Oscar Grant Paxon
A Thousand Voices
New to the Order. New to the life of a Jedi. New to having to live a life according to one single philosophy. A philosophy of the Code. That was all new. It was something Oscar had to adapt to. In his former life, all he had to worry about was if his relationships with other people were okay. Yet now, classes and trainings, not even talking about missions, took all the time and there was no way to make any real friends.
For the first time in months, the boy was on a lesser mission which didn't need a lot of focus. Just getting the crystals looked like a simple thing he could do while maybe really getting to know somebody. It was lonely to be a Jedi Padawan without any friends in the Temple.
Now another Padawan was supposed to come along with him.
The last time Oscar checked the list of Jedi going for the missions with him (which was five minutes ago), he only saw one called [member="Sabena Shai"] having written her name there and honestly, to him it was a number of people he would gladly take along.
Forming one good friendship was better than having many friends he didn't even know much about.
Then he remembered he had to focus on the mission, not on forming any bonds. Like the Jedi philosophy told him, such attachments were not allowed. And failing to live according to the code at such a young age was something he couldn't let happen.
So instead, sitting on a bench outside the Ossus Temple, he waited.
For the first time in months, the boy was on a lesser mission which didn't need a lot of focus. Just getting the crystals looked like a simple thing he could do while maybe really getting to know somebody. It was lonely to be a Jedi Padawan without any friends in the Temple.
Now another Padawan was supposed to come along with him.
The last time Oscar checked the list of Jedi going for the missions with him (which was five minutes ago), he only saw one called [member="Sabena Shai"] having written her name there and honestly, to him it was a number of people he would gladly take along.
Forming one good friendship was better than having many friends he didn't even know much about.
Then he remembered he had to focus on the mission, not on forming any bonds. Like the Jedi philosophy told him, such attachments were not allowed. And failing to live according to the code at such a young age was something he couldn't let happen.
So instead, sitting on a bench outside the Ossus Temple, he waited.