L O S T
Waking up to this newfound reality, Llevi could not help but feel as though she had lost some part of herself. She spent each day going through the same motions, yet never once stopped to question why. Nor did she really know what it was she was working toward. Certainly not her own future, that was for sure.
Still no sign of the Spider who had brought her here, or the green-skinned man who had shown her the void. Once again she was alone on a world that was so foreign to her, in a place that held more danger than even Thirty Two, shrouded with deception, among men and women who looked at her with a predatory gaze. She knew that if they had the opportunity they would end her, just as the beasts of old had sought to do.
Somehow she had lasted four weeks. Four long and arduous weeks since she was grabbed from the stars. Yet it felt like an eternity. Thirty Two was another life ago, a hazy dream that had mostly been forgotten with the sunrise. But her present situation did not feel entirely real either. As though she were merely floating over herself, watching as a stranger might from afar, no connection to her body and the actions it took to stay alive.
Her trials had been vigorous.
They wanted to beat her down, to make her comply, to remove what little knowledge she had garnered and replace it with their own. Not that it was so hard a task with one so ignorant as she. But she hadn't exactly taken it onboard the way they thought she had. Sure, she could nod at the right time, recite back to them whatever it was they wanted to hear, but she still remained aloof.
This place held nothing for her. Their words meant little. The only time she had truly felt alive since coming here was with the green-skin. And that hadn't lasted very long.
Now she sat on the steps of the Academy, watching the dawn of a new day. Most were eating their fill, preparing for the day ahead, but for Llevana today felt different. She did not want to simply walk through the same old motions, she did not want to spend the day separated from her body. She wanted to feel. Like she had with adrenaline coursing through her veins back on Thirty Two.
She wanted to feel something. Anything. To realize that she was alive, that she hadn't died back on the beach. That everything which happened since had not been some dream brought about by her death.
And as she sat there, staring at the sunstreaked horizon, she realized that change most definitely was afoot. For down through the sky shot a streak of pure, brilliant light, a reminder of what she had left behind.
The stars, it seemed, were falling again.
Still no sign of the Spider who had brought her here, or the green-skinned man who had shown her the void. Once again she was alone on a world that was so foreign to her, in a place that held more danger than even Thirty Two, shrouded with deception, among men and women who looked at her with a predatory gaze. She knew that if they had the opportunity they would end her, just as the beasts of old had sought to do.
Somehow she had lasted four weeks. Four long and arduous weeks since she was grabbed from the stars. Yet it felt like an eternity. Thirty Two was another life ago, a hazy dream that had mostly been forgotten with the sunrise. But her present situation did not feel entirely real either. As though she were merely floating over herself, watching as a stranger might from afar, no connection to her body and the actions it took to stay alive.
Her trials had been vigorous.
They wanted to beat her down, to make her comply, to remove what little knowledge she had garnered and replace it with their own. Not that it was so hard a task with one so ignorant as she. But she hadn't exactly taken it onboard the way they thought she had. Sure, she could nod at the right time, recite back to them whatever it was they wanted to hear, but she still remained aloof.
This place held nothing for her. Their words meant little. The only time she had truly felt alive since coming here was with the green-skin. And that hadn't lasted very long.
Now she sat on the steps of the Academy, watching the dawn of a new day. Most were eating their fill, preparing for the day ahead, but for Llevana today felt different. She did not want to simply walk through the same old motions, she did not want to spend the day separated from her body. She wanted to feel. Like she had with adrenaline coursing through her veins back on Thirty Two.
She wanted to feel something. Anything. To realize that she was alive, that she hadn't died back on the beach. That everything which happened since had not been some dream brought about by her death.
And as she sat there, staring at the sunstreaked horizon, she realized that change most definitely was afoot. For down through the sky shot a streak of pure, brilliant light, a reminder of what she had left behind.
The stars, it seemed, were falling again.