Throwing Hands


Equipment: Training Saber
Location: Naboo
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The chance to visit her Master's home of Naboo once more, after the incident of Briana's parents passing and the attack of the New Way, it was definitely something that Lily was excited for. She knew that Naboo was beautiful all year round and there would be plenty to see. It was also a chance for her to grow as a Jedi and learn about the environment around her. There were plenty of animals on Naboo that she could practice her abilities in the Force to calm and communicate with. The task had proven elusive for now since Lily had been focusing on her physical strength and using the Force to not only bolster that but ensure that she was able to maintain a strong and aggressive fighting form long past what she was normally capable of. Right now, Lily was using the Force more as a tool, using it when she needed it to help her win. Not seeing the spiritual side and she often struggled to understand the spiritual nature of the Force.
Journeying to Naboo with Briana would give her time away from the Jedi Temples and access to the training halls where Lily was working on becoming the most physically fit that she could be. Instead, Lily would have the time to meditate and attempt to attune to the Force. She had yet to find a Lightsaber crystal that she could use to power her own Lightsaber. It could be due to the fact that she had no been searching for one yet, but she was so focused on her narrow abilities in the Force, she was deafening herself to the things around her. The latter was probably the case and with looming threats on the horizon, Lily knew that using a training saber, even as skilled as she was. It wasn't a weapon that would cut it any longer. She needed something representing her place as a Jedi. Cementing her place as one.
For now, she was meditating on the ship, waiting for them to arrive on Naboo and waiting to see what Master Briana had install for her. Lily was attempting to listen to her surroundings but found her mind drifting. Floating back to combat forms, sparring partners movements, dancing, clubbing, Mandalorians and warriors of her own people. Literally focusing on anything and everything but the meditation she had come to practice. Her mind unable to focus since she knew deep down she didn't want to try this. She didn't want to do this so her mind was refusing to make her suffer with this task. Which ironically was going to make her suffer more in the long run.
All she could do was keeping pushing through and trying over and over again till they arrived at their destination.