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Children Will Always be the Same. Except for some.

Darren Shaw was walking the streets of Courscant. It was busy today. Children run in the streets playing some game. Adults were ether chasing after their child or shopping for things they man need. Darren had traveled here in his fathers ship. It was considered old. Actualy very old. That type of ship was used around the time of the Fall of the Jedi. When Darth Vader and Darth Sidious came into power. he lived the black ship that he had. It matched his father. He hopped that he could become his Fathers son by helping others. He visioned himself standing before his father with the Force around the both of them ,and him saying "Welcome Son."

But that day would never come. His father was a Sith. A man that destroied lives, not fix them. He had come here to Fix his armor that had been broken from his last fight with Daxton. He was good. He respected him, but he knew that Daxton had some plan that would involve him. He shook his head and came back to reality. Darren saw the armor smith fret over how he brok the armor. He looked at the man with his helmet off. It gave his a headache to have it off but he would look like a fool wearing a helmet with smuggler clothes. He had his sword on his back, and his lighsabers hidden under the folds of his robes. although on of them was in his sleave. If he needed it he could have it quicker than you could roar a battle cry.

After the man had fixed his armor, he took it and started to walk to his appartment. He stood out like a sore thumb with white hair. he wore a pair of black robes. His fathers Robes. They were made of soft cloth. the sound of children playing caute his attantion. He watched them playing around. A boy about 13 years old had a ball in his hands and was tempting another boy. He smiled and shook his head. children would never change. he looked around to see al the other children. When he saw a Girl all by herself. She was different from the other children. He moved to the side of the street to watch her. She looked as if she was focusing on something.
 
Zyrelcia sat a little farther from other children. She didn't have friends and she was afraid of making them. Instead playing with others, she was trying to Force a stick, that was farther. Since Zyrelcia didn't use Force well, it didn't work out. Girl sighed silently and gave up. Instead, she threw her head back and enjoyed sun. Zyrelcia wanted to go and play with others, but she was too afraid. Younglings made her scared. Girl started to make a ponytail of her blue long hair. Turning that, she noticed a man siting farther and watching children. First thought, that came in Zyrelcia's mind was: Pedophile. Zyrelcia shook that thought out from her head and turned her attention on ground. She took a rock from her right side and looked at it for some time, before throwing it away and falling on her back. She was bored. It was impossible to do something awesome alone. Girl took a deep breath, before closing her eyes and dreaming, what her family looked like. She was given to Jedi shortly after she was born and she didn't remember them. Nor did she remember her homeworld, Zeltros. She had spent her whole life on Coruscant. Zyrelcia looked at children, who were playing and again, her gaze was caught by a man farther.
 
Darren Saw that the girl was trying to move the stick with out touching it. He smiled at the thought. A youngling Jedi. Darren stood up and went to a fruit stand. He bought a Jaquira fruit. Darren walked over to the place he was before, and used the force from where he was to move the stick into the air. The stick hit the girls shoe. He was going to grab her attention with the stick floatin in the air.
 
Zyrelcia stared at the stick, that started to move. She didn't do it, so there was another Force-sensitive. Girl started to look around and she saw the man (who Zyrelcia thought that was pedophile). He was probably the one, who Forced it. Her eyes widened. She didn't meet much Force-sensitives outside the Jedi Temple. Well, she didn't spend much time outside it anyway. Zyrelcia started to move slowly away, a little afraid of the man.
 
Darren had saw the girls eyes widen when the stick was floating. he held up his hands to show that he was not armed. He then showed the fruit to the girl. he walked closer saying "I see that you are wanting to be a Jedi. Im like them. I use the Force to move things." He extended his hand, that had the fruit, to the girl. If the girl left he would leave her alone but He saw the way how she was trying to move the stick. For someone to realise who was just like them to a child was like a whole new world opened before them. He just wanted to grab her attention and ask her what she was doing here if she was trying to use the force?
 
Zyrelcia looked at man. Girl was right. That man was using Force. "You're like us?" she whispered, almost impossible to hear her. "You're like the Jedi? Just like us? Who are you then? A Sith?" Zyrelcia started to move away from him again, but something stopped her. She didn't even believe, that this man could be a Sith. What Sith would talk to a Youngling so kindly? "Who are you, if you're not a Jedi?"
 
Darren laughed at the thought that he was a Sith. even though he was one long ago. He had changed since then. "I am a Jedi, and a Sith. I do not like the Sith, and Im not fond of the Jedi. I am whats said to be a Fallen Jedi." Darren thought about the girl. she was still new to this war that was happening all around her. One word came to his mind, innocent.
 
"A fallen Jedi?" Zyrelcia asked, a little more confident, since she knew, that man was not a Sith. "I have never met any fallen Jedi." The man looked a little scary to Zyrelcia, but he made Youngling feel... comfortable. She didn't care, about how shy she actually was. She gave up on that. She felt, like she was talking to a friend. Because that's how the man looked like. A friend, not an enemy, who came to kill her.
 
Darren knew that he would get that responce. Many people didnt understand what a "Fallen Jedi" was, and he was perfectly fine with that. He answered "Well now you have. My name is Darren Shaw. Whats yours?" Darren sat down infront of the little girl on the street. The ground was hard, but he could bear it. He moved the stick into his open hand with the force.
 
Zyrelcia was silent for some time, until she whispered: "Zyrelcia Canoshan. It's nice to meet you." Girl's hand raised to Darren's, when she said those words. Even though Zyrelcia wanted to run away, she forced herself to stay. Not run away from others, but talk with them. Her blue eyes were full of fear. She still didn't leave. She wanted to see, where this conversation was going. She wanted to know, why Darren even came to talk with her.
 
Darren took the girls hand and place the fruit in her hand.if she ate it or not it didnt matter to him. "Why are you trying to use the force? Im intrested because I have never seen a Child try so hard to move a stick." Darren had heard about children wanting to become Jedi or Sith more often. They would imagine themselvs moving small objects such as sticks or rocks to see if they were force senstive. He had once been a child himself and he was trained as a Sith. He saw the other younglings use the force, but that was from years of expierance. The girl here, Zyrelcia Canoshan, wanted to be one. so he Intended to help.

Darren picked up the stick with ease. "Would you like me to show you how?"
 
Zyrelcia stared at the stick, then at Darren. Slowly, she nodded. Zyrelcia had thought about, why did she even try to use Force. The answer was easy: She wanted to become a Jedi Knight. But who is a Jedi Knight, who can't use Force? Just a Knight with a lightsaber. And Zyrelcia wanted to be a Jedi, not just a Knight. "Would you teach me?" Zyrelcia whispered to Darren. She hadn't heard much about Jedi, who studied using Force, when they were 12 years old and especially from a Dark Jedi. That could be fun.
 
Darren smiled at the girl and said "So you want to use the force." He took a second to think about what to say and about how to move the stick. He let the Stick fall to the ground infront of the girls feet. he looked at Zyrelcia and said "The Force is not a simple thing to use. You need to have concentration. Use this concentration to find the force. Use its energy to just move the stick. you dont need to lift it. just move it."
 
Zyrelcia nodded and looked at the stick infront of her. She closed her eyes and raised her hands. She did, what Darren told her to do. Concentrate. Even thought she was concentrating, the stick didn't move. Zyrelcia was afraid, that she will never be able to use the Force and her hands started to shake. Zyrelcia pressed her eyes together. The stick still didn't move. Zyrelcia threw her hands down and stood up quickly. "It doesn't come out! I can never use the Force!"
 
Darren under stood about how she felt. Not to use the force for him would be like killing him. He put his hand on the girls sholder and said "Dont be angry at it. Use some of that anger to move it. And moving this stick may take hours, days, or even weeks to do it! Just try your best. Use your anger to move the stick if you have to. But dont ever give up. If you say you cant do it, You wont. If you say you can do it You will acheve what seemed imposable."

Darren said this from his own heart. He had told himself this over and over again when he was serching for his mother. To never give up. but his verson was that if he said that he could never find her, He wouldnt.
 
Zyrelcia looked at Darren, feeling tears in eyes. "But... A Jedi shouldn't feel anger, right? Then why to you tell me to be angry and use it to use Force?" Zyrelcia asked. She didn't understand, why she was taught to be angry. But if she had to be angry for using Force, then she could do it too. She would do anything to use Force.
 
Darren rememberd that He was a Fallen Jedi and not a real one. He thought about what he had said and responded "You can use your anger to fuel your power. It can lead to the Dark side if you do. Thats why many Jedi become like I do. Fallen Jedi. If you dont want to use your anger. Use you will. The will to become a Jedi. Think of your most favorite moment or time or item, and use that image to move the stick." He moved the stick closer to the girl and contiues. "When ever I use the force I think of my mother. It helps me foucus. Use your best momemt to move the stick" Darren lowered his hand to point out the stick on the ground. He wanted to see if she could do it. He knew that she could. She was just not trying hard enough.
 
Once again, Zyrelcia nodded and let out a small sigh. She closed her eyes and concentrated on the time, when she met her friend Serena. She turned to the dark side, but Zyrelcia kept that out from her mind. Before she actually understood, stick started to shake. And next, it started to fly. Zyrelcia opened her eyes to see the stick in air, moving in sync with her hands.
 
Darren smiled. He nodded his head saying "Yes keep that thought., Keep that though." he was suprised that she could learn very quickly. He let her use the force some more when he said "Now you have to be carefull when you put the stick down you will feel tired, or worn out...." Hen then reached out his hand with the fruit towards Zyrelcia. Darren was happy that she could do that. And would wait for her to be done with the stick.
 
Zyrelcia let the stick slowly fall down. Then she opened her eyes and smiled to Darren. Well, he was the one, who taught her. She raised her hand and took the fruit, whispering: "Thank you. For everything." Her gaze was still at the man, when she took a step back, smile not leaving her face.
 

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