She never had a private meeting with
Darth Carnifex
that was not passionate. She felt connected with every aspect of himself that he shared with her. He had inspired her very evolution into the Nightsister she is today. She gave him everything he had ever asked of her in return for this. He had showered her with a hefty generosity since the onset of their relationship. Because of him, she was able to unlock many secrets to the Physics of nature, to satisfy her hunger for insight and dedication to her studies, often sparked by focus questions found inside dusty journals long left untouched and stuffed into the rear of his vast array of coveted books upon deep library shelves to which he had granted her free access. She learned new things, and she shared her newfound abilities with him. He also protected her, their children, and her precious Dathomir. She never minded that he held many secrets. She also knew that he lived a life of absolute security, where he could do away with what or who no longer suits him for whatever purpose he felt need. Never did her mind so much as fleetingly fantasize that she would ever make a decision which would result in her failing him. She just had not thought ahead regarding the incident with Kaila Irons. Pom's jealousy had gotten the best of her, when she had hoped to always mindfully honor her word to Carnifex most of all.
He did not just forgive her…he ignored that a transgression had ever occurred at all.
She locked onto his eyes, and saw in him a side that had gone unnoticed by her before now. He bestowed mercy upon her, and did not demand she suffer to repay him for it. She wondered if maybe, this grace had always been offered to her. Still, she could not escape the thought that something had changed between them. Something deeply emotional clicked into place. She suddenly realized how much she desperately missed him, even while she was the one who parted from his side to come to Dathomir.
She became conscious of her own breath as she suddenly felt more acute to the sensation rendered by the closeness of his presence. Her thoughts next became attuned to both their hearts' beating. The depth of the Darkside of the Force which naturally envelops him overtook her visual perception of the physical world. Magick unfurled from the depths of his shared gaze, and into his gaze she felt herself falling. She stepped into his mind and walked through the many doors to his memories, as his soul suddenly unveiled the last of his mysteries to her. She learned that he needs her, just as much as he needs the others. He needs her to soothe the beast inside. As much as she needs his strength, he needs her tenderness. She felt realized he allowed himself to become vulnerable, as much as she herself felt when in his presence.
She felt herself falling, a familiar sensation which she became aware had been her truth for quite some time. She had always said she wouldn't allow herself to truly ever love a man, and yet the degree of her jealousy should have been proof enough to the contrary.
The Darkness, into which she is so comfortable being steeped, shifted from her perception, and she sensed the presence of someone so incredibly beautiful, someone who knew deep seeded suffering, nestled deep within his core being, sheltered from suffering further anguish.
"It's ok," she said because she understood. She remains by his side, because she wants to, because she loves him.
For the first time ever, Pomstychtivé saw his need, and she poured her spirit into his, to fortify the core of her Dark Lord with her Magick.