a need for precision.

"I am here because this is where the questions are," she explained, her gaze lifting to meet his with directness. "I look for ruins, old systems, and the things people stopped trying to understand. Most people move on when something becomes too difficult or too obscure, but I don't."

She didn't elaborate, but the finality in her voice made it clear that her presence was a matter of deliberate purpose rather than idle curiosity. Her fingers stilled near the holopad as she studied him with that same quiet, assessing focus.

"Why are you?"

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

"That's cool, you sound sorta like a friend of mine, Persephone Dashiell " Kiran said with a small smile. "She does artifact hunting too, I've helped her on a few of them." He thought for a moment before shaking his head. "I probably got in the way more times then I helped, but she puts up with me so I guess that's a plus." Kiran chuckled lightly.

"And me, I'm just here for work. I go from place to place, next job and so on. Is it safe to assume you found something pretty interesting here?"

 

[Meri Vale]

Meri listened without interrupting, her attention settling on him in that same quiet, deliberate way she gave everything she chose to engage with. She did not react outwardly to the name, though she noted it, filed it away alongside the rest of what he offered without comment. There was something in the way he spoke about it, casual, familiar, that she recognized even if she did not fully understand it.

Her fingers rested lightly against the edge of her datapad, still now, her focus no longer split between him and her work.

"I always find things interesting," she said at last, her tone soft but certain. "Wherever I go."

It wasn't an answer that confirmed or denied anything specific, but it wasn't meant to. To her, interest was not dependent on rarity or scale. It was a constant.

Her gaze lingered on him a moment longer, studying, measuring, before something shifted slightly in her expression, not quite suspicion, not quite curiosity, but enough to suggest she was reconsidering something.

"Are you a little young to have a job?" she asked, the question delivered without judgment, only quiet observation.

A brief pause followed, her attention dipping for a moment as if she were turning the thought over internally before continuing.

"Should I have a job instead of going to school…?"

The words came more quietly, less directed, as if she were asking the question aloud simply to hear how it sounded, rather than expecting an immediate answer.

Kiran Arlos

 

[Kiran Arlos]

Meri Vale
​

Kiran shrugged his shoulders and simply nodded his head. "Noted, that's good to know, I wish my luck was as good as yours is."

"Are you a little young to have a job?"

Kiran's brow furrowed a bit, before he responded. "Aren't you a little young to be running around by yourself?" Kiran spoke with a rather stern tone. Gods...Kiran thought...he wondered if she had ever met Persephone before. She seemed to be lecturing him almost like Persie did on their first meeting.

He cleared his throat, he showed a apologetic smile. "Sorry, I've been doing this for a while now, for about three to four years already." Kiran voiced as he let out a small sigh. "And I'm seventeen by the way, I'm not that young."

"Should I have a job instead of going to school…?"

Kiran shrugged his shoulders. "I'm probably the wrong person to be asking that question. As you can see, clearly I don't have my life together. But if I were to to give some small portion of advice, what would you rather be doing?"

 

[Meri Vale]

Meri flinched slightly at the shift in his tone.

It was a small reaction, easy to miss if someone wasn't watching closely, but it manifested in the subtle tightening of her shoulders and a brief, sharp pause in her breathing. Her gaze dropped for just a moment in a flicker of pure instinct, the kind that came from too many memories where raised voices were the prelude to something far worse.

When he apologized, she did not respond right away. The tension eased, not completely or all at once, but enough that she was able to lift her gaze back to him. Her eyes were steady again, even if a layer of that familiar, guarded distance had returned to settle between them.

"I have been on my own for several years," she began. Her voice was quiet and matter-of-fact, lacking any edge of defensiveness. She was simply stating a reality she considered relevant to the question he had turned back on her. "My family..."

She stopped abruptly. The words did not continue, and for a brief moment, it looked as though she might actually finish the thought. Instead, she shifted her posture slightly, redirecting her focus with quiet precision.

"Never mind."

Her fingers adjusted lightly against the edge of her datapad in a small grounding motion before she forced herself to return to the heart of his question. What would she rather be doing? Meri didn't answer immediately because she was carefully choosing how to translate her internal desires into something he could hear.

"I would rather be exploring ruins," she said at last, her tone regaining its usual steadiness. "Making new discoveries and getting paid for the work."

There was no hesitation in that answer and no lingering uncertainty. It was the clearest thing she had said since the conversation began, a rare moment where her purpose seemed to override her caution. Then, just as quietly, her composure shifted again as logic caught up to her dreams.

"Nobody would want to hire a not normal teen like me, though."

The words weren't bitter or weighted with self-pity. They were simply stated as a calculation, as if she had already evaluated the possibility and reached a conclusion she saw no objective reason to question

Kiran Arlos