Xian felt the pulse of his hesitation, the tension in the way his fingers curled slightly around hers, and she let it settle without pressing, without forcing the moment. The festival lights danced across his face, catching the sharp lines and the soft shadows in a way that made her breath catch. She couldn't stop noticing—the sweep of his dark hair in the lantern light, the way the gold kissed the edges, the strength in his shoulders even as he tried to look unguarded.
Her heart picked up, betraying her calm exterior, and she let her thumb brush lightly against his knuckles, almost absentmindedly, a silent tether. She didn't speak at first; there was no need. Her presence, steady and warm, was enough to anchor him, to let him feel without demanding anything in return.
Around them, Ravelin's city streets pulsed with life. Lanterns swung above, glowing like a soft galaxy caught in the night. Children darted between stalls, laughter ricocheting off the buildings, the scent of fried sweetbread and roasted corn drifting through the air. Musicians played a lively tune nearby, their strings and drums blending into a current of sound that could have been overwhelming if not for the quiet pocket she shared with him. The city moved and breathed, yet the space between them felt entirely their own.
Then, soft, almost a whisper above the crowd, she said, "You don't have to run from this. From anything. From me. Not tonight."
Her gaze lingered, unwavering, a quiet challenge threaded with something older, something dangerous in its honesty.
I'm here. I'm staying. And I don't plan to let go.
Xian let the words hang, letting him see the truth she hadn't admitted even to herself completely—that this pull toward him, this fierce need to be near, was growing into something she recognized, the ache she had once felt for Caelan, now slowly curling around Veyran. A flash of panic ran through her mind:
Not again. Not this fast. Not this early. And yet, another part of her, quiet and insistent, clung to the undeniable pull. Her chest tightened slightly as she leaned just a little closer, careful, careful not to overwhelm, letting the space between them be a conversation of breaths, glances, and the soft beat of trust that hadn't been there before.
"You're allowed to feel it," she murmured, thumb brushing again, "whatever it is. You're allowed to want to stay."
Then he kissed her. Xian froze for the briefest moment, the faint pressure of his lips on hers lingering like a spark caught in the air. Her eyes widened slightly, the lantern light catching the edges of her lashes, and for a heartbeat she didn't breathe, didn't move—just felt.
Warmth spread from the point of contact, low and insistent, threading through her chest and spine. She caught her own breath, a soft intake that sounded almost like a laugh, almost like a sigh, and her hand tightened just a little around his, grounding herself in the reality of him, of them.
Her mind flared with a thousand thoughts—surprise, disbelief, joy, the faint sting of caution—but the strongest was undeniable and straightforward: she wanted that closeness, wanted that trust, wanted him. She leaned in just slightly, closing the distance and returning the kiss lightly, letting her lips meet his with a gentle press that mirrored the tentative trust threading between them.
"You…" she whispered after, voice low and rough with a kind of wonder she hadn't expected to feel, "you're impossible."
Beneath that teasing tone, beneath the humor she offered to cover herself, there was the quiet truth: that little spark, that fleeting contact, had already burrowed into her, and she didn't want it gone. She let herself watch him, the way the lantern light gilded his hair, the way the shadows softened his features, and she realized with a fluttering ache that she wanted to stay in that closeness for longer than she thought she ever could have allowed herself.
And in the quiet corner of her mind, she admitted it:
I'm starting to fall for him. Just like I did for Caelan, but this time…it feels different. Terrifying. And I don't want it to stop.
Around them, the city of Ravelin carried on, unaware, alive with the pulse of night and festival. But in that small pocket, Xian let herself feel it fully: the draw toward him, the grounding warmth of his presence, the light touch of their lips, and the fragile, thrilling hint of love curling quietly through her chest.
Veyran Solis